Keane - Somewhere Only We Know

this is the original version. Which one do you prefer?



Somewhere Only We Know


I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Lifehouse - somewhere only we know (keane cover)

Was surfing youtube when i happen across this song.. It's orginally sang by keane but i think lifehouse version is pretty superb!!

Enjoy!

dunno what's wrong with my fren now. but just wanna say that you can feel free to contact me anytime if u need a listening ear. Hope that you will cheer up soon.

Been really glad to have you as my fren. u were always there to listen to my woes. So i hope i can do the same if you so need it!

CHeer up dear fren!

Happy Bday Elaine

Happy bday to u ~ happy bday to u~ happy bday to elaine~ happy bday to u !!


Happy bday Elaine, U rock!! stay happy always and enjoy your trip in hongkong!

Just wanna thanks pearline for the nice postcard all the way from sweden. U rock!
have a great time in sweden okay? take care.


went for night cycling with the blk last friday. Dint wanted to go cos still not confident of the recovery of my leg. but in the end i tagged along. It was quite fun actually! glad i decided to go. Here are some of the picture that we took on tat day....

Me and joel posing for the camera.. some stupid game tat we were playing when we rested at one of the stops.

zhenyi wan me to look the same height as her..

We managed to complete night cycling!

Kopitiam near SMU

At cosy bay..=)

Been gyming recently.... Now my muscles are killing me.. Shall make a point to do gym regularly, shun pian do my physio.. My knee still swollen though strength and mobility wise i think i am doing pretty well.

anyway met up recently with jianwei and ronson in jurong east mrt. had a simple meal and chatted. i guess i enjoy hanging out with my cdo frens.. Though we dun meet up that often, we are still very close to one another. glad that jw has found the one le.

on 2nd note, heard that one of my fren bought his first car.. guess wat model? BMW 3series!! omG! and it's not his father's money.. pro man.!


Kinda wan to buy so many things now but have to control myself..

list of wat i want to buy

- new slippers
- Sports shoe
- Sneakers
- Wallet
- Long sleeve shirt
- Earrings( studs)
- External hard disk
- Levis jeans


CONTROL CONTROL!!

Been gyming recently.... Now my muscles are killing me.. Shall make a point to do gym regularly, shun pian do my physio.. My knee still swollen though strength and mobility wise i think i am doing pretty well.

anyway met up recently with jianwei and ronson in jurong east mrt. had a simple meal and chatted. i guess i enjoy hanging out with my cdo frens.. Though we dun meet up that often, we are still very close to one another. glad that jw has found the one le.

on 2nd note, heard that one of my fren bought his first car.. guess wat model? BMW 3series!! omG! and it's not his father's money.. pro man.!


Kinda wan to buy so many things now but have to control myself..

list of wat i want to buy

- new slippers
- Sports shoe
- Sneakers
- Wallet
- Long sleeve shirt
- Earrings( studs)
- External hard disk
- Levis jeans


CONTROL CONTROL!!

Been gyming recently.... Now my muscles are killing me.. Shall make a point to do gym regularly, shun pian do my physio.. My knee still swollen though strength and mobility wise i think i am doing pretty well.

anyway met up recently with jianwei and ronson in jurong east mrt. had a simple meal and chatted. i guess i enjoy hanging out with my cdo frens.. Though we dun meet up that often, we are still very close to one another. glad that jw has found the one le.

on 2nd note, heard that one of my fren bought his first car.. guess wat model? BMW 3series!! omG! and it's not his father's money.. pro man.!


Kinda wan to buy so many things now but have to control myself..

list of wat i want to buy

- new slippers
- Sports shoe
- Sneakers
- Wallet
- Long sleeve shirt
- Earrings( studs)
- External hard disk
- Levis jeans


CONTROL CONTROL!!

i got good frens! hahaz... had 2 offers from frens who are on exchange who offer to buy things for me!! =) yay!

Hope that all of you having exchange will have a smashing good time! Enjoy youselves and stay in good health!

in the middle of mugging for exams tmr.. So far all seems quite logical just that i need practice.. hopefully it's not gonna be hard tmr... If i get good results, someone is gonna treat me!!!
=P

wilsonz

What a busy week!!!

I think this is one of the busiest CNY that i ever had... First 2 days go visit relatives,
3rd day (tues) went do school do membrane project with Siyong, Diona and Leo. (almost went Lien's place but he dumbass go make a blunder and book the food on the 2nd day)

4th day( wed) went NUH for physio following which i went to Miss Tan's place(RF) before gg to town to meet up with Kevin and the 04/00 gang for a while b4 gg to Wanyun's place for "mahjong" which turned out to be blackjack...(i was kinda hoping to play mj)..

5th day (thurs) went for my specialist appt. Waited like 40 mins for a 5 min appt, then have to wait another 40-45 mins to PAY! quite sian diao tat i have to wait so long to pay money. hahaz. but oh well..
Went to qingyou's place then my place then darren's place.. hahaz.. ate some super power curry and food courtesy from both qingyou's and darren's parents. Watched Ghostrider after that which i think is quite nice. Joel dint like it though...

6th day( fri) slacked the morning away playing Texus holdem b4 proceeding to BOSS's place to bai nian.. glad to see my fren doing so well in the biz. top producer for January!! good job!




Slacked the saturday away.


Wat a week!

hahaz.. time to Slog and mug for the midterm le!!!

http://www.the-entrepreneur-challenge.com/

Barca 1 Liverpool 2...!!

YES LAR!!!





~you never walk alone~

Welcoming the new year

The new year is approaching... There were tears, there were laughters...

Have been slacking off quite a bit the past few weeks for various reasons.. IHG, injuries, licking my wounds etc...hahaz.. But now it's the time for me to fight back my lost grounds... Shall make sure that i put my focus right after the new year and start the year right with a bang! Are you all ready for me?

People dun plan to fail, they fail to plan... Shall not let it happen to me this sem... =)


So pple if u c me slacking off, it's time to scold the hell out... N if u are thinking of slacking think again...... u got me catching up on ur arse..!









Anyway i just want to thanks all those who been very supportive of me throughout the whole of last year..

my CE buddies esp Siyong and Junxing who are also my 04/00 khakis for always looking out for me...


