Haven been blogging for a period of time already. Just suddenly feel like writing . Just had HR2002 paper yesterday. I must say that I really agree with some of my friends who mentioned that this module no nid to study because the qns are really open ended.

There is this qn that is of particular interest to me. "Find a job that you love and you never have to work a single day of your life".Personally I really agree with this statement. I guess when you find a job that you like, you can go through whatever shit is thrown at you. Really hope that all my friends will find a job that they love soon =)

E blk FInal Year Gathering 22nd April

I organised our first E blk Fyp 07/08 dinner outing on 22nd April. I must say that the turnout is really quite encouraging for me to organise more in the future. Although a few of them could make it due to training and lessons, we really had a lot of fun talking about the past. A particular person whom i shall not mention names. Really made me nostalgic. Anyway the dinner was held at our usual XO fish head soup place in Ginza area and our hall resident of the year Mr(Future Prof) Tan Teck Yong treated us! =) Hope that there will be plently of future outings where all of us can come together and catch up on old times when we graduate. Gg to really miss hall and all my friends.

First Group photo taken! The quality of the photo is not as good because it is taken with Alvin's handphone. Next time i will bring a camera(when i buy one). When we asked this passerby to take photo for us, some of us were considering the possibility of the person running off with Alvin's phone and preparing to run after him. We have such biases man.! I shall not disclose the race of the person whom we asked him to help us take photo. Guess yourself. haha. But he's really nice to stop and help us take though!! so.. kudos to him

WE will Rock You Concert. 27th March 2008.

We will Rock You Concert is really very good. It's the first time that I watch a proper musical other than the hall based one. No offense to the hall based one which i think is pretty good but THIS is something!! The singing rocks and i enjoyed it so much that i bought the CD with the soundtrack. Damn nice! Thanks Huiching for organising and helping us get the tickets.

Kushinbo

Went to Kushinbo with the PRU gang recently. it's been like 4 years since i went kushinbo. Really wanted to go check it out. Was kinda disappointed with it actually cos i prefer the old concept where you can order whatever you want. it has become very sakura buffet style. There is no Unagi which i love also. However the company made up for it and we had fun taking photos andtalking rubbish. They tried askago(snail) which i dint cos i am scared i get rashes again. I had food allergy the last time i tried it. Not sure if it's the snail but its better to play safe. I promise Elaine to bring her there since year 1 but up to now still haven go there yet. Lol. Soon okay soon! After exams we go!

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Chorus: So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old

So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
To the place where I belong,

Chorus

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah


http://youtube.com/watch?v=j_-9q9xcsJ4



After 4 yrs of hall life, we are really all gg home le. counting down my days in hall. =(




Stressed about fyp.. hope i can finish by tues. so that i can show the prof my work

I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance

Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

When after all this time that you still owe
You're still, the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday



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My Chemical Romance voice is damn nice!! Shili send me this song tat day. totally got addicted to this song.. Wished I can sing like this. =(

Test Your Awareness: Do The Test

Was taking a break from doing fyp and decided to blog surf. Saw this interesting video on Xintian's blog.

Felt that it's quite interesting. Arent we all guilty of letting things pass us by just because we were too focus on certain aspects of our life?

Simple video like this makes u reflect on life doesnt it? Appreciate what you have instead of complaining about what you dont. =)

To pple who read my blog..

Pls be nice and help me do my survey on the impact analysis of real time transit information k?


http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=JXU_2fTf5RCxjs3w4xhwPhsg_3d_3d

thanks a million.



Been doing fyp for some time. Found out a lot of new ideas to write just that I just cant seems to organise it properly.

Have hard time starting on the lit review part

I barely slpt 6 hrs the past 2 days. lol. freaking tired now but gt work to do.

Had to rush out to meet a client who decided to alter her policy. For some reasons there is a lot of hiccups doing up her policy but i guess that's a good news for me as I was able to pick up a lot of things along the way. Now ai zai le muahaha.


Tuition at 5pm before I can come back for a rest.




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Hall production.

Personally i felt this yr production wasnt fantastic. Not because of the cast or what but rather the story as a whole. However there were fantastic moments like the youtube and Today News part. Particularly enjoyed that a lot.

I realised that I have watched all 4 productions while in hall. Must say that Memories of The Red Autumn was the best production among the 4. With outstanding props to interesting plots and good acting. However the one I feel for the most got to be Morning glory. I think that it was one of the most enjoyable one! The people involved in it were very fun and happening pple and I really enjoyed working with them.

Is it possible to feel lonely in a crowd?






Anyway been really busy with work. Deadlines and Deadlines due next week. 1 Presentation, 1 reflection paper, 1 project. Then it will be catching up on work! so not looking forward =s


Hall production I feel is not very good. I think that the previous years were much better. Although there were moments where it was funny but when compared with the previous years, it isnt outstanding at all.

