周杰伦 最长的电影 我很忙新专辑

我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎


Start to like this song more and more... it's such a sad tune isnt it?

Disappointment is a difficult pill to swallow.

Just did a really stupid thing during a 25% test! I managed to totally FAIL TO DO ONE QUESTION COS I DINT KNOW IT WAS THERE! Sigh.. How can i be such a muddlehead!

The thing is i was pretty sure i completed everything and was trying to check my ans.


Sigh. WTH... careless to the maximum.. really very very disappointed with myself at this present moment. Although my frens said that the last question is tough but still... I rather try and fail than not try at all..


DISAPPOINTED@@!@@@!!!

周杰伦 蒲公英的约定 我很忙新专辑

蒲公英的约定
作词：方文山　作曲：周杰伦
小学篱芭旁的蒲公英　
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音　
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信　
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币　
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定　
那样清晰　打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行　
是你如今　唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心　
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧　
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定　
那样真心　
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清　
你是友情还是错过的爱情

Shamelessly taken off my fren's blog

When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the story of the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things--your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.
The sand is everything else---the small stuff. "If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things thatare important to you. "Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Takecare of the golf balls first --- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

These 2 photos are prove that i got JIE MEI! NAH MASTER KHOR! haha..

Went to have my fortune seen recently by maater khor. Most of the things he say are very accurate sia. Good things and bad things. Hope that i can improve on those bad things and the good ones will come true. Although i let my fortune be told but i believe that ur destiny is controlled by urself.. Must fight for wat i want =)

Went out with shan shan , cheryl and huiching in this impromptu outing to marina for steamboat buffet as well as drinking session after tat. Impromptu becos shan jioed at 2 plus 3. meet at 6 liek tat. super last min!

Glad i met up with them cos really had quite a lot of fun. =)

Busy sem ahead!

It's been quite a rewarding week so far. I took up the responsibility of being the alumni secretariat chair not so long ago. I must admit initially i was very hesistant as i am already a fyf and have to handle quite a lot of things like appts, courses, fyps and of cos my studies. Slowly but surely i have been pulling my cap up these past few semesters. want to make sure that i at least graduate with a honours degree. However i realised that i feel strongly for KR(dun ask me y) and i want to make the kr alumni a strong and happening group that is constantly in touch with the happenings of hall.

Successfully held my first meeting with the committee members today. i must say that i am really glad that i have a capable jcrc in charge as well as a responsible vice who takes initiative. Feel that we work well together. Had a hard time choosing my members as i feel a lot of them are quite up to the job but i am very satisfied with my choice of members so far =) Have a lot of ideas for the alumni comm but i shall be realistic and try to achieve what i can during my term ...

went for saving needs course in GE just now. Felt that it's really useful as it allows me to have a better understandin of the various instruments that we are working with. After the course went for recre with some of the handballers. I think we should really play more such games together as i felt that i learned quite a lot during the recre just now in terms of what i am lacking as well as new ideas on how to attack. Shall be working on my weakness and strive to be a more complete player by the time IHG comes.

Load of work to be done. I guess i still like the feeling of being busy such that free time seems extra precious.

I need to lose wt, I wan to lose wt, I must lose wt... Argh..

Getting as slow as a tortoise le. Many actions that were possible for me in the past cant be done due to the extra baggage that i am carrying..

Can pple pls jio me for more jog etc??

A fren of mine finally blogged like FINALLY..

quoted from him
ever have this feeling of not feeling appreciated????I mean u feel u ve done alot, u feel that u haf tried in ur own way to do ur best for ur grp or sth???
yet at the end of the day ur reward is someone coming up to u n says "hey I think U haf slacked, U realli shouldnt haf been so inactive, muz b proactive mah"OR "i think u are taking things for granted, I dunno why U r always lidat, wait for things to happen"Well well well ppl are hard to please...... and there's a great tendancy for others to judge U esp when they're involved in it

hmm.. interesting...

Went back to office today. Initially i was pretty reluctant as i wanted to do my school work. But i felt that the trip back to office was really really worth it.

I think the more i talk to chuan the more i respect him and want to emulate him. Basically i guess for some of my frens they will know that i am not a very motivated person by nature. I love to slack. But after talking to chuan, he always manage to bring me to the right direction. I mean i have been procrastinating about some issues with regards to insurance but after the session with him, it's become clear to me what i wanna do etc.
Just as what the Thesis says, the elephant is bounded by the chain becos it is conditioned to assume that it is unable to break free from the chain. I too must break free from my limitations before i can achieve what i want.
by helping enough pple to succeed in life you will succeed =) I shall strive to do that =)

Finally managed to get some work done yesterday. Compiled the fyp findings.

Just watched this showed called Love Guaranteed. It's a HK drama that takes place in an insurance settings. Really like the show as it is really rewarding to watch the struggles of the insurance agent as i can relate to it a little. The story is really touching as well. Especially when the father contracted Cancer and refused to go for treatment and then left his house. The frantic search for him by the kids etc... Pretty touched.

Noticed that my parents are getting old le. Must learn to treasure them more.


Also really disappointed that i have to cancel the meeting with my friend today becos of an oversight on my part. To think that i was the one who suggested meeting.. =( Dint realised that it's jiemin's bday today.. Promised her long ago that i will be there. Sigh.. Must really write all the important dates on my thesis if not keep repeating this mistake.

msn has been getting very cranky nowadays... Getting on my nerves sia..

Hopefully there will be good response for handball tmr. Been facing all sorta funny issues recently. seriously think that A blk eventually will the powerhouse for handball in Kr. There is a serious lack of jioing (or so i think) from the other blks... For tat i am pretty disappointed but i guess it will improve after the trials(i hope)


Been having trouble getting help for my fyp. think that this is a bad time. everybody is busy and all.. =s

Nostalgic

Sigh... uploaded some old photos from my brother camera into my computer just now. Feeling really nostalgic right now. Missed the old days where i went HK with the handballers. Really had a lot of fun doing nonsense and enjoying playing against good opponents.

It's always fun playing with pple that share the same passion as u. Although we dint really know each other b4 the trip, during the trip all of us became good frens and did a lot of havoc stuff together.!

Dun really think that i will have the chance to go again this year. Cos graduate le.. Should be going for my grad trip instead.

The past few weeks has really been a very busy one for me. IBG, school work and Design project. Super tiring sia. Sorta relief that i have more free time for myself now.

Going to start on my FYP already. Haven been touching it. Feel kinda paiseh as my partner in fyp has been getting some work done. Hopefully the SBS transit will reply me soon with e relavent information.

Last lap... Gg to have presentation later.. Frantic reading now to ensure that i do not pull my groupmates down... 5 min for one person during presentation is really quite little man.. Hopefully we can impress the lecturer enough to get our A =)


BBall later tonight... Last IBG sports in my NUS life le.. Really need to psych myself up for it.!

-end of chapter-

sigh.

GU DU QIU BAI...

Cant wait for this design project to be over.! REsearch Research!


At the same time, sometimes being busy is pretty good. keeps the mind occupied... Gonna start getting my appts in soon i guess.! been meaning to do it for a long long time!

Handball yesterday was really quite fun. Although i felt that overall it's very rough but well tat happens all the time when you have pple who have no experience in playing the game.