My PRU friends( Huiching, ShanShan, Wen hui, Xintian, Cheryl and Jeff) for being such good frens to me.. Though sometimes we dun keep in contact tat much..=)

My Army khakis. esp Jianwei, Ronson and Des... been great having you all as buddies... Got time meet up okay? too bad you all in NTU if not we can hang out more...

My neighbours esp Yao zong(and Junli), Ron for always being there for me and bearing with my nonsense at times... I m fortunate to have you all as my neighbour and i hope we can be neighbours during our final year... Thanks for always looking out for me when i am injured or something..=) Hall life will be so dull without you all..=)

The handball final years such as Qingyou, Kendrick sweeyong and yannick for the guidance in leading the team. I wouldnt have cope without you guys.I am really sorry that i dint managed to get the gold medal for you all but i hope you all had good memories being handballers under my charge.

My vice capt Thye Heng, You are the bomb.. the best vice capt in my opinion.. Thanks for helping me settle all the "Saikang". You are one of the most responsible guy i seen.=)

the 3rd year handballer.. Thanks for helping me out. really appreciate it. Especially Martin for helping me with the goalkeepers training. Let's form a yr 4 team next year! cant wait for it man!!

Elaine for being a true friend and a good listener. I m glad that i joined hall production when i was year 1 if not i would not be able to know you that well.. hahz. Although we dint really get to hang out much last sem, you are still a great friend. Have fun in Hongkong and feel free to call me or anything if you need someone to talk to.

Sister( Wei Lin) for being there for me. Though we dint really get to meet and talk that much now, thanks for everything.

pple such as Janice, Darren, Honjie for offering to help when i need it. Thanks.

ohh.. And Qinghuan. I have always looked up to you. Thanks for your guidance so far be it for handball or other stuff.=)

Wanyun and the rest of Rolex for being such a mad bunch of pple. It's been fun being your councilor ics and i am really glad that you all are such a close bunch now. I promise i wont pangseh you all if you all have outing if there isnt a good reason for it..=) thanks for the nice nice bag and to wanyun, thanks for the vday gift =)


Adele, for all the sweet memories that we had together. Although it dint worked out in the end but i am still thankful for everything... i wish you all the best for whatever you do...



Sorry if i left out anybody who had a significant impact on me for the past year.. Too tired to remember now. Let's make the new year a better year pple!! cheers!!

Leo Ku -爱与诚

this is the song to the lyrics that i posted some days back...

same yet different

Today i witnessed an outstanding female handball match KR vs RH.

There were moments of weakness, there were moments of outstanding performance... I must say that i think that Wanyu and Janice were in good form today. Vanessa also scored quite a few shots.


Other than that i felt glad to meet up with some of my Team Nus friends, including ah lian Candice and the RH pple. hahz.. enjoy suaning each other haha... On the other hand there were moment of awkwardness when i saw Adele just now.. We are still the same but yet so different now. She used to be the one person that i really could confide anything and very comfortable showing my weakness to.. I guess i still need some getting used to the difference in relationship that we have now. In the end i decided to go over and talk a while with her. Well.. all i can say that it's a weird feeling.. that u are very close but yet not very close tat type of feeling.. hahz...
Hope that she's happy now...


hope that in the near future the awkwardness will be completely removed and we could be good friends...




Very tired now.. dint sleep cos i was afraid i wont be able to wake up early for the gers match.. hahaz.. Later gg to Hall production.. hope tat it's the bomb... or i am scared that i will snore inside...=P

Was surfing my fren's blog when i saw her posting this song and decided to check it out.. realised that i like this song a lot... dunno y also...

爱与诚

其实自己一个更开心 只等你讲
其实大家早已嫌大家 却扮忙
恨有多一点碰撞 仍然无聊事干 不敢打搅对方
要是你愿意诚实讲一趟 彼此都起码觉得释放

不要哭 我也忍得了这些年来的委曲
没法真心爱下去 只好真心真意的结束

别再做情人 做只猫 做只狗 不做情人
做只宠物至少可爱迷人 和你不瞅不睬
最终只会成为敌人
沦为旧朋友是否又称心 没有心 只像闲人
若有空难道有空可接吻
注定似过路人陌生
你怎么手震

长期被迫恋爱 也真比失恋更惨
长期扮演若无其事般更困难
是我专登反应慢 明明为时甚晚 牌一早该要摊
再像我伴侣仍望多一眼 一生都将会记得今晚

对不起 自动分手错愕的你怕会伤感
盲目的我现在也可转台来贺你新生

别再做情人 做只猫 做只狗 不做情人
做只宠物至少可爱迷人 和你相交不浅
无谓明日会被你憎
沦为旧朋友是否又称心 没有心
只像闲人 若有空难道有空可接吻
注定似过路人陌生
你怎么手震

One Last Chance To make it right...


Shall try my best to leave the next game without any regrets that i could have done better as a captain....


ONE word... " BELIEVE"

To every little good thing in NUS

Awful display

It's such a disappointment.. we were humilated 23-10 by SH...

Where's the determination? Where the desire? We were lost throughout the whole game. Not a single one of us played at their usual standard... All the mispasses, the lousy ball handling, the leaky defense...

Basically we self destruct today. There wasnt an inspiration from anyone to lift the game up. It's really disappointing to see the team playing as though they just learned handball yesterday. Bad passes, non existent defense. It's as though we are scared of them and do not want to win the game.

Prior to that, there was such a poor attendance during training, lethagic during warm up. Everybody was like half awake.


Felt really disappointed that i could not make the difference today. could not get them to wake up their idea. Could not help lift up the morale of the team. Never felt so useless before. I made history as the only KR captain that caused his team to lose to SH...

Thye Heng mention in the debrief that he felt we wanted too much to win the game. I beg to difer. I feel that we dun even want to win the game. We have already gave up the match when they start to lead us early in the game.

KR handballers go reflect on why we lost this match. Are we determined to win the game? What are you willing to go through to make sure it happens?

What a lousy captain i am!

The simple game.

I was freaking pissed off this morning. Woke up check my mail to discover that a particular person has wrote to the sport council to force KR to play against SH on saturday.


Back in my unit, my CO used to say this to us.. Do not provoke(get into a fight) with someone... But if someone provoke u to the point when you cannot stand it, Pay them back double.!
Really feel like whacking their ass off.. Just regretful that i just had my operation if not i guarantee that i will be everywhere on the court to defend and attack...