Guess what my tuition kid and his sister bought me when i went for tuition today? A box of condoms.. OMG... hahah

I was like so DIAO! But well i think they are a bunch of cute kids lol.

Will you be scared if a dog this size were to approach you when u are standing out the gate? This is what happens to me every time i go tuition. But the dog is damn cute actually. Doesnt bite and apparently likes me a lot. Duno why. (maybe cos Shuai) LOL

PS: The dog is HUGE. Man size. Probably bigger than Pearline when he were to stand on two legs.

Waiting for my tuition kid to come open the door for me.

Anyway the reason why i am finally able to post pictures on my blog is because i just bought a new phone!! FINALLY! Nokia 6500 Slide. Think i got myself a good deal as I was aiming for this phone since quite some time back just that i dint want to buy because my contract wasnt 21mth yet. At first it was $238, but when i wanted to buy a few days ago there was this one week promotion selling it at $118.!! $120 savings! Of cos i buy right? Lol

On another note. This week is gg to be hell. Esp Tmr. Jam Packed. Project meeting, Exams, Project meetings. All the way till 12pm still have to do project i think =s

Cant wait for next thurs. =)

My com did it again.!!!!


Sigh..

SIGH


SIGHHH..............



out of the blue the com cannot detect my local profile( the one i use to log in into my com) and gave me a temp profile instead. Tat means. Favourites lost, then all the documents in my original profile nt in my desktop must go adjust etc...

=s

On a different note, fyp submission is on 11th april and i am still far from completing... Must buck UP!

Happy belated 25th Bday bro.... Hoped you had a good bday amidst the quiz u had.

It was nice meeting up with ya just to catch up.. All the best to ur fyp!

Yesterday session at Stamford's place was superb... The only pity is tat we dint really take much photos.. WIth good food, texus holdem and the all addictive 8 console Winning Eleven, its no wonder it is such a great success! His dog was damn cute as well. Makes me feel like getting one also though i know definately that i will have no time to take care of it when i graduate and start to work...

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Been really stress of late thinking about what i want to do and about future as a whole... There just seem to be so many unknown. Many issues like should i downgrade cos of my knee( and risk beening thrown to be a storeman and serve foreveeeeerr) or serve finish(must freaking train up. hope my knee can take it), how to get more appts, how to convince my parents of my decision, how to return laptop loans, how to pay back Tuition loans etc etc etc..

Shamelessly KOPPED from Lian's Blog.. haha.. (u nv say copyrighted ma)
Try it out!! quite fun!

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
i love peaceful melody
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i'ma saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's!



This is my favourite song at the moment!!!

FreAK! Cant stop sneezing and coughing...ARGH!


Anyway this week is going to be a mugging week. have to hand up a essay on 21st Feb. =s

Having grad trip woes....

Firstly i Really REALLY want to make this grad trip a really different and enjoyable one.

My first choice of venue will be EUROPE! but it's such an expensive place to go and thus many of my frens are very adversive about gg there. Hmm..

Then Japan.. I feel like gg also but hmm.. kiv

Then Taiwan, most of my hall frens seems to be inclined to go there. I dun mind gg there to explore too but somehow i dun wan it to be my ONLY destination for travel.


Actually i dun mind travelling around south east asia! cos our money is bigger than can live like a king while exploring the dif places.. =ssss HOW!!


SO MANY Options... !


FOr me personally i think the company counts a lot too.. hmm... I tink will just go plan for europe and c how.. cos there dun seem to be a confirmed group anywhere.... work out a budget then jio frens seems like a good plan.

Best bday celebration that i had so far. =)

i love my new Liverpool FC Jersey! MUAHAHAHA!!!YNWA..=)
Thanks to all who bought this jersey to me. my first liverpool jersey! haha..

thanks to my frens who treated me to flaming and waterfall on sat as well. shall upload the photos to my blog soon!



-you never walk alone.!-

still cant believe that we actually got knocked out from semis...

After all our hardwork and effort, We still dint managed to go semis...

It's really a long time since i have felt this amount of disappointment. cant help thinking of it... I guess with higher expectations, you have higher disappointment. Wish that somehow things could be dif... We can argue that the ref calls were bad etc.. but eventually nobody will remember the bad calls, they will only remember who won.

Hate this feeling that i am experiencing now. I guess I m not that strong after all... I always tot pple who cry after match are a bit drama but now i can totally relate to it. The kind of disappointment and despair at losing the game because you lack the element of luck.

premature end of season.

So today marks the end of my IHG season as a KR player... really disappointed now...