REally glad to c Martin back in action! hahaz.. i got a very good feeling about this coming IHG! my last IHG!
Also the look of joy and excitement when a freshie scored a goal is really priceless man! Their energy and aggressiveness is what some of the snrs are lacking.. think it's very refreshing and motivating for me.=)

but the sucky part of the playing hte match is after the match, i have to go back do project! Everyday project till a bit sian man. BUt really glad that the Prof appreciates our efforts and it's very obvious that we were the most detailed group among the others with less smoking involved.=)

I mean when ur prof ask you to allocated some time for other modules also and that we need to have a balanced life etc, it say a lot on how much we been working on right? hahaz

Blk initiation just ended. Missed most of it. But was really glad that i was able to c them undergo the pledge. I guess every year there will be a dif exp for all these blk events. But somehow this yr seems really meaningful as this marks a new era in which the young freshies will carry on the E blk culture, build strong bonds as well taking up responsibilities in time to come.

Still remember coming in Kr as a freshie. knowing nobody else but xiaoyun. then slowly getting to know the bunch of brothers and sisters such as huan, yaozong, ron, teckie, honjie. the 2nd floor gang where we form 2 gang when watching soccer. The man utd fans vs the liverpool fans. The flying ants attack during one of the rainy days where all of us have to put towels on our doors to prevents the insects from entering our rms. Waking up at 6 everyday for training. playing our hearts out for IBG.. the latenite jog with some of the golden gers.



Knowing good frens from hall production where i was roped in as marketing manager. Being lost and all. going to find all the way to little india to meet sponsor with elaine with Eugene leading us. 501 dollars and yet we must do so so much.. miss complaining about all those together. Really miss the comm of my first yr hall production team. The most happening comm there ever will be sia! Driving lorry with Eugene with 2 punctured tyre while looking for place to change the tyres. "spoiling"the door of the UCC while trying to find a shortcut to move about in the UCC. helping with the promotion booth. Singing the hall production song. ( with one sounding like a communist song). cleaning up the mess for elaine after the animals that she was entrusted to passed away. the white mice etc.



The handball gang(huan, hon etc) which allows me the chance to try out handball as a new sports. jioing me and the freshies of my batch down to practice shooting etc. really hope to carry this tradition and train up the freshies to be future legends..









All these and so many experiences n memories that can only be formed during our stay in KR. I still honestly think that my yr1 exp in Hall is probably one of the best that i ever had! kudos to all my snrs and fellow freshies(now final yrs) that make it such a fun place!

[MV] Jay Chou - A Secret I Cannot Tell (不能说的秘密)

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千
梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的世界
你用你的指尖
阻止我说再见
想象你在身边
在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋
这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

Dint managed to go to the bird park after all... kinda disappointed but was told that there is nothing interesting there at all. haha..



Presentation went by quite smoothly i feel . Think that the prof tot that we did okay... After resting for today, tmr shall be another round of preparation! Shall make sure i contribute more this time. Mass balance! my forte!(yar right)



Went out with Elaine and some of her Exchange friends today. Suddenly feel that i do not know Singapore at all. At a lost on where to bring the exchange students to. When Yaozong's fren from Sweden came, we just fed him with lotsa local delicacies and fruits. dun remember bringing him to much places( think yz handled all that). Anyway i finally found a place that have chicken rice balls though i dint get a chance to eat it. shall make a point to try it out when i go back office in the near future. Haven gotten the chance to go back recently due to design project. really need to update my software as well as prepare some policies man...

Gg to have a presentation tmr... Wish me luck pple!


I just cant wait to go birdpark for the first time tmr.! Kinda looking forward to it since last week. =)

dint update my blog for some time.. Life is as usual. Internship is still boring to me but i am glad that i took up the internship to some extent. It made me able to think clearly as to what do i wan in life. For that i am grateful.
Today, Stein came back .Apparently he's back in Singapore for a while so decided to come and talk to his colleagues. Heard him sharing with them some of his exp in his new job in the middle east(cant pronounce the name). Apparently it's pretty welfare. Imagine this.. If he were to come back to Stolt Nielsen Transport Group, he would have to take a pay cut, forgo his car, free accomodation, insurance policies, Free education for his kids. Also he will no longer have as much benefits in terms of travelling expenses. He travels biz class anywhere and on top of that he was given credit card with credit of US$50k.! Pretty happy for him. I guess the only downside of the job is that you have to uproot yourself and live in a new country and environment. But however if you are working in the Shipping industry, you travel around all the time and hardly at home. So i guess that isnt an issue for him.

Gonna end my internship on friday. Will i miss it? Of cos not! But i just kinda sad that i wasnt able to achieve more with my time over there in terms of mixing around with the pple there. But i am glad i made frens such as Shawn my fellow intern who is a joker. Going to have more time to hang out in the afternoon. But still have fwoc. There are some things that i really want to do and i will surely implement it after i end this internship. For now.. It's Hello Stolt Nielsen!

Just did a quick calculation on NUS CAP calculator to determine how i should fare in order to pull to my desired grade. Realised that I must really do the impossible.. Nevertherless i shall make sure i dun leave NUS regretting not fighting during my last year of studies!!

WIsh me luck pple!

Went out with PRU frens to celebrate Shan shan's bday. First time that i tried eating in Waraku. think the food is quite yummy. however some of my frens say okay only.. The thing is that i am not used to eating a NON buffet jap food sia.. SOOO wanted to order california roll and soft shell crap and unagi. =P


Pumproom was superb too! totally enjoyed the beer and the red wine.. the band was also quite good and the finger food were quite good too. Overall it was superb.



MS CHAN SHAN SHAN... I hope u enjoyed ur bday celebration that we prepared for u... May all your dreams come true..



* so many things that i wan to do but no time man.. Cant wait for Intern to end. Wan to meet so many pple.. wan to spend more time on my career. Wan to get my freaking license. *

First time i c so much hope in KR handball!!! =) pple are improving!! Some of the players are really improving alot.. really glad...

think i am lagging behind in terms of progress man.. cant qie, cant shoot, can defense properly yet.... very excited about the prospect of playing next yr! Next yr will be a challenging IHG sia!! =)

in the meanwhile it's training training training!!! gyming session on sat plus jogging on sunday.. superb!

Lifehouse - Everything

Lifehouse - Everything

find me here
speak to me
i want to feel you
i need to hear you
you are the light
that is leading me
to the place where
i find peace again

you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life to my soul
you are my purpose
you are everything
and how can i
stand here with you
and not be moved by you

would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
you calm the storms
you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
would you take me deeper now

'cause you're all i want
you are all i need
you are everything
everything

Obstacles after obstacles to clear the list of things i gotta do.. hmm.. nvm.. shall take it as it goes...

Gg to skip work tmr.. have to attend this "meeting Client's need" course or my license suspended.. lol... i welcome it totally man.. enough of spending all my time doing nothing in internship.. haha


I wan to buy new wallet any suggestion?