I guess this speaks a lot about the rivalry between the 2 halls. Personally i am fine with them, but somehow everytime it comes to IHG or something, there will definately be some form of low blow coming from them... Why cant this IHG be simpler? Kinda disappointed that such stuff have to happen.


But nevertheless, i have complete faith in my KR handballers. We are the best handball team around and we shall entrench it into their minds when we meet the next time! Even if we are forced to play with a depleted squad this saturday, you all will still be humbled... Hate pple who try tricks.




*getting sick and tired of all this shit*

Since i was helping elaine with her tagboard i decided to do something with my blog...

i gave it a new skin~!
hahaz..


since it's the day after my bday, it's a new year for me.. the 24th year of my existence in this world... have u all wondered what is your purpose of your existence?

think bout it...




Anyway just like to thank all those who remembered my bday and bothered to at least msg me to wish me happy bday. really appreciate it. must thank guoyong for his "girly" present.. hahz.. feels weird getting it from you but well. i still like it a lot..

also special thanks for zhen yi for your nice note and sweets. though you tot i am yr 4 i shall forgive u...

And Dilys for the macdonald's breakfast.! cheer up okay?

the Kr E blkers for the squashed up cake.. hahz.

lishe for specially coming up to wish me happy bday.

Junli and yz for the snowman that u all still owe me.. hohoho

chen chen, ronson and des for the bday wish.

Ron and shanny for the late balestier supper porriedge treat. hahz.

the bunch of pru pple for "remembering" my bday. =P

and of cos my CE khakis , junxing, siyong diona for the bday wishes.

Feels weird to be thanking pple on my blog but who cares! this is MY BLOG and i shall do wat i like with it!








hope that my bday wish will come true...

Sweet victory

Kudos to all my handballers and the supporters during our match against TH yesterday. Although it's a last min arrangement to play TH instead of SH ( lots of reasons), we managed to emerge victorious.. Personally i feel that the atmosphere was good despite the initial sian diaoness when we cant seem to find the court.
This year's team is showing a lot of potential in their teamwork although in terms of technical skill wise, i feel that the previous batches were better. Now i think i just have to work out a few minor issues beforewhich we will be really scary...~

oh yar. and i forgot all about my bday till Dinah came by to wish me happy bday..! blur me.. hahz.. i think as one ages, u will really appreciate those who remember ur bday and bother to msg to say a happy bday. Cos i feel really touched when Guoyong came over to find me to pass me a present, who he say is quite girly(i agree) but it's damn cute.. not the typical guy give guy present but well... I like it! it's the thought that counts i guess.

So what m i gg to do for my bday? nothing.. been resting a lot cos i really walked a lot yesterday which i shouldnt and i stand for very long ago. Therefore trying my best to limit the amt of distance that i should walk and also to lie in bed more.( It's not an excuse to just slack in bed cos of the weather.. although.....)

Hope that all of my frens will be happy and have a smooth sailing year... For myself i just wish that i can recover soon and this yr will be a good year for me and all the bad luck is washed away~

Hospital food.. not the bomb at all.. i barely touched it... MOM's cooking beat it anytime!
Hall food is tasty as compared to this!

Me when i was damn groggy due to the anaestatic... HATE TO STAY HOSPITAL.. 

My "bracelet" during my short stay in the hospital. I got 2 cos transferred from one department to the other. 

knee operation

Just after the operation. Look at the Swelling!!

taken 2 weeks after... much better.. but still......
Taken about 1 week after my operation. Still swollen...



knee operation is definately not fun... It's really suffering man...=(

In the Shadow...

No sleep,
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop,
Won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer

Sometimes, I feel like going down, I'm so disconnected
Somehow, I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows

They say, that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave

Sometimes, I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow, I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately, I've been walking, walking in circles
Watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me
Come take me higher

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

I've been watching,
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been living,
for tomorrows....

In the shadows....

In the shadows.....

I've been waiting.....

a particular fren of mine is under a lot of stress now due to her mother's condition. As a friend i really want to do something for her but well.. there isnt much tat i can do or most of us can do as a whole.. Just have to pray for her and her mother, pray that everything will be fine for her family.
If u are reading this blog just know that you can call me anytime(24/7) if u need a listening ear or u need any assistance of any kind. I will try my very best to help.

staying at home

had my operation on the 10th jan... Second time that i had such a operation.. was quite sian diao about it....

Anyway from previous experience, after the operation, i will feel like vomitting and so i requested to stay over in NUH. just wanna thank those who came over to visit me when i was feeling very sian diao. ShanShan, Huiching, Siyong, Jeff, Darren and Yaozong.. Really appreciate it... Thanks those who send me well wishes also.

Anyway after a week of rehab, i am able to walk without my crutches le. just that it's not stable. For those who know, i was supposed to have a operation on my knee to reconstruct my ACL ligament but during the operation, my menicus was also repaired which makes the rehab process slower than for normal ACL cases... There is also this numbness on certain parts of my knee and calves... Hope that this numbness goes away soon. Apparantly it's because the nerves were "disturbed" during the operation.

This operation bring back bad memories during my time in army where i had to go for this same operation on my right knee. All the things that was taken from me just because of that and the struggle to get them back. Just hope that i can recover fully so that i can "jog at will". Like what i told SHanshan, It's about having the OPTION to do that... When tat option is taken away from you it's damn miserable.

Anyway just wanna complain about the inefficiency of NUS. I appealed for 2 modules, Microeconomics analysis 1(EC2101) and Macroeconomics analysis 1(EC2102) a few weeks ago.. Up till now there isnt any reply of ANY sort. They could have at least reply me to indicate what's the status of my appeal. I had already emailed the dean of economics, lecturers for the modules, Appeal through IVLE. KAOZ. I really need to clear this 2 modules this semester in order for me to minor in Economics. That's the problem with OPEN minor, you dun get to get the module for 1 pts.. u must bid with the rest of the world for the module. Both EC2101 and EC2102 bidding points were >1000 GENERAL ACC PTS.. how to get both? how to get even one when my general account points is just slightly above 1000... kaoz.

kinda miss hall life le.. hope to be back soon.

04/00 outing

tired of staying at my bed and nuaing.. decided to hobble my way to the computer table to write some stuff..

