Friday, June 27, 2008

Been feeling stressed out these few days. Keep thinking that i am not doing enough to pursue my target. MUST JIAYOU!

Went for appt in NUS today and decide to meet ron and company for dinner. But alas my appt end at 5.30 pm like that while they meet at 730pm... So while waiting for Ron to finish playing Takraw(fake pro), went through some policy documents as well as check out some wu yue tian songs on youtube. Posted a few songs tat i really like. Particularly like the hokkien one. Although it's a very old song1 first heard it in taiwan during the wo cai show..

Looking forward to maintaining a busy schedule with more appts and course to attend in the future!

Mayday Wu Yue Tian 五月天 - 志明与春娇 [hokkien]

志明真正不知要按怎
为什么 爱人不愿阁再相偎
春娇已经早就无在听
讲这多 其实拢总拢无卡抓
走到淡水的海岸 两个人的爱情
已经无人看 已经无人听 啊
我跟你最好就到这
你对我已经没感觉
到这冻止 你也免爱我
我跟你最好就到这
你对我已经没感觉 麦阁伤心
麦阁我这爱你 你不爱我
志明心情真正有影寒
风这大 你也真正拢没心肝
春娇你哪无要和我播
这出电影 咱就走到这位准嘟煞
走到淡水的海岸 两个人的爱情
已经无人看 已经无人听 啊
我跟你最好就到这
你对我已经没感觉
到这冻止 你也免爱我
我跟你最好就到这
你对我已经没感觉 麦阁伤心
Music
走到淡水的海岸 两个人的爱情
已经无人看 已经无人听 啊
我跟你最好就到这

五月天-而我知道

而我知道

作詞:阿信 作曲:阿信

冰塊 還沒融化 你在看錶 我 笑的尷尬
你說 最近很忙 改天聊吧

那天 我在樓下 想了很久 想 你說的話
你說 愛情很窄 世界很大 (而我們應該長大)

就這樣吧 就這樣吧
我想我 聽懂你 話中的話

而我知道那真愛不一定能白頭到老
而我知道有一天你可能就這麼走掉
而我知道我知道這一切我全都知道
我就是受不了

而我知道我們曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放開手但不知道怎麼忘掉
而我知道你走了以後的每一分一秒
卻還是這麼難熬

微笑 緊緊咬牙 給你祝福 你 自由飛吧
你說 溫室沒有 燦爛的花 (你總是很有想法)

就這樣吧 就這樣吧
我同意 可是我 淚如雨下

Thursday, June 26, 2008

PEK CHEK!!!

There is a reason why I dun like to go back from work early i guess...

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Uploaded some photos that we took in taiwan!! Love it!












Quite happy today cos today i managed to do quite a lot of productive things tat move me ahead to my target. Although I am still far from achieving it, it's still a good step towards my dream!




Kudos to boss for his help! Really think that my boss is really a very good one!




Finally decided to post some photos of my grad trip on facebook. Dint want to for various reasons. (too many photos, i look ridiculous in many, etc etc) Really miss taiwan n the times we had at taiwan man. Although it was short it was really enjoyable and memorable while it lasted. Really hope that we have chance to go somewhere together after we startd working.




Anyway Zohan was good!! Glad that I decided to watch it. =)






Saturday, June 21, 2008

spent the past 3 hrs emoing in the park downstairs. A lot of uncertainty in my life and i was having problems coping with them. Really grateful for those who bothered to listen. Anyway i come back feeling like a changed man.



Been constantly asking myself what i want in life. Why should i strive hard for.. Got my answer le. I want to achieve financial success so that I can be able to take care of my loved one and enable them to achieve their dreams and enjoy the good things in life that they deserved. There was a period of time where nothing really seems to matter much. As in why do I need to pursue and work so hard for? Cant find a definite purpose to the things that I do. spent a good 3 hrs sitting at one of the stools in the park thinking of the answer. Yup. Glad that I finally sorted out my thoughts.



As a reminder to myself i just want to pen down my thoughts in this entry so that i will have a reference to refer to in event when I am feeling down again.



GOALS 2008.

Achieve $20,000 fyc by end December 2008



GOAL 2010.

Have the option to buy my BMW 3 Series Coupe 335i Highline (A)


Current price $248,800
Instalment $2,398/mth

Installment figures are based on the monthly sum to be paid on a loan amount of 90% of the vehicle listed price over a period of 10 years. Interest rates are assumed to be at a flat rate of 2.85%.