I seriously think there is a prob with Taxi allocation recently.. FOr some weird reason it's been so hard to get a cab recently!
Went to chan shan shan shan shan chan's convo today. Was told to be there at 113o.. was late so i decided to take a cab there... Waited like 20 mins for the cab. Reached there to realised that i am the first one there.. lol....
Therefore CHAN SHAN SHAN!! dun say i pangseh u lor.. Earliest one there!! super give u face liao lor!
Saw Elaine, jinxian, jinrui as well as a whole bunch from C blk over there. Small world.! Fanny graduating today, yi jia and Bao zhu too! Jeff too! NUS got one less capable person le.. CHERYL too... saw her there...

When the rest finally arrive at about 12 plus we took photso b4 gg off to crystal jade for lunch. Nothing special but just that singapore service is really bad....
Went Settlers cafe after that.. It's a cool place man!! played some funny card game that was really engaging! Time zoom by damn fast lar.. 3 hrs gone in a flash!

Went back office settle some policy stuff. Gg to have to go down tmr as well to tie down the deal.





Kinda have a mini reflection time during my trip back home..

I think that i have become more and more short tempered since last month. Told Shan about it and she totally agree with me..sigh.. She ask me whether there is something bothering me. I honestly cant put my finger to it... I mean there are issues that i do think about but.. hmm.. I duno man. Gotta have to control my temper man...


SPENT a lot recently.. Shall have to cut down le. SO many things that i need to do that requires that money. IPO, Driving, insurance, grad trip etc... Feel so motivated to pia and reach my target!

Went out with my NPCC mates just now.. Ate at some chinese restaurant. Buffet where we can order different dishes... i think we are definately getting on the blacklist in tat restaurant. We prob ate easily 2-3 times more than what the other tables are eating...!

Love going out with my NPCC frens. There is no need to hide anything, no need to put on any front. Just can be yourself. Enjoyed all the rubbish we talk.. All the lame jokes that we said. All the silly comments we made. With them i jsut suddenly feel more like a kid. where i can just let go and enjoy..=)



Hope we can meet up soon..=)

Megan Fox.. Super hot!!

Got my pay finally! Been researching quite a bit on stocks and stuff like tat recently. gg to try buying IPO for now.. hopefully i can get it!

Quite excited by the prospect of buying IPO. Just went to SGX today to get my CDP account. Saw WeiWen there. Looks good as usual. Nu qiang ren! Working in SGX sia!! I think she's really capable sia-=)

Met up with jianwei, des, kwa, joseph, zhiwei and Daokua on monday. Been a long while since we met up. All of them went back reservist without me this year. Now i kinda wished i went back instead of deferring for my internship becos it sounds fun! hanging out with them is always fun. Checked out transformers.. It's really really cool!! all the special effects and action in the show. Apparently it takes 36 hours for each frame. Power...! the ger in the show is sizzling hot too! with sizzling hot babe, plus powerpacked actions, plus out of the world special effects as well as storyline that is adapted from such a popular cartoon.. THIS SHOW ROCKS!

SOOOOOOO going to watch it again man!

Transformers! More than meets the eye..

I am doing nothing in the office. facebook.com, channelnewasia.com, soccernet.com, ebuddy.com, Sgx.com, nus.edu.sg all day...
been trying to pick my fyp topic as well as teh design project.. Guess next sem will be a busy one for me. Well. I guess i rather be busy than slack~


I REALLY feel like gg timbre or somewhere to drink........

ARGGGGGHGHHHHHHH!!!!!

Queen - I Was Born To Love You

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

You are the one for me, I am the man for you,
You were made for me, you're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream, and my dreams come true
It's so hard to believe this is happening to me
An amazing feeling coming through...

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

I wanna love you, I love evry little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born to love you, born to love you, yes I was born to love you
Born to love you, born to love you every single day of my life
I was born to take care of you every single day of my life

My life, Hay hay, every single day of my life

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you, honey
Every single day of my life

blogging from the office

Trying to rush my VIP report now while working. Seems that i must hand it in by this week. But the thing is i dun have much to write... Kinda disappointed that i dint managed to do more useful stuff in office. always seems to be doing some stupid stuff or not dong anything at all.( which explains why i can blog while at work).

HAd a great training yesterday. Was feeling kinda pressured by some of them to go shanghai with them for handball. Dont feel like gg as i hate the feeling of sitting by the sideline and being unable to play. did that once during my term as KR captain(when i was injured). really dread doing it again. But i was kinda disappointed that nobody in KR is able to go shanghai for the competition. What is suckier is that some of them actually wanted to go just that it clashes with their committment. well.. i guess that's just too bad...




My fren asking me to go Double O celebrate her bday tonight.. hmm.. shall i go?





Looking forward to today since mondey. however there is a last min change of plans... well i guess i can always go drink another day......

View from my office window

I work on the 31th storey.. amazing view isnt it.. although my hp camera has lousy resolution... 2.0megapixels only.

bored in stolt nielsen

since i am damn bored in office, i decide to blog. haha..

Internship is boring. I finished my owrk long ago and eveyrbody is either too busy or too busy acting busy to guide us and give us work to do. i had probably asked my supervisor on 3 different occasion to brief us on some of the project that they assigned me but everytime he got some reasons to push it back.

However on the bright side, my fellow interns are pretty cool. If not for them i will be like super sian everytime i go work..
Already losing my motivation to go work man. Seems like my only reason gg to work is for th pay and to get my 6MC. Hopefully things will change in the near future.



Feels like pushing myself to the limit for training but however the motivation is lacking somewat. I need a jogging buddy man.. force me to push myself. Been only doing static exercise most of the time. Cant wait to get back my fitness!!



On a different note, feeling quite disappointed because nobody in KR will be gg to shanghai for the competition as from now.. There are pple with reason and pple with "reasons". Kinda disappointed because ireally enjoyed myself totally the other time and gain much experience from it. Really worried about the future of handball in KR right now. At our current level, i really dunno how we are gg to win the trophy. but well.. i guess things will happen eventually i hope. Hopefully all the things we talked and discussed about will happen. All of us need to improve. Esp me... I got no speed, no leap, lousy defense now...










Yay.. gg to Arab street on wednesday to try out some new food plus perhaps try shi sha..=P should be quite fun!

Japanese dramas got a way of playing with your emotions.... Just watch finsih one drama in 2 nights. Totally glued to it.. Can really relate to some of the things in the show.. Shit man.. Very long since i felt so emo... Junli say i Ger... Nabe....

I think i really need to go travel to somewhere and relax.....










" i guess when one's heart is empty, it gets filled up easily...."


sigh....

It's been quite a while since i blogged. many things have happened..

basically internship is not bad.. there were a few days that i was assigned to the shipyard to help out in the dry docking of the ship STOLT VIKING. It's damn fun sia.. Imagine FREE CAB from your house all the way to PAn united shipyard.. Then Free lunch with icecream(magnum!) and drink. Then also have FREE beer and FREE transport back to ANY destination u wan( cab again!).. haha. damn welfare...

Anyway the assignment to STOLT VIKING is an experience! They are installing this new radar system into the parcel tanker and also adding 4 more deck tanks to increase the capacity of the current ship. Therefore experienced quite a lot of things. Was introduced to many cool things. Dint know SOO much considerations have to be considered in this industry.. wow! each ship is really a masterpiece... learnt many stuff about the ship.. things liek ballast tank etc.. really good experience. Anwyay life as a crew on board the ship is quite hard.. long period of time away from home.. sometimes dun even have much time to go ashore to party when the ship reaches a port.