On the 9th of jan, a group of old frens from 04/00 met up. They include Siyong, Guozheng, Huahui, Kevin, Wei Zhong, junxing Zinc and Junjie. Been a long time since we met up already. anyway we went to Taka's Crystal jade xiao long bao to have our dinner. Why we chose tat place puzzled me cos Kevin is gg shanghai for NOC!! he will be eating similar food for 1 more yr! haha

anyway these are some of the photos we took tat day.

Guozheng and Wei Zheng

The Gang of 04/00.. some of them not around of cos... hahz..

Kevin in the middle who is gg Shanghai for NOC... take care man!

shouldnt have watched "The Break Up" just now....sighz


anyway guys i am fine.. still cant walk without crutches but still alive and kicking...

Somehow the song on my blog is making me feel depressed... kaoz...


I need a hug....

Top 10 reason why i should go for the operation.
1. so that i wil not injure myself so easily just like that when i dint even run
2. so that i will be able to go for slow jogs to explore the region around NUS again.
3. So that i can rely on buddies to help me dabao food for me? =)
4. So that i will be able to play IBG with YZ and Ron next semester.
5. So that i will be able to walk around NUS instead of Limping around
6. So that i can settle the issue with my knee getting injured once and for all.. Getting irritated of me injuring my knee just like tat.
7. Cant think of anymore.. do I need that much reason to do the operation?


Countdown 6 days to operation...

just hope that the swelling will subside tml...

GOODBYE 2006

Looking back at 2006...

It has really been a roller coaster year... happiness and sorrow, i experience it all in this year...

From getting to know Adele, getting together to breaking up....
From playing a major part in IHG to unable to play properly and being hampered by the same
injury that plagued me during army days...
From being a slacker to a somewat more motivated person...
From having Yaozong as my opposite neighbour to having Ron instead...(although both are my brothers)
From getting medicore results to getting A+ for one of my module...
From studying in the dining hall to studying in the JCRC room...
From sleeping with a person by my side to sleeping with an extra pillow by my side...
From a somewhat directionless lost soul to a person who knows clearly what he wants...
From totally clueless about cooking to knowing how to bake cookies and cheesecakes( though pple say not tat nice..)
From not knowing anything about coaching handball to the handball captain of KR... ( still learning hard...)

gonna have to part with a lot of my frens whom i became close to during my stay in KR.. suddenly the hall seems very different. Will miss you guys. Will miss YOU.

What an eventful year..!!








How did you spend your year? What's your resolution for the new year?

shall attempt to post something happier besides the usual whining and complaining...

went with qingyou darren and Mallery on tuesday to JB. managed to buy a funky spectacles and also DVDs... superb..=)


Then while we were walking along citysquare we suddenly saw something that caught our eye.. guesss wat was it??

ERN WEI LOOKALIKE!!! Apparently it's some male model in malaysia...

cool right? =)

just wanna thank my frens for those encouraging words.. Will try my best to overcome it...

Realised that time really flies man.. As i look back at my 2.5 yrs in KR, i realised that there are many special memories, especially with my batch of yr3s.. Still can remember us being yr1s... Getting drunk, playing poker, Being mario to a particular person to an extent that there are code word given to me.. things like west coast very cloudy and jurong very cloudy.. hahz...

A few regrets along the way but i guess that's how pple grow up. From a blur freshie to a senior in hall, i must say all of us really went a long way. Always will treasure the moments shared with special pple such as ron, yz, elaine, teckie, janice, honjie, shuqi etc... Yr1 must have been one of the most fun period of time.(minus the fact that i dint study and just play play play)

still can remember how everybody was stunned that we got together and the other beautiful memories along the way. i guess i took you for granted initially but i must still thank you for the moments we have together. guess i will not be calling someone else Dear for a while... Just hope that this journey together with me has been a enjoyable one for you...

在我眼裡妳永遠最美　連妳一個微笑也都會讓我醉
妳所謂的幸福我想給　以為手不放開就是痴心絕對
太愚昧　難道　笑容沒了　距離有了　快樂也走了
還是　真心死了　彼此不信任了　終於懂了 真的

很想說有妳是幸福的　很想說我的心是妳的
很想說妳真的誤解了　很想說妳真的忘記了　My Love~

笑容沒了　距離有了　快樂也走了
還是 真心死了　彼此不信任了　終於懂了　真的

很想說有妳是幸福的　很想說我的心是妳的
很想說妳真的誤解了　很想說妳真的忘記了
很想說會好好疼妳的　很想說愛妳是自由的
很想說妳是否聽見了　很想說妳真的忘記了

愛了　就有堅持理由　別說　我會留在路口
不會走　愛妳會直到最後

很想說有妳是幸福的　很想說我的心是妳的
很想說妳真的誤解了　很想說妳真的忘記了
很想說會好好疼妳的　很想說愛妳是自由的
很想說妳是否聽見了　很想說我們可不可以　復合

This chapter in my life is now really closed for good...



i had a impression that things were gg fine during the examinations period. somehow after the exams periods things change, things change...

It's hard being Strong in front of pple when sometimes deep inside u feel like a wreck.. esp when there are pple whom u never met for a long while and the first thing they do is to ask some really insensitive things and expect me to smile...

i gues this is what happens when expectations cant be met. but yet all of us are guilty of having expectations on pple. Expected to perform a role of a handball captain., expected to be a frenly senior, expected to win the trophy etc...



Quote of the day: Mario get points for hitting the wall.

somehow not really looking forward to christmas...

Been unfocused on some aspect of my life. I need to prioritise some stuff in order for me to move forward.


Next SEmester Aim
1. My future planning. train my knee to my desired fitness.

2. DEan's LISt... can it do it?
must at least get one dean's list before i graduate...

3. IHG handball title. It's getting tougher cos key players cant play but it's a test of my manmanagement, the battle of wits and also who wants it more...






We keep talking about yr4 team next yr... hopefully this can be achieved.. cos i am really looking forward to it..

I need a fridge.. anyone got lobang let me know?? thanks thanks thanks1

Learned quite a few things from an ex accountant today with regards on the money system. Thing such as legal tender, federal reserve ratio etc.. Was really a very rewarding day.. glad that i went for the course today...