(warning this might be biased)
I understand that referee's job is a tough one but to consistently give bad calls for 2 matches is just ... bad calls for today include 2 penalty, 1 or 2 (2mins) foul, and a out ball that was not given which caused one goal. That is a total of 3 goals and counting cos we conceded a few goals cos we were 1 man down.


Also today my shooting were super off. No strength in the shot at all... perhaps it got to do with the fact that i am carrying a knee injury into the game.. injured my knee slightly at the KR TH match in which we won 19-18. i just dun seem to be able to throw the ball hard enough. Also not very accurate which results in many miss shots. Think it affected my confidence a lot.

This is my last year playing IHG le and I really felt that we were able to win this IHG GOLD as we really had a strong team.. Overall I felt that we played well despite the lost though we fail to capitalise on our lead. Also there is an element of inexperience too as at some point of time we were panicking even though we should not be..

ARGHHH... Really really disappointed. We made history by being the first handball kr team to not qualify for at least a SEMIS... SIGHH......

Tattered and torn. Bruises all over. Hip, elbow palm. both knee pain. But still lost...=( the last shot that i made should be a penalty.... =( freaking open then suddenly i am in the air and fall on my side... SIGGHGHHGHHHH

男人 ktv - 胡彦斌

前奏才刚刚响起
就有人哭红了眼睛
唱着他们的订情曲
对不起提了你的伤心过去
一堆男人下了班不回去
十几个人坐在ktv
唱着青春随风远去的回忆
说这年头还有什麽让我们动心
男人歌
唱给谁来听
下一首
有没有你心情
我和你吻别在无人的街
张学友唱出我的情结
男人歌
唱给谁来听
下一首
有没有你心情
你的背包让我走的好缓慢
陈弈迅那首歌
是唱的他自己
男人歌
原来唱的都是不敢说的心情




Been listening to this song quite a lot.. Really nice! You peeps should download it. I will definately sing this during the next ktv session.. Craving for ktv now... Anybody interested in ktving?

Haven been blogging for a long time. Been really busy with a lot of stuff.

Fyp, courses, alumni stuff, IHG, tuition etc.. It's kinda taking a toil on me.

This semester i am gg to take 23MCs worth of modules. Fyp, Foundation Engineering, Engineering Economy, HR2002 and reproductive health. But the thing is there is still no confirmation with regards to my appeal for thurs slot for reproductive health. Really hope that I will get it as it's my last semester in NUS.

Really have to mug my ass off this semester. Wonder how I am able to cope as I still have alumni stuff to settle. A few things are still left hanging there. Have to go settle soon.




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Had a bad training today. Kinda sian about it. Just hope that future trainings will be better. The thing is sometimes I dun think that I did anything wrong but well... I guess it's just one of the days where the team is playing badly and we get frustrated easily. Just hope that this training will not affect the team morale...

你是我的眼

周杰伦 最长的电影 我很忙新专辑

我们的开始
是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎


Start to like this song more and more... it's such a sad tune isnt it?

Disappointment is a difficult pill to swallow.

Just did a really stupid thing during a 25% test! I managed to totally FAIL TO DO ONE QUESTION COS I DINT KNOW IT WAS THERE! Sigh.. How can i be such a muddlehead!

The thing is i was pretty sure i completed everything and was trying to check my ans.


Sigh. WTH... careless to the maximum.. really very very disappointed with myself at this present moment. Although my frens said that the last question is tough but still... I rather try and fail than not try at all..


DISAPPOINTED@@!@@@!!!

周杰伦 蒲公英的约定 我很忙新专辑

蒲公英的约定
作词：方文山　作曲：周杰伦
小学篱芭旁的蒲公英　
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音　
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信　
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币　
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定　
那样清晰　打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行　
是你如今　唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心　
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧　
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定　
那样真心　
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清　
你是友情还是错过的爱情

Shamelessly taken off my fren's blog

When things in your lives seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the story of the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee.A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes."
The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar effectively filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed. "Now," said the professor as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things--your family, your children, your health, your friends and your favorite passions---and if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full. The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house and your car.
The sand is everything else---the small stuff. "If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff you will never have room for the things thatare important to you. "Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your spouse out to dinner. Play another 18. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal. Takecare of the golf balls first --- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."
One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

These 2 photos are prove that i got JIE MEI! NAH MASTER KHOR! haha..

Went to have my fortune seen recently by maater khor. Most of the things he say are very accurate sia. Good things and bad things. Hope that i can improve on those bad things and the good ones will come true. Although i let my fortune be told but i believe that ur destiny is controlled by urself.. Must fight for wat i want =)

Went out with shan shan , cheryl and huiching in this impromptu outing to marina for steamboat buffet as well as drinking session after tat. Impromptu becos shan jioed at 2 plus 3. meet at 6 liek tat. super last min!