Just saw the news that 2 person were killed today because they were crushed by falling trees... Life is really fragile sia.. It's events like this that make me think that one should really treasure the pple around him/her and also get properly insured so that when anything happens to you at least your families and loved ones are properly taken care of...

Send a msg to her.. hope she dun think i mean anything else. Was just really concerned about her safety as a fren...




There are certain pple out there who are going through bad patches in life now.. Just hope that all this turmoils and difficulties will pass soon and you will come out of it a better person.. more matured and stuff. but dun lose faith in life!

It's been quite a while since i blogged. many things have happened..

basically internship is not bad.. there were a few days that i was assigned to the shipyard to help out in the dry docking of the ship STOLT VIKING. It's damn fun sia.. Imagine FREE CAB from your house all the way to PAn united shipyard.. Then Free lunch with icecream(magnum!) and drink. Then also have FREE beer and FREE transport back to ANY destination u wan( cab again!).. haha. damn welfare...

Anyway the assignment to STOLT VIKING is an experience! They are installing this new radar system into the parcel tanker and also adding 4 more deck tanks to increase the capacity of the current ship. Therefore experienced quite a lot of things. Was introduced to many cool things. Dint know SOO much considerations have to be considered in this industry.. wow! each ship is really a masterpiece... learnt many stuff about the ship.. things liek ballast tank etc.. really good experience. Anwyay life as a crew on board the ship is quite hard.. long period of time away from home.. sometimes dun even have much time to go ashore to party when the ship reaches a port.


Just saw the news that 2 person were killed today because they were crushed by falling trees... Life is really fragile sia.. It's events like this that make me think that one should really treasure the pple around him/her and also get properly insured so that when anything happens to you at least your families and loved ones are properly taken care of...

Send a msg to her.. hope she dun think i mean anything else. Was just really concerned about her safety as a fren...




There are certain pple out there who are going through bad patches in life now.. Just hope that all this turmoils and difficulties will pass soon and you will come out of it a better person.. more matured and stuff. but dun lose faith in life!

Goodbye E603... ...

Packing my room on a weekend sucks.. esp when ur neighbours have all packed and left...

it's kinda hard to leave this room. had many great memories as well as sad memories.. In geography they call it "sense of place".. feel kinda attached to this room. kinda like my 2nd home and a safe haven for me... suddenly my rm feels so empty after i packed it.


funny how during yr 1 my room had the least things compared to my peers such as teckie, ron, robin and enwei who stayed in the same floor. Now it seems that i have all sort of rubbish stored in my room..

Saw some stuff that reminded me of the times i had during my first 2 years. things left over from orientation, dating game, postcards, the note from an ex. then suddenly i just feel old... The stark constrast in priorities and purpose of these 3 years in uni is just astonishing...


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End of examinations.. yet another sem have passed. dint put in effort at all initially.. distracted disturbed, just damn slack.... But somehow i managed to catch up during the last part though i knew i should have done better in some test but of well......


going to start internship on monday. Beening damn busy beats being too slack and have nothing to do i feel. duno whether i will say the opposite thing when internship starts though.. hahz. haven watch spiderman 3 yet... just realised that i only have a few groups of frens whom i go watch movie with... and most of the have watched it! DAMNIT!

3 down 1 to go...


So far so good.. I feel that i could have done better for some of the modules but well given the poor attendance plus the fact tat i am pretty slack as compared to last sem. I feel that i have done quite okay for the paper...
overall this sem is hell of a sem. Operation, IHG(though i dint play), Physio, Specialist Appt.. Blk issues, BGR issues, internship company halfway pangseh... Kinda lost my way halfway through the sem in which i dun feel like doing anything.

However i must say some of the things are actually blessing in disguise. like for my internship. If i got the one initially allocated to me, i wouldnt have got the one that i have now.. Ohh.. i dint mention that i got my intern with Stolt-Nielsen Transportation Group Pte Ltd a few days ago. Good news cos the working place is near my Dad's workplace, pay is much better than my original one and that it offers much more interesting stuff to do than my previous one.. YESH!!

other things such as IHG losing out during the semis is a good lessons to all in Kr that we need to work much much harder and improve our standard to via for the trophy next yr.



Last paper of the sem... gotta pia already.. got tons of readings to read.


Anyway just wan to thank Qingyou and Darren for making the special photo/cert thing for me. touched sia.... and also Ken for passing me the "secret manual" for handball.. will put it to good use!. Will miss all of your presence in hall next sem.. all the best in your careers.! All employed le! =)

Darren, PLS STOP SMOKING! (if you read this blog)

Dick Lee is PRO!!

I think this is really hilarious..! Thanks to yanjie who was boliao enough to send me the link....

Dick Lee's is quite talented sia... =P

I just have to post this!

impressive isnt it?


I miss playing billard and pool... been really a long long time since i played.. haven found my billard/pool buddy in NUS yet...

Anyway this yr is a tyco year for some team...

Oh shit! i just realised that it's my bro's EX!! broke up le.. jialat...


heard about it b4 from mom but my bro never confirm with me so i just assumed that they still tog... Really very long never catch up with my bro liao sia.. Always i go back for the weekend he not around. then weekdays i not around. guess will have more catching up time when i shift back home after the exams..

feel like gg blk trip.. gg this kelong in malaysia for a few days... but dunno if i can go cos if i get my intern i will have to start work really soon...





Anyway to those who are having exams.. JIAYOU PPLE! PIA finish then can enjoy during hols!

I just accepted a new tuition.. courtesy of my bro's gf=)

$35dollar/hour... ZAI!! but the down side is tat it's damn bloody far...!! Siglap area.. and damn ulu.. hopefully i can come to a agreement to have it on the weekend.=P

Been hooked on the show "200 pound beauty". I think i can watch the show over and over again sia... =P think the girl in the show is really pretty and teh songs are pretty good!! pple pls go watch!

Spiderman 3 coming out... Who wan to watch with me? Rat, Ape onz?

This is going to be a chui sem....

My ambition is to be a minister

You know what? I just decided that i want to be a minister.... =P

Reason?

I get 2.2 million buck per year! And no matter how good or bad the economy is doing, my salary is pegged with whoever is earning the most in private sector. SHiok! Therefore i hereby declare that i am embarking on a political journey =P

Best of all... I earn more than President George W. Bush =P

And of cos the most important reason is that i wan to serve the country and lead it to greater heights if you get wat i mean... ;)

Remember to vote for me okay? =)

ps: i know this is old news le..


*getting mad from mugging*

ranting in the library.

Taking a break from my mugging in the library...

Library is a scary place! Almost ALL of the seats are taken up and it's dead quiet.. (except for the irritating group of pple talking right outside of the exit.. Talk SO LOUD FOR WAT!)

Also it is interesting to note all the funny characters in the library

Interesting Sight no 1.
Girls with make up and miniskirt looking as though they are going Orchard or clubbing.