REalised that i most likely cant make it for my 04 christmas party this fri.. sigh.. too bad i guess..


How are you spending your christmas?
squeezing with the rest of the world in orchard?
nuaing at home playing dota?
Chionging?

Thinner days...
Where got pple use racer shoes to play handball, basketball, soccer, frisbee, vollyball one? hee

ans: me when i am yr 1.. madness.... 

Realised that Most of my close frens in hall are all handballers.... 

Food for thought:

Absence Makes The Heart Grows Fonder VS Out Of Sight, Out Of Mind.


Which one do you believe in?

today we just had the 2nd training for the holidays for handball.. Hmm.. i must say i am pretty disappointed with the attendance.
Also with injuried plaguing a few of my key players, the challenge for the trophy is even greater now.. But we will prevail! Must really think of way to make my players improve in time to be serious contenders of the trophy... I guess i must go revise my setplays and try to come up with something simpler but yet efficient to teach them.
But one thing i am glad is i c my first years improving greatly after each training. The awareness and the movements are all getting there. Only left the "telepathy" with one another tat's missing.

Do not want to place too much pressure on my senior players to perform as i think it will affect their overall performance and improvement in the game. Guess there must be a balance between Pushing them to their limit and overpushing them. Physical training must also be incorporated in the training i guess to get them to fit enough for the game.

Haven been goign out with a lot of frens lately.. seems like i am drifting away from some groups of frens... Shall make an effort to meet up with them occasionally to catch up on old times..

OHH by the way, i got a new PHONE!!!! hahha superb..! just hope this phone will last.!! finally i dun have to wait one day for me to receive MMS..!! yay..!!!

CHen chen ask me to update... but i dunno what to write!! hmm.. well... sorta feeling unappreciated now.. but well...*shrug*

MAhjong session in Ron's place was damn fun.. was itching to play mahjong since a long time ago.. SHall have another session when yaozong and junli comes back from hongkonG!

haven been gg out as much as i wanted to.. A lot of my plans has been foiled because of clashing schedules etc... Wanted very much to watch happy feets but i guess i have to resign myself to watching it on my laptop.

Been craving to catch a movie for a long time. I dunno why but i always enjoyed watching movies. I wan to play billard or pool. I wan to sing more ktv.... I wan to just go out and enjoy quality time with my frens.

Once next week starts i guess i would have less time to hang out with my frens as i have to prepare training programs etc for hall... Hope that i can find out more and improve my knowledge on some stuff so that i can achieve my aims.

I want to be able to clearly know what i wan...

tots of the day

Hall is gonna be so different now that so many of pple are gg overseas. All the memories that we share etc..
Pple like my dear neighbour Yz, my ex neighbours Robin etc.. Sighz.. guess i will miss them.

I think you also understand the feeling, after u left and came over to another hall during the last semester of your stay in NUS.

I think i am getting old......

哎哟 吉他谁教你的

我生下来就会啊 你不知道啊

哎哟 屁咧

hahaz.. cool... guess where this is from?

Dear Wei Zheng

The format of the help sheet has been reiterated several times during the classes.

Although we do understand your position, they are examination regulations that we need to observe. In view of this, we are regrettable that we would not be able to alter the format of the help sheet at this juncture.

Warmest regards

SL Ong


Sigh... Here goes 3 days of effort in writing my helpsheet... Should have studied other modules and leave the helpsheet to do later...

countdown to exams: 3 days...

the knee is still swollen even now.. it's been a few weeks since i last injured it.. sigh...
slowly gaining back the strength. have to train in order to aid my recovery after ops..

Can i still fulfill my duties as a handball captain? organise trainings plus come up with training plans etc... can i still ensure that handball clinch the gold medal which has been eluding us?
i really dunno.. dun really want to bother about such issues for now.. For now it's just mug n mug... should have attended more lectures...


handball is a team sports. Everybody MUST want to win and improve themselves in order to acheive greater heights. I just hope everybody has the same desire that i have to win...

Check out this babe guys..
hahaz.. i think she's hot.. hehe


http://youtube.com/watch?v=yfD98iGig6A&mode=related&search=

thought provoking show

It's really been a while since i last blogged.. so many things have happened..

jianwei, i think i might really have to go for ops... I DUN WANNA DOWNGRADE!!! seeking another opinion now.. to c if the damage is really that bad such that ops is really necessary. cos it dint feel as bad as the last knee...


anyway just watched "I not stupid 2". I must say that it's really a thought provoking show... the issues addressed are really what's happening to most people now. At least i feel that i can relate to it.. Since when was the last time u received a praise? when was the last time u praised someone? We all forgotten that sometimes it's this praise and encouragement that keeps people gg...

Treasure those around you and try to look at their strengths and not pick on their weakness.
Seeking the key to be able to communicate better with people around me.

SOUND advice from a friend

last tim e i also always think i got no interest in studying so i keep doing nussu stuff
now i graduat le
i graduate with no skills
as in with regards to my academics
and i tink my brain is working worse than b4 i came into uni
den when you think back
you are wastin all the money dat you have been paying
den when wanna look for job
i say i dun wanna go into stats
ppl will ask
dun like still go in
so
please fa fen tu qiang
STUDY
dun be like me
you will regret de


suddenly i feel very motivated to study.... thanks for the kind advice!!!

hearts

Handball trials was fun!!! although initially it seems like only very few pple turn up for it. but eventually the crowd came... The yr1s showed good potential and it seems like we will be having a healthy group of yr1s potentials in the team...

As for the seniors... It's now our turn to STEP up and be the role model for the juniors.. It's time for us to take up more responsibility to bring up the yr1s and also to improve in our own game... I am pleasantly surprised by the marked improvement of some of the seniors and i hope that in time to come we will have a strong core team to challenge for the IHG trophy.... Also hope that more pple will be interested in the sports...

Speaking of which... I seem to be missing a lot of handballs... just cant track back where the balls are.. think it's time to buy some new balls... KEMPA maybe? hahz...


hope that tmr's trial will be a blast too!

tell me how to understand someone who do not open up to u?

Had a funny dream yesterday... wonder what it means... but i enjoyed it.. =)

When Can I Do This Again? Sigh... Really hoping to recover from my injuries soon... 

DND pics. Boxing theme table..

 

Growing sick of stuff

Growing sick of so many things in my life right now.. sigh......