Friday, June 20, 2008

Talked to my bro about our line of work just now.. really gain some insights on wat i nid to do...
also i think my presentatioon not up to my own standards yet. still stammering at points... GG to practice more!!

for now i m looking forward to seeing the guys at robin's place this sat.. very long nv catch up le.


Was sharing with a fren about how i think hall makes u lazy just now.. LAzy to go learn driving, meet pple, etc.. (okay maybe it's just me.. i can stay and relax one corner in my rm the whole day) I tink i m much more motivated now tat i am out of hall..! want to achieve a lot of things..!! driving license, my first car, experience life etc.. first target: my driving license. finally started learning after 5 yrs of break on this sunday hoho..

There are some stuff that keeps replaying in my head after chatting with a certain someone some time back. She said" you say you are her good friend yet you dunno what she like?", " you like duno what you wan " etc... What i wanna say is thanks! Kind of a wake up call. I know know what I want now. and how i m gg to achieve it.! Tat's y i like talking to you somehow although you can be super blunt but tat's what i want to hear, honest and straight to the point. I wish you all the best in ur career and also your issues with your parents. Eventually they will give u their blessings =)

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

GG reservist tmr~ Looking forward to meeting my frens after such a long time but then i got 3 mths outpatient leave so i guess i wont be staying there for long. prob stay for the morning then can leave le.


Looking back at my shirts and uniform. WOW... I really grew a lot man..!


Wish me luck.

Anyway I m really glad for my fren who have a series of good news happening to her sia!CONGRATS! and also just wish my fren who is facing some problems with parents about her marriage all the best! i m sure ur parents will understand and give their support once they see that both of u are really very determined and serious about this!

Friday, June 13, 2008

I WILL ACT NOW!...


Been reading this phrase for a long time yet I only know how to procrastinate... NO MOre.....
Felt the pain le. for acting too late i had paid the price for some stuffs.

ie lost a few hundred dollar(possibly thousands) cos i procrastinated and called my client too late..



OUCH....


OUCHH...


Wont procrastinate anymore. I know what I want and I will do everything i can to achieve it... talked to Adele yesterday and she kinda make me understand my shortcomings. I am gg to try harder!
Voiceless Screaming

music: Taiji
words: Toshi

I'm drowning in sadness,
falling far behind,
I feel there is no way out.
Is there anyone there? Where am I?

Insanity and loneliness,
tear my painful heart.
Broken heart keeps on going to beat,
but it never stops bleeding.

I've been waiting for love to come,
someone who wants to touch me deep inside.
Memories of my yesterdays,
careless words and deeds,
masquerade of love.
Got to find my way out of here.

I was blinded by dark desire,
over time, I've been through it all.
I'm crying my share of tears
What can I do,
will I make it through
I must be true to myself

Voiceless screaming,
calling to me, inside of my heart.
Voiceless screaming,
now is the time, I got to speak out.

Voice of faith, now I'm starting to realize,
now my eyes can see,
I have gone so far.
I'm feeling breath of life.

And I'm looking for love to reach
someone I want to touch deep inside.
Light shines on my sight of doubt
don't be afraid,
move forward one step,
willing mind is what I have found at last.

Voiceless screaming,
calling to me, inside of my heart.
Voiceless screaming,
now is the time, I got to speak out.
Voiceless screaming, calling to me, inside of my heart,
knocking on my souls door.
I believe in myself and trust what I do.
Voiceless Screaming
Pain of the past still hurts me inside
Knockin' on my souls door
I climb the stairs that lead me to Heaven.

Sunday, June 08, 2008

and so i m officially gg to go office and chiong tmr.... Kinda dread doing it but oh well.. THings need to be done!!


Really enjoyed my trip with my batch pple.. went taiwan and hk for 17 days.. Shall upload some photos when i feel like it.

Things needed to be done now.:

1. Get my essentials into my laptop. All my resumes etc all gone cos laptop crashed
2. Renew PDL and apply for driving lessons
3. Dental appt on monday
4. Reservist. Have to call company line to enquire what to do with my status letter.
5. Bookbind my FYP
6. Get back my phone contacts
7. Give gift that i bought to pple.
8. Fix a final year outing for E blk
9. Fix a photo trading sessions for those who went grad trip with me
10. Get CFA?
11. get more appts for my insurance

Seems like life is gg to be packed with stuff to do!! =)