Interesting Sight no 2.
This uncle who is seated a few seats away from me. Siyong and I have come up with many explanation why he is here. Damn hilarious~
Theory 1 : He's the parent of some student who is mugging in the library(prob ger). Being protective of his son/daughter and going to fetch him/her back after he/she is done with studying.
Theory 2 : He's super Zai professor who have a burning passion for teaching. He's here so that his students can approach him for consultation.
Theory 3: He's waiting for 1am so that he can open his stall and sell food to the students mugging in the library.


had a lot of fun talking about him. Whenever he leave the library we will come up with all sort of funny thing like, "oh he's going to start cooking le" haha

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Received a call from Stolt-Nielsen Transportation Group Pte Ltd with regards to my internship application. Apparently NUS is kind enough to inform the HR side that examination is just around the corner and propose to them to hold a Phone interview instead of a face to face interview.(yesh lar!)
From what i gather from the phone interview, the company specialises in the shipping of chemicals, or anything liquid. The profile of what i am going to do is strictly non CE related. However as NUS does not offer any related Majors, Civil engineering is the closest they managed to get. It seems like a really interesting internship. (much better than attachment to some stupid structural company who pangseh halfway. pui!) Was told that if i am willing to learn and time permits, i might be able to sail with the ship and the head engineers to learn handon from them doing actual work on the field. Shiok lar! I think it's damn cool lor! anyway nothing is being confirmed yet as they still need to pass my CV to the head office to decide and they will get back to me shortly with regards to the confirmation of my attachment to their company for internship. Really hope i can get it. for various reasons.

1. i wan to try out something new.

2. I wan to siam reservist. Paiseh Rat and Ape and Ah Gou( notice all of them have animal nick? i also dunno why). I cant go back this year as i am fighting fit yet. i still need to get back my fitness after my operation. I cant afford to go back this year as if i were to go back, i will need to report my injury which means that i will be downgraded. I want to have the option to access for myself whether my fitness still can make it or not.

3. I want to get modular credit and experience life as a civil engineer(okay if i get this one not exactly civil related) or at the bare minimum apply some of what i learned from NUS to my work. If i were to get a part time job( which i will confirm choose Sales side), i am not able to get the same experience.

4. I want to keep myself busy during the holidays. I dun wan to nua too much during holiday. Nua will equate to me having nothing to do and start to think about stupid things.

5. I want to force myself to work in a 9-5pm environment to convince me even more that i do not want to do a 9-5pm job. To further enhance my belief and convince myself even more that i had made a right choice in working in the financial and risk industry.





Therefore pple wish me luck that will get the intern!! =)


oh yar.

thanks zhenyi for you note and snack.( though i doubt you will have my blog or read blogs in the first place)

Thanks ron for the maxwell porriedge.( gou brother!)

and Elaine, nice meeting you on tuesday for a short lunch. hope you had a safe trip back to hongkong. dun fret. I am sure you will do fine for your work and that your fren will get better. i will be praying for his speedy recovery. Have a smashing time in hongkong! =)


and YZ... happy 3rd year anniversary with junli... haha.. Really glad that you all got together and managed to stay so much in love after 3 years. do i hear wedding bells soon? haha

Johann Lippowitz - Don't Look back in Anger

the more i watch this the more i think tat guy is amazing!

interview for internship

Dear Tham Wei Zheng:
Thank you for your interest in the project. Please come to an interview on Friday, 27/04/07 at 3.30pm in ITVSlab (E1-08-20). The lab is just opposite the EIT lab and Multimedia room.
Please brush up your C programming skill
before you come as there will be a simple quiz question for you to try on. Please note that the compiler that we used is Microsoft Visual C++. Thank you.


Best Regards,
Khoo Hooi Ling
Research Scholar
Intelligent Transport & Vehicle System Laboratory (ITVS lab)
E1-08-20
Department of Civil Engineering
65165035

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OMG.... must go study C programming again? Everything also forget le lor...this is bad... real bad.....

The Middle
Written by by Jimmy Eat World

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best, try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey, you know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own
So don't buy in, live right now
Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if that's good enough for someone else

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just do your best, do everything you can
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Wat a pleasant surprise~ totally made my day!!! =)


okay.. back to serious mugging.. lacking behind by a lot...

Been greatly disturbed by certain issues in hall... though i do not want to be involved in the politics and conspiracy, i was still caught into it....

many things said, many tried.

outcome is still the same.

Many "reasons" offered. Many bitching by many pple behind back. Even yr1 and yr2 s are bitching.

First time in my 3 years of staying have i encountered such sheer volume of politics and bitching. Y does hall stay have to transform into a courthouse?


lesser and lesser incentive to stay my final year in KR... Grass is greener on the other side perhaps?




Just some food for tot about leadership

A true leader is one who set by example and who puts others before himself.
If every leader like Capt John(prob Maj John by now... still managed to be 4th Coy OC recently? puis! ) who was in charge of our boat mission but was the first one to sit down and grab food after coming back from the boat mission; even taking extra helping for himself(one person one helping one lor... nabe cb) when some of his man is stranded in sea. He dint even bother to count the number of boats and ensure everybody comes back. Puis...

I strive to be like Captain Lien who treat his man as his blood brothers and comrades. Always willing to go all out to protect his men and to help them in their issues. Always set A high standard and a good example to his man and officers.

I cant say that i managed to be a damn zai leader. but i hope at the end of the day, i managed to inspire some of my "man" and forge Strong bonds. Essentially when all things are over, what important are the frens forged. Hopefully that i managed to set a good example for others to follow in my short term as handball captain.

Being a leader does not mean that you will be respected. You wan to be respected? Learn to respect pple first...

Check out the number of drinks we drank last friday...(good fri) 10 bottles of assorted beers, plus martell.. 4 of us finish all these!! hahz. fun!


the bottle caps.. hahaz.

Wish that more of our khakis were around to drink together.. miss drinking with some of my frens..( u know who u all are.. ) the "score goal" guy esp... and the pungoll park chill out session =P

really feel like gg hongkong for holiday...
guess if i really cant get my internship i will just go holiday le..


Next sem in hall seems so different. Change in floor, change in style of management. Many of my good frens are leaving already, either due to graduation or cant stay... Super inflation of points this year. All the seniors that i looked up to all graduate le... hopefully i can get my room which is nearest to Yz and Ron if not sian diao. Shall miss my old room E603. Such a pity that i cant spend my last year in KR staying in tat room. It holds so many sweet and bitter memories... Though i am already resigned to changing my room le but still loathe the idea of leaving my room.


hmm... duno if Boss can "employ" me for internship during the holiday then give me the modular credit sia since i wan to go back office in the holidays anyway.. hahaz.


Okay.. shall get back to my webcasting le.. So much stuff to catch up. Wan to meet up with many of my frens whom i dint have much of a chance to meet up this semester.

Chen Chen let me knoe wat's ur blog again.. I deleted it accidentally...