Sick of distance coming between me and so many friends but yet unable( some unbothered) to care...

Sick of being responsible... Sick of being taken for granted.. Growing sick of taking pple around me for granted... Sick of being arrowed... Sick of underachieving..

Growing sick of being judged even before doing some stuff. Growing sick of having to care about what pple think about me...

Growing sick of my phone being stolen from me every half a year. Growing sick of my brand new nike shoe being stolen from me. Growing sick of my injuries.

Growing sick of having to live up to pple expectations. Growing sick of me being so moody lately.

Growing sick of seeing myself grow fatter by the minute and yet unmotivated to train.

Growing sick of keeping blanking out when i attempt to study. Growing sick of growing sick of stuff...

Growing sick of all my flaws.. There are just so many things to improve on!

Somehow recently i just feel very sian diao for nothing.. think i am just weird.... Do guys have PMS??? cos this guy here is pmsing...

Chasing Cars... damn sad song..

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

been really unlucky recently... hp lost, even my new nike shoe that i bought from hongkong also kana kop by dunno.. left it outside my room then it can suddenly disappear sia... kaoz..

anyway on a brighter note, i went JB with E blk pple on friday.. hahaz.. think we intended to sing ktv but dint have a chance.. bought a few DVDs and i pampered myself and dye n highlighted my hair.. hahaz.. shiok!!

injured my knee on thurs during handball match against B blk.. was very disappointed as i really wanted to play for that match. sigh... I just hope it's not serious...*fingers crossed*

Think i really dunno how to take care of myself... even my tuition kid commented to me that he always see me injured... Been injured ever since the field soccer match that i played about more than a month ago... dunno why it takes sooooo long to recover. SIgh.. think i should give myself more time before i rushed into training.. gonna do more exercise to train the muscles to support my knees and ankles..

anyway on a brighter note, just wanna blog about kR DND. It was a real success despite the sucky MC which everybody wanna kill.. Where else can we dressed like a tree or for that matter our favourite street fighter characters? It was really a fun filled event with lotsa phototaking due to the fact that everybody dressed up according to their table themes. WE have pple dressing up as characters in LORD OF THE RING, TOY STORY, STREET FIGHTER, POWERPUFF GIRLS, GEISHAS, SUPER MARIO etc etc

glad i went for DND... i will miss the pple gg for exchange next sem... =(

sitting in the CPLC waiting for my turn to print the lecture notes... apparantly some bugger printed more than 50 MB of notes.... WTH... there are liek 4-5 pple in front of me as i wait for my turn... irritating... Guess i will be late for the 2nd part of my lecture le...

On a dif note, had my final handball training for IBG this morning... according to stamford, a lot of yr1s had promised to wake up to train but ended up last min Pang Seh... Kinda feel for stamford as it's not a good feeling to be pangseh... Hope that the training that i organise for IHG wont have as many psk... (*psk means pang seh kias). The training went on quite well despite the poor attendance. But i must admit our defense still sucks. I guess it's probably because we are lazy and very laid back. Even for our attack, the waves were sloppy and dint have the urgency... But i am very confident that during the match tmr, KEntRIdge Hall will be rewarded with a different E blk team altogether.. Pretty looking forward to the competition tmr..

hmm.. lotsa pple queuing in front of me.. better chop queue first..

李玖哲 - 影子

我们 曾爱的疯狂
为追求感觉
就拼命去闯
我们 曾太过健忘
来不及坚信
徒增了悲伤

是谁喜欢了对方
才让平淡推翻了过往
曾经如果在一样
未来不在那方向
彻夜的沉默却还在心上

若你面向下个夕阳
迎接幸福光芒
我当影子慢慢拉长
如果你累或孤单需要力量
回过头我永远
会在身旁

我们 曾后悔失望
争执的借口
太冠冕堂皇
我们 曾遍体鳞伤
失去了交集
别失去方向

是谁喜欢了对方
才让平淡推翻了过往
曾经如果在一样
未来不在那方向
彻夜的沉默却还在心上

若你面向下个夕阳
迎接幸福光芒
我当影子慢慢拉长
如果你累或孤单需要力量
回过头我永远
会在身旁

不用在害怕
因我们踏着相同的步伐
我选择这样去守护干脆陪伴你流浪
我的爱捧着你往自由去飞翔

若你面向下个夕阳
迎接幸福光芒
我当影子慢慢拉长
如果你累或孤单需要力量
回过头我永远
会在身旁
前方的你永远
在我心上

i cant believe that i forsake 2 very important things just for work today... N up to now i got NOTHING TO DO~! haven even get the Singtel shirt yet.. hmm...
ARGH!


Anyway later will the IBG basketball finals. E blk will be pitting their skills with B blk.. well... It feels weird so far that i haven been participating much with ibg sports this year as i was very involved the past 2 years. I remember myself playing quite a lot of sports last year... Having to sit out for basketball takraw and soccer sucks. But of course i am glad that our blk is winning so far. In fact we had won quite convincing. Our current batch of Yr1 are pretty good in the area of sports and i am pretty sure there are those who are very good in the cultural areas.

gonna have a Handball meeting later in the evening but i have yet to prepare what i want to say. hmm.. maybe i should get down to it now.

suddenly i just miss you a lot... i also dunno y...

tell me how to control this fiery temper of mine? cos it just keep seeping out even though i feel that i have already controlled my temper a lot le... Maybe it's just me...

Yesterday was Basketball guys and girls for IBG. Both the guys and gers won quite convincingly. For the first time in my 3 years in KR, i had to stand at the sideline and JUST watch the match instead of being one of the players to contribute to the team.
HATE the feeling of being injured...
really hope that i can recover back in time to be able to contribute the way i know best to the team. I know that there are many ways to contribute to the team. But i feel that i contribute best when i am playing...

COLLIDE

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find, you and I collide

I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find, you and I collide

Don't stop here
I've lost my place
I'm close behind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find, you and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Wat an ironic day today is... 21th aug...

我们是两条平行线 再没有任何交叉点


I remember when i was in army. there was a period of time where a series of unfortunate events happened to me. First i injured my ankle during basketball training. then i was removed from the 169th Basic Airborne Course which most of my company went for just because i had medical appt for my ankle on the day of the confirmation of namelist. the ironic part is that my name was in the namelist all along till the last min. For those who dunno, U must have pass the airborne course and get the airborne wing before u can get your red beret.

The thing about army is that if u dint go according to the training program which was airborne course, u have to cover the guard duty and other saikang for those who are attending the course. Of cos i endured the painful moments of seeing my platoon mates getting their red beret when i was still wearing the jockey cap. Let just say that all commandos hold their red beret with pride and this makes me very down during that period of time.

Before long it was the atec period. WE fought and train hard as we want to win the best combat unit honour and march in NDP as guard of honour. all of us gave our best and managed to clinch a recon 1 status for one of our mission with the other 2 at recon 2A. i remember falling into a trench with my mg when i was in a middle of a mission and injuring my knee. then after while waiting for the results to come as to who won the best combat unit, i injured my knee again. Those who injure their knee b4 will know tat it's not a pleasant experience at all.. imagine the joint of your knee coming out of place. It's one of the most painful experience i encountered.

SO the specialist diagnosed that my ACL ligament and my lateral menicus was totally torn. I have to go operation in order to recover and it will be only a 90% recovery. With heavy heart i went for the operation.

dont u realised that sometimes bad news dun just occur once? for my case they rain down on me mercilessly. First i received news that the results for atec was out but wasnt wat u expected. we got the best company and best platoon but we lost the ultimate honour of the best combat unit due to no fault of ours. We lost because apparantly some logistic pple complain to saf hotline about some stuff. about some logistic problem. So in the end we were DISQUALIFIED even though WE WERE MUCH BETTER and had an average of Recon 2A and above.
Shortly after that i receive news that i was being downgraded and being posted out by my S3. It was then that i was really depressed because my OC had previously promised to try to keep me in the unit and upgrade me when i recover.

IT FELT LIKE THE END OF THE WORLD THEN.

this is exactly the feeling i am feeling right now.
first this then tat. I hold only a few things with importance and within a few days i have lost some of it. I dunno how to express this feeling. it makes you understand that we are just weak mortals. it's through all this hardship that makes a man. i understand that.. but it's just so hard...

i am just a weak mortal after all...

IRIS

And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be

And I don't want to go home right now
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
'Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

Words dun mean anything when there is no action to back it up...
I shall make sure that i keep my promises to you...

LAST DAY OF HKUST~ group photo.. too bad my dear is not around~

happy moments

took the picture quite some time ago.. during our dinner at Billy bomber~





DInner at Thai Express~~ she's damn cute i tell u...=P



I must admit this photo that she took make me look good..(not that i am not... wohahaha)

Life's a constant struggle

Life is a constant struggle isnt it?
be it struggle to catch up on our sch work, expectations, all of us are all struggling in life's journey.

Why is tat so? diamonds are made from carbon. But the earth composes mainly of carbon. Why is it that diamonds are so rare? before the diamond can be formed, the carbon has to go through a long period of high temperature and pressure..


Life is like tat isnt it? Only by experiencing life's tests and hardship can we sparkle and shine like a diamond...

like to share this story that i hold true in my heart for some time now.


There was this wise man who lived in this mountain. It is said that he is so wise that there is no questions that he cannot answer. There was this young punk who wanted to shoot down this belief. So he pondered and pondered for a way to embarrase the wise man. Finally he thought of a brillant plan. And so with the ultimate plan that he had thought up, he went up to the mountain to seek the wise man.

When he got there, he took out a sparrow which he had caught earlier and held it in his hand. Then he proceeded to say to the wise man. " Wise man, they say you know the answer to all questions. Since you are so wise tell me this; Is this sparrow in my hand dead or alive?"

The plan was to crush the sparrow with his hand if the wise man say it's alive and let it go when the wise man say that it's dead.

The wise man just shook his head and looked at him. he said" Son, the fate of the sparrow is in your hand. YOU decide if you want that sparrow to be dead or alive"

LIKEWISE, your destiny is in your own hands. YOU and ONLY YOU decide what you want it to be. Advice can be given to ease you along the way but ULTIMATELY YOU DECIDE on what is it that you want...
ps: i know my english sucks but the main point here is to convey the idea and not essay writing.

yoz to pple who still bother to read my blog after i mia for so long!
will be gg hongkong tmr till the 24th of july. will be gg there for handball competition organised by the hongkong university of science and technology...=)
will be staying in their hostel for some time..

Anyway let me know if u all need anything from hongkong yar?
haha.. anyway this trip is proudly sponsored by chuan and associate.. =P they sponsor us each 1k for the trip cos stupid nus wont sponsor us anything... (kiam siap pple)

ciaoz! gg to pack my bag le!

decided to blog after such a long while.. gg hongkong on the 13th to 24th...

will be updating this blog more often from now on...

=P

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that i saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And i don't think i can look at this the same
But all these miles that seperate
Disappear now when i'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life was overrated
But i hope that it gets better as we go

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

Everything i know,and anywhere i go
It gets hard but it wont take away my love
And when the last one falls
When it's all said and done
It gets hard but it wont take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me

BAck from reservist... It is more like a adventure camp than a In camp training though. lol.. realised that i am really getting very unfit.
Read more books within these few days than i have done in a long long time.. Currently reading this book called "Blink". Saw Qinghuan talking about this book on his blog and decide to check it out.. Hmm.. i am still in the midst of finishing the book but i think it's a pretty interesting book about the power of intuition; snap judgement. There are many books that talk bout the power of making decisions fast. Books like think and grow rich etc. All these respect the power of our unconscious mind. Often we need to rely on it in our decision making. Therefore the importance of the snap judgement.. If we can hone this skill and harness it, i am pretty sure we can make it in life man!

Been thinking quite a lot about my future, about what i want to do. Life is really too short.. it passes so damn fast.!! 2 years later i am gg to have to start carving a career for myself in the working world. With my current grades i am pretty damn sure that i am not gg into Public Sectors. SHall make good use of these 2 years to find out what i really want to do in the future. Already have a concept in mind that i want to be either working in sales or marketing or banking. Dun like the concept of a fixed pay without any commission. somehow i just feel that your effort and input does not give you the outcome that you want.. I want something that i know if i put all my heart into it it can give me the rewards that i am seeking.. Have to start planning my future so that i can be able to take care of my family and my future family..