$400 added... ;p


yay~~~


tat was the good news. the bad news is tat my internship is cancelled becos Prime Structures Pte Ltd withdraw from NUS internship program. KAOZ... and that stupid NUS did bother to let me know about it. all along i tot i was selected le. just waiting for the details to be given to me.. WHERE AM I GG TO FIND A NEW PLACE FOR MY VIP?
so pple, if you have any lobang pls help this poor soul here. he wants to do VIP a lot...

muse unintended

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

Had a really enjoyable time during NUS training just now. It's been TOO long... TOO long since i played in a handball match plus join in the training. I think this injury has only just fueled me to want to play handball even more..!
Although i was the weakess link as i can only run straight( no side steps, no sprints, no jumpshots etc), it was exciting to be able to play again. The adrealine run that you get from scoring or creating goals is just Sweet~ It's also fun because the level of Handball is at a level where everybody is of a certain standard.. Not much mispass, misshot, wrong timing etc. The passes were mostly precise and a lot of creativity were in the game. Good keeping by the keepers and also good shots by most of the players! THIS IS HANDBALL!!

Honestly i feel that KR handball is too well stagant in terms of progress. We are too comfortable with just doing training only when there is IHG coming along and pretending that we are contenders for the trophy when the effort put in is so much lesser than what other halls put in... We have a lot a lot of very good potentials every year but somehow we lack the KEy factor. A burning desire to be the Best handball player ever produced in KR. There are still a lot to be improved if we want to win the trophy next yr. I m burning with desire to win it! i WIL WIN IT I MUST WIN IT!!

Shall try to grab hold of the potentials star players and hopefully they will have amount of passion for the sports like some of us... Hopefully more of the players will be able to come for recre handball at the very least. Hopefully the senior players will be able to go for NUS training to build up on our skills.



Thinking back i think that QingHuan did an excellent job in influencing my batch of handballers to have the passion for the sports. I hoped that i had done/can do the same for this current batch of year 1s... For our sweet victory next year, I shall make sure that i get my fitness to a level where i am satisfied with!



One month away from the Exams.. CRUnch time! Feels great that a single game of handball makes me very motivated to Pursue excellence once more~


HANDBALL ROCKS!

The last song (Xjapan)

music & words: Yoshiki

Watching the stars till they're gone
Like an actor all alone
Who never knew the story he was in
Who never knew the story ends
Like the sky reflecting my heart
All the colors become visible
When the morning begins
I'll read last line

owaranai ame dakishimeta yoru ga asa o mukaeru
kokoro wa mada nuretamama

In endless rain I've been walking
Like a poet feeling pain
Trying to find the answers
Trying to hide the tears
But it was just a circle
That never ends
When the rain stops, I'll turn the page
The page of the first chapter

kizutsuku dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu no kotaeo
doshite mada toikaketeru

Am I wrong to be hurt
Am I wrong to feel pain
Am I wrong to be in the rain
Am I wrong to wish the night won't end
Am I wrong to cry
But I know, It's not wrong to sing the last song
Cause forever fades

kigatsukeba mata hitori yoru no sora o mitsumeteru
sukoshi tzutsukiete yuku our memories
kizutsuk dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu no kotaeo
doshiite mada toikaketeru

I see red
I see blue
But the silver lining gradually takes over
When the morning begins
I'll be in the next chapter

owaranai ame dakishimeta yoru ga asa o mukaeru
kokoro wa mada nuretamama
kizutsuku dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu no kotaeo
doshite mada toikaketeru

The awkward silence of the night slowly creeps up upon the troubled heart. there is nothing to look forward in staying up but yet insomonia forces him to stay awake... There are much work to be done but yet the frustrations of recent events deter him from doing them. the confused mind keep seeking to find out what he truely desires...



I long for the days where things were simpler... Where i truely know wat i wan. Where i had the drive to achieve wat my heart desires... Is it just an moment of weakness? I long to know the answer to the thing bugging me...

Dance to Inspire, Inspire to Dance

DAmn cool~~

just went to shoot some ball in the B blk area.. It's really a good feeling to be shooting balls... Felt so much better after shooting the balls.. almost seems like all my frustrations etc are shot away with every shot... Spent a good 1 hour just doing some accuracy training and also training up my secret weapon for next year...

Shiok! i shall do it everyday if i can..=) Day 1 of training for my secret weapon... I guess visualisation really helps.. been visualising how to do it and i succeeded today! The thing is it's not as hard or as precise as i want it to be.. but i guess with a lot of training it will come to me!

One of my shot hit the bar and the ball fell behind the fence on the side of the goalpost... Felt almost helpless man.. luckily for Colin who came to my rescue by climbing over to get the ball for me.. Things like this keeps me in check that i still have long way to go before i regain my full fitness...



SHIOK AR!!! i love to shoot ball!!

why am i blogging at 4plus am? i also duno.. for some reason, i just cant get to slp at night... anyway was just blog surfing when i saw this.. i htink it's very funny so shall share it..




Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex:


The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex.

This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both
have sex until you are blue in the face.


The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex.

This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and
you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.


The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex.

This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your
sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom.


The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex.

is is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you
pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you."


The 5th kind of sex is called: Catholic Sex,

This means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun
at night.


The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex:

This is when you cannot stand your husband any more. He takes you to
court and screws you in front of everyone.


And last, but not least, the 7th kind of sex is called: Social
Security Sex. You get a little from time-to-time, but not enough to
live on.

to hit my target within 3 months... Can i do it?



Anyway very glad for shimin who led her KR steppers to a 2nd in cheerobics!! you all rock man!! very glad that the effort put in is being rewarded. keep aiming for a higher level pple! Keep improving and very soon KR steppers will be a household name!


Good performance by our Dancers in DAnce uncensored today.. It's my first time attending this performance due to the many stuffs( tuition etc) that i had. Very glad that i went there. The hot dances, Silky moves by the dancers from all the halls... Impressive!! Although i must say there are some dances that i cant really appreciate yet me being a brute and all... Haha. I think the sexy dance by KR really steamed up the whole place!! I almost bleed to death..(just joking.) Good performance, good company.... Shiok! KR rocks.!


Anyway went guild house on friday to lim jiu as i have been craving for a drink for quite some time... thanks vincent for the tickets..! ( though i supposingly had the tickets myself but somehow i tot we werent gg so dint collect). Although the crowd was like DAMN old, but the place is pretty good with good music, good company of Ron and Dilys. There were also this promoter who is damn amusing.. hahz. anyway i supposed if next time there are such events, we should really get the whole block if not hte whole hall to go.. Firstly, it's near. 2nd, atmosphere is not bad. 3rd, cheap beer and wines. SUPERB!

Nightwish - Phantom of the Opera LIVE

Nightwish Version of Phantom of the Opera..~

COool!! I like the rock feel of the song~

Les Miserables - On my own

I think that this song rocks manz....
Never watched Les Miserables or any other musicals before...
Heard that Phantom of the Opera is coming soon.. Anyone who is interested in watching with me? hahaz

Had this funny conversation with my fren today who suggested that perhaps Songs can be used as a psychology test as many of these tests can be faked... Do u think that it can work? cos in my opinion i dun think so.. Personally i feel the type of songs that you listen depends on ur current mood and life experience...


When 2 person liked the same song does it mean that they have the same personality? I doubt so...



Current songs that i been listening to these few days....