Key events will be happening to you in the coming few years. Are u fully prepared for it?

NAtion CAlls

Gonna go reservist tmr... Too bad this time a lot of my buddies wont be able to make it as they had deferred due to attachment. But oh well... i guess we can always meet up..!

Been spending a lot of time alone at home. It's damn boring i tell u... really want to start working soon... Anyone got ECON textbook to lend me? i want to read..!!!

I feel that i no longer have the urge to write blog. I am not too sure why. Maybe there's no topic to write?(impossible) haha... anyway i realised that my dad actually read MR brown's blog.. haha..

TO the block pple who are having fun in bintan now... $&#$@#&@#@!!!! i wan to join u all also lar!!! why must i have reservist on hte 18th and not the 19th!!!! haha.. no lar.. i just hope u all have lotsa fun.. organise a trip to sentosa or even malaysia soon?

Also anyone keen to go bangkok?trying to find pple to go there with me...=) do let me know k?


WAnyun!! let's go malaysia leh....=P

seems like the passion for handball is not spreading to the year 1s... hmm.. lets hope things improve.....

Bro jiayou k?i know it's a hard time for u... i can only hope things will turn out better for u... i am always just a phonecall away in the event that u need my help...jiayou...

next paper in about 7 hours time..cant get to slp!!!
argh~~

1 down 4 to go!!!!
looking forward to it finishing...

Exams in 2 weeks time... panic panic!!!!

I hope can score for the Integrated Resort CE3101 project... we spent bloody long hours doing it lar...JIAYOU!!!
anyway lao shu jiayou k? exams coming also right?

Cutie

I look like a cock in this picture.. But she look good.. oh well...=)




ISnt She CUTE?????
=P

















Okay enough of hao lianing.. hahaa.. shall go back to my lab.. rushing lab report now... hopefully can finish in time...


Anyway later i will be going for excursion!!! Quite cool hor.. haha.. very long never go excursion le. Feel young once again.. haha.=)

PPLE!!! i got exactly 3 weeks to exams.. guesss wat... There are mountain of work for me to settle.. Firstly the lab.. I tried to do only to realised that i dunno wat's all the CH.01 means... SHIt! must go find the TA before i can proceed.. guess when's the deadline? Yes ur right... Its today.... =(


i am so screwed

TIME TO MUG AND DIET LE!!!!



(munch munch..) OPPPsss....

Buddies for life

My best friend in army wrote this for me in his blog.. i think it's very well written. Really touched by it brother... although i cant really express myself as well as u, i will try my best to write something for u when i am more free.... currently rushing a lot of deadlines this week... about 6-7 deadlines? Brothers for life Bro!!

和你相识那年我们才十七岁。
和你相处的日子也只不过是七天。
懵懵懂懂的十七岁也没有踏下任何可见的足迹。
是缘分吧，十八岁那年我们再次相遇。
这时的我们已遗忘了对方，
你不认识我我不认识你。
你还记得吗？
我们就是在地狱里再次相遇的。
那地狱叫做新加坡第一突击营。

是缘分吗？ 你我睡觉的地方就只隔着两个衣橱。
是缘分吗？ 你我的“死党”都不是死党来的。
是缘分吗？ 你我就这样成为真正的死党。

两年四个月我们经历了风风雨雨，也差点经历离别。
你的倔强，你的坚持，让你终于能够在这地狱逗留。
就靠这一点我向你敬个礼。
其实地狱不知何时已变成了天堂。
我们都顺利的接下了我们的“红帽”，接下了我们的使命。
我们也都成为突击队里第四联第十二部队的一份子。
不是什么成绩但我为我们大家感到骄傲，
毕竟是从六十人选拔到最后的二十三人，
咱们的感情是如此的紧密。

一起受伤一起吃比萨的那晚你还记得吗？
在那一刻就是天堂。
一起赌球的日子你还记得吗？
在那一刻就是天堂。
一起打牌的日子你还记得吗？
在那一刻就是天堂。
一起完成任务的日子你还记得吗？
在那一刻就是天堂。

天无不散之宴席，我们的任期转眼间就过了。
虽然都在西边，但却在不同的学府深造。
虽然如此我们的兄弟情义依然不变。


我。。。去了你的宿舍探望你。。。。
你。。。热情招待。。。。
我。。。等待你的来临。。。。
你。。。却迟迟不来。。。。
你惭愧吗？
你当然不会惭愧因为我。。。。 讲爽的。哈哈

Unfocused me...

Spent some time thinking about what i have been doing and i realised that i have not been focused on my studies as much as i like to.

It's just very hard for me to focus on my studies now.. i have no idea why. I just dont have the urge to bury myself in the books... I know i should...

so here i am blogging... TO REMIND myself that i need to focus on my studies...!!! gonna aim for that 4.0 this sem... hopefully it's not too late for me yet.


beeboo says:
think of it this way...
beeboo says:
you know that you are not very focused..and you know u need to be focused..and u know that u are capable of achieving so much more if u become focused
beeboo says:
so why waste the chance?


i think it makes a lot of sense.. shall try to keep it in mind.. thanks

Team? wat Team???

Today i tried to hold my 2nd training for the team KR. Guess how many pple turn up? The answer is ONE.. That person is myself... jin xian joined me at 6 plus after his lessons.

i am utterly disgusted and disappointed at the attendance. I took all the trouble to think of what we are lacking and how we are going to train to improve. BUT YET... Sigh.. No one bother to come for training.. Most dun even bother to inform me that they are not coming... So tell me.. what's the point of me holding training when they dun even bother to come?

So what's this KR handball culture that KR pple like to proclaim? KR spirits? Seems to me it's more ghost than spirit...

Getter more and more sick of hall......

BEen a while since i updated my blog. yesterday marks the end of the major events that i signed up for this sem. the NUS openhouse. let's c wat events i have been doing this sem.

IHG handball
IHG basketball
Enterprise chair, ( opening of enterprise rm, Minibazaar, Sales of CNY goodies)
KR bazaar
Hall production 2006
FLV 2006, myriad of colours
Openhouse 2006.

Some other thigns coming up,

SHL 2006(Team KR)
Team NUS
Alumni day

haha... i think i am mad....



Anyway life have been pretty good to me recently.(except that stupid tuition kid cancel his tuition with me for good)