Somewhere only we know - lifehouse( original is by Keane but i prefer lifehouse's version)
I dont know you anymore- Savage garden
Cannonball- Damien Rice
Er Wo zhi dao - Mayday
Complicated Heart - Michael learns to rock( i know.. damn pri sch...)
Wave Goodbye - Steadman
You and me - Lifehouse
Deep and meaningless- Rooster

And of cos my favourite Xjapan Songs....


So wat's my personality?

went out to watch 300 with my jc frens today.. needed to go out for a breather though i haven been doing much work these 2 days...

After watching it twice i still feel that it's a very good show... I especially like the fact tat every spartan warriors protect the person on his left and his right. to fight as one...

totally enjoyed talking rubbish to my jc frens after the movie.. ate at this thai food place in Wisma which is quite the bomb... the green curry is really very nice!! plus the tom yam soup... *drool*


Hopefully i can have more outings... Haven been going out for a long time...

I knew it....





Only got one thing to say.....
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Fuck you.....................

got this from a fren's blog.

When things are available in small quantitiy, limited edition, they are usually very valuable. However, when it comes in bulk like pasar malam, its cheap and even worthless.



what do you think?

I had a dream yesterday. Cant remember the last time that i dreamt sia. must have been ages ago.
Dreamt about handball match, me scoring lotsa goals, tweety as my teammate, Ron, Dinner with Adele...

dunno wat the dream meant but it was a good dream. It feels good to be scoring goals.. hahaz.. even in my dream...=)

Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

this is the original version. Which one do you prefer?



Somewhere Only We Know


I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Lifehouse - somewhere only we know (keane cover)

Was surfing youtube when i happen across this song.. It's orginally sang by keane but i think lifehouse version is pretty superb!!

Enjoy!

dunno what's wrong with my fren now. but just wanna say that you can feel free to contact me anytime if u need a listening ear. Hope that you will cheer up soon.

Been really glad to have you as my fren. u were always there to listen to my woes. So i hope i can do the same if you so need it!

CHeer up dear fren!

Happy Bday Elaine

Happy bday to u ~ happy bday to u~ happy bday to elaine~ happy bday to u !!


Happy bday Elaine, U rock!! stay happy always and enjoy your trip in hongkong!

Just wanna thanks pearline for the nice postcard all the way from sweden. U rock!
have a great time in sweden okay? take care.


went for night cycling with the blk last friday. Dint wanted to go cos still not confident of the recovery of my leg. but in the end i tagged along. It was quite fun actually! glad i decided to go. Here are some of the picture that we took on tat day....

Me and joel posing for the camera.. some stupid game tat we were playing when we rested at one of the stops.

zhenyi wan me to look the same height as her..

We managed to complete night cycling!

Kopitiam near SMU

At cosy bay..=)

Been gyming recently.... Now my muscles are killing me.. Shall make a point to do gym regularly, shun pian do my physio.. My knee still swollen though strength and mobility wise i think i am doing pretty well.

anyway met up recently with jianwei and ronson in jurong east mrt. had a simple meal and chatted. i guess i enjoy hanging out with my cdo frens.. Though we dun meet up that often, we are still very close to one another. glad that jw has found the one le.

on 2nd note, heard that one of my fren bought his first car.. guess wat model? BMW 3series!! omG! and it's not his father's money.. pro man.!


Kinda wan to buy so many things now but have to control myself..

list of wat i want to buy

- new slippers
- Sports shoe
- Sneakers
- Wallet
- Long sleeve shirt
- Earrings( studs)
- External hard disk
- Levis jeans


CONTROL CONTROL!!

Been gyming recently.... Now my muscles are killing me.. Shall make a point to do gym regularly, shun pian do my physio.. My knee still swollen though strength and mobility wise i think i am doing pretty well.

anyway met up recently with jianwei and ronson in jurong east mrt. had a simple meal and chatted. i guess i enjoy hanging out with my cdo frens.. Though we dun meet up that often, we are still very close to one another. glad that jw has found the one le.

on 2nd note, heard that one of my fren bought his first car.. guess wat model? BMW 3series!! omG! and it's not his father's money.. pro man.!


Kinda wan to buy so many things now but have to control myself..

list of wat i want to buy

- new slippers
- Sports shoe
- Sneakers
- Wallet
- Long sleeve shirt
- Earrings( studs)
- External hard disk
- Levis jeans


CONTROL CONTROL!!

Been gyming recently.... Now my muscles are killing me.. Shall make a point to do gym regularly, shun pian do my physio.. My knee still swollen though strength and mobility wise i think i am doing pretty well.

anyway met up recently with jianwei and ronson in jurong east mrt. had a simple meal and chatted. i guess i enjoy hanging out with my cdo frens.. Though we dun meet up that often, we are still very close to one another. glad that jw has found the one le.

on 2nd note, heard that one of my fren bought his first car.. guess wat model? BMW 3series!! omG! and it's not his father's money.. pro man.!


Kinda wan to buy so many things now but have to control myself..

list of wat i want to buy

- new slippers
- Sports shoe
- Sneakers
- Wallet
- Long sleeve shirt
- Earrings( studs)
- External hard disk
- Levis jeans


CONTROL CONTROL!!

i got good frens! hahaz... had 2 offers from frens who are on exchange who offer to buy things for me!! =) yay!

Hope that all of you having exchange will have a smashing good time! Enjoy youselves and stay in good health!

in the middle of mugging for exams tmr.. So far all seems quite logical just that i need practice.. hopefully it's not gonna be hard tmr... If i get good results, someone is gonna treat me!!!
=P

wilsonz

What a busy week!!!

I think this is one of the busiest CNY that i ever had... First 2 days go visit relatives,
3rd day (tues) went do school do membrane project with Siyong, Diona and Leo. (almost went Lien's place but he dumbass go make a blunder and book the food on the 2nd day)

4th day( wed) went NUH for physio following which i went to Miss Tan's place(RF) before gg to town to meet up with Kevin and the 04/00 gang for a while b4 gg to Wanyun's place for "mahjong" which turned out to be blackjack...(i was kinda hoping to play mj)..

5th day (thurs) went for my specialist appt. Waited like 40 mins for a 5 min appt, then have to wait another 40-45 mins to PAY! quite sian diao tat i have to wait so long to pay money. hahaz. but oh well..
Went to qingyou's place then my place then darren's place.. hahaz.. ate some super power curry and food courtesy from both qingyou's and darren's parents. Watched Ghostrider after that which i think is quite nice. Joel dint like it though...

6th day( fri) slacked the morning away playing Texus holdem b4 proceeding to BOSS's place to bai nian.. glad to see my fren doing so well in the biz. top producer for January!! good job!




Slacked the saturday away.


Wat a week!

hahaz.. time to Slog and mug for the midterm le!!!

http://www.the-entrepreneur-challenge.com/

Barca 1 Liverpool 2...!!

YES LAR!!!





~you never walk alone~

Welcoming the new year

The new year is approaching... There were tears, there were laughters...

Have been slacking off quite a bit the past few weeks for various reasons.. IHG, injuries, licking my wounds etc...hahaz.. But now it's the time for me to fight back my lost grounds... Shall make sure that i put my focus right after the new year and start the year right with a bang! Are you all ready for me?

People dun plan to fail, they fail to plan... Shall not let it happen to me this sem... =)


So pple if u c me slacking off, it's time to scold the hell out... N if u are thinking of slacking think again...... u got me catching up on ur arse..!









Anyway i just want to thanks all those who been very supportive of me throughout the whole of last year..

my CE buddies esp Siyong and Junxing who are also my 04/00 khakis for always looking out for me...


My PRU friends( Huiching, ShanShan, Wen hui, Xintian, Cheryl and Jeff) for being such good frens to me.. Though sometimes we dun keep in contact tat much..=)

My Army khakis. esp Jianwei, Ronson and Des... been great having you all as buddies... Got time meet up okay? too bad you all in NTU if not we can hang out more...

My neighbours esp Yao zong(and Junli), Ron for always being there for me and bearing with my nonsense at times... I m fortunate to have you all as my neighbour and i hope we can be neighbours during our final year... Thanks for always looking out for me when i am injured or something..=) Hall life will be so dull without you all..=)

The handball final years such as Qingyou, Kendrick sweeyong and yannick for the guidance in leading the team. I wouldnt have cope without you guys.I am really sorry that i dint managed to get the gold medal for you all but i hope you all had good memories being handballers under my charge.

My vice capt Thye Heng, You are the bomb.. the best vice capt in my opinion.. Thanks for helping me settle all the "Saikang". You are one of the most responsible guy i seen.=)

the 3rd year handballer.. Thanks for helping me out. really appreciate it. Especially Martin for helping me with the goalkeepers training. Let's form a yr 4 team next year! cant wait for it man!!

Elaine for being a true friend and a good listener. I m glad that i joined hall production when i was year 1 if not i would not be able to know you that well.. hahz. Although we dint really get to hang out much last sem, you are still a great friend. Have fun in Hongkong and feel free to call me or anything if you need someone to talk to.

Sister( Wei Lin) for being there for me. Though we dint really get to meet and talk that much now, thanks for everything.

pple such as Janice, Darren, Honjie for offering to help when i need it. Thanks.

ohh.. And Qinghuan. I have always looked up to you. Thanks for your guidance so far be it for handball or other stuff.=)

Wanyun and the rest of Rolex for being such a mad bunch of pple. It's been fun being your councilor ics and i am really glad that you all are such a close bunch now. I promise i wont pangseh you all if you all have outing if there isnt a good reason for it..=) thanks for the nice nice bag and to wanyun, thanks for the vday gift =)


Adele, for all the sweet memories that we had together. Although it dint worked out in the end but i am still thankful for everything... i wish you all the best for whatever you do...



Sorry if i left out anybody who had a significant impact on me for the past year.. Too tired to remember now. Let's make the new year a better year pple!! cheers!!

Leo Ku -爱与诚

this is the song to the lyrics that i posted some days back...

same yet different

Today i witnessed an outstanding female handball match KR vs RH.

There were moments of weakness, there were moments of outstanding performance... I must say that i think that Wanyu and Janice were in good form today. Vanessa also scored quite a few shots.


Other than that i felt glad to meet up with some of my Team Nus friends, including ah lian Candice and the RH pple. hahz.. enjoy suaning each other haha... On the other hand there were moment of awkwardness when i saw Adele just now.. We are still the same but yet so different now. She used to be the one person that i really could confide anything and very comfortable showing my weakness to.. I guess i still need some getting used to the difference in relationship that we have now. In the end i decided to go over and talk a while with her. Well.. all i can say that it's a weird feeling.. that u are very close but yet not very close tat type of feeling.. hahz...
Hope that she's happy now...


hope that in the near future the awkwardness will be completely removed and we could be good friends...




Very tired now.. dint sleep cos i was afraid i wont be able to wake up early for the gers match.. hahaz.. Later gg to Hall production.. hope tat it's the bomb... or i am scared that i will snore inside...=P

Was surfing my fren's blog when i saw her posting this song and decided to check it out.. realised that i like this song a lot... dunno y also...

爱与诚

其实自己一个更开心 只等你讲
其实大家早已嫌大家 却扮忙
恨有多一点碰撞 仍然无聊事干 不敢打搅对方
要是你愿意诚实讲一趟 彼此都起码觉得释放

不要哭 我也忍得了这些年来的委曲
没法真心爱下去 只好真心真意的结束

别再做情人 做只猫 做只狗 不做情人
做只宠物至少可爱迷人 和你不瞅不睬
最终只会成为敌人
沦为旧朋友是否又称心 没有心 只像闲人
若有空难道有空可接吻
注定似过路人陌生
你怎么手震

长期被迫恋爱 也真比失恋更惨
长期扮演若无其事般更困难
是我专登反应慢 明明为时甚晚 牌一早该要摊
再像我伴侣仍望多一眼 一生都将会记得今晚

对不起 自动分手错愕的你怕会伤感
盲目的我现在也可转台来贺你新生

别再做情人 做只猫 做只狗 不做情人
做只宠物至少可爱迷人 和你相交不浅
无谓明日会被你憎
沦为旧朋友是否又称心 没有心
只像闲人 若有空难道有空可接吻
注定似过路人陌生
你怎么手震

One Last Chance To make it right...


Shall try my best to leave the next game without any regrets that i could have done better as a captain....


ONE word... " BELIEVE"

To every little good thing in NUS

Awful display

It's such a disappointment.. we were humilated 23-10 by SH...

Where's the determination? Where the desire? We were lost throughout the whole game. Not a single one of us played at their usual standard... All the mispasses, the lousy ball handling, the leaky defense...

Basically we self destruct today. There wasnt an inspiration from anyone to lift the game up. It's really disappointing to see the team playing as though they just learned handball yesterday. Bad passes, non existent defense. It's as though we are scared of them and do not want to win the game.

Prior to that, there was such a poor attendance during training, lethagic during warm up. Everybody was like half awake.


Felt really disappointed that i could not make the difference today. could not get them to wake up their idea. Could not help lift up the morale of the team. Never felt so useless before. I made history as the only KR captain that caused his team to lose to SH...

Thye Heng mention in the debrief that he felt we wanted too much to win the game. I beg to difer. I feel that we dun even want to win the game. We have already gave up the match when they start to lead us early in the game.

KR handballers go reflect on why we lost this match. Are we determined to win the game? What are you willing to go through to make sure it happens?

What a lousy captain i am!

The simple game.

I was freaking pissed off this morning. Woke up check my mail to discover that a particular person has wrote to the sport council to force KR to play against SH on saturday.


Back in my unit, my CO used to say this to us.. Do not provoke(get into a fight) with someone... But if someone provoke u to the point when you cannot stand it, Pay them back double.!
Really feel like whacking their ass off.. Just regretful that i just had my operation if not i guarantee that i will be everywhere on the court to defend and attack...


I guess this speaks a lot about the rivalry between the 2 halls. Personally i am fine with them, but somehow everytime it comes to IHG or something, there will definately be some form of low blow coming from them... Why cant this IHG be simpler? Kinda disappointed that such stuff have to happen.


But nevertheless, i have complete faith in my KR handballers. We are the best handball team around and we shall entrench it into their minds when we meet the next time! Even if we are forced to play with a depleted squad this saturday, you all will still be humbled... Hate pple who try tricks.




*getting sick and tired of all this shit*