Glad i met up with them cos really had quite a lot of fun. =)

Busy sem ahead!

It's been quite a rewarding week so far. I took up the responsibility of being the alumni secretariat chair not so long ago. I must admit initially i was very hesistant as i am already a fyf and have to handle quite a lot of things like appts, courses, fyps and of cos my studies. Slowly but surely i have been pulling my cap up these past few semesters. want to make sure that i at least graduate with a honours degree. However i realised that i feel strongly for KR(dun ask me y) and i want to make the kr alumni a strong and happening group that is constantly in touch with the happenings of hall.

Successfully held my first meeting with the committee members today. i must say that i am really glad that i have a capable jcrc in charge as well as a responsible vice who takes initiative. Feel that we work well together. Had a hard time choosing my members as i feel a lot of them are quite up to the job but i am very satisfied with my choice of members so far =) Have a lot of ideas for the alumni comm but i shall be realistic and try to achieve what i can during my term ...

went for saving needs course in GE just now. Felt that it's really useful as it allows me to have a better understandin of the various instruments that we are working with. After the course went for recre with some of the handballers. I think we should really play more such games together as i felt that i learned quite a lot during the recre just now in terms of what i am lacking as well as new ideas on how to attack. Shall be working on my weakness and strive to be a more complete player by the time IHG comes.

Load of work to be done. I guess i still like the feeling of being busy such that free time seems extra precious.

I need to lose wt, I wan to lose wt, I must lose wt... Argh..

Getting as slow as a tortoise le. Many actions that were possible for me in the past cant be done due to the extra baggage that i am carrying..

Can pple pls jio me for more jog etc??

A fren of mine finally blogged like FINALLY..

quoted from him
ever have this feeling of not feeling appreciated????I mean u feel u ve done alot, u feel that u haf tried in ur own way to do ur best for ur grp or sth???
yet at the end of the day ur reward is someone coming up to u n says "hey I think U haf slacked, U realli shouldnt haf been so inactive, muz b proactive mah"OR "i think u are taking things for granted, I dunno why U r always lidat, wait for things to happen"Well well well ppl are hard to please...... and there's a great tendancy for others to judge U esp when they're involved in it

hmm.. interesting...

Went back to office today. Initially i was pretty reluctant as i wanted to do my school work. But i felt that the trip back to office was really really worth it.

I think the more i talk to chuan the more i respect him and want to emulate him. Basically i guess for some of my frens they will know that i am not a very motivated person by nature. I love to slack. But after talking to chuan, he always manage to bring me to the right direction. I mean i have been procrastinating about some issues with regards to insurance but after the session with him, it's become clear to me what i wanna do etc.
Just as what the Thesis says, the elephant is bounded by the chain becos it is conditioned to assume that it is unable to break free from the chain. I too must break free from my limitations before i can achieve what i want.
by helping enough pple to succeed in life you will succeed =) I shall strive to do that =)

Finally managed to get some work done yesterday. Compiled the fyp findings.

Just watched this showed called Love Guaranteed. It's a HK drama that takes place in an insurance settings. Really like the show as it is really rewarding to watch the struggles of the insurance agent as i can relate to it a little. The story is really touching as well. Especially when the father contracted Cancer and refused to go for treatment and then left his house. The frantic search for him by the kids etc... Pretty touched.

Noticed that my parents are getting old le. Must learn to treasure them more.


Also really disappointed that i have to cancel the meeting with my friend today becos of an oversight on my part. To think that i was the one who suggested meeting.. =( Dint realised that it's jiemin's bday today.. Promised her long ago that i will be there. Sigh.. Must really write all the important dates on my thesis if not keep repeating this mistake.

msn has been getting very cranky nowadays... Getting on my nerves sia..

Hopefully there will be good response for handball tmr. Been facing all sorta funny issues recently. seriously think that A blk eventually will the powerhouse for handball in Kr. There is a serious lack of jioing (or so i think) from the other blks... For tat i am pretty disappointed but i guess it will improve after the trials(i hope)


Been having trouble getting help for my fyp. think that this is a bad time. everybody is busy and all.. =s

Nostalgic

Sigh... uploaded some old photos from my brother camera into my computer just now. Feeling really nostalgic right now. Missed the old days where i went HK with the handballers. Really had a lot of fun doing nonsense and enjoying playing against good opponents.

It's always fun playing with pple that share the same passion as u. Although we dint really know each other b4 the trip, during the trip all of us became good frens and did a lot of havoc stuff together.!

Dun really think that i will have the chance to go again this year. Cos graduate le.. Should be going for my grad trip instead.

The past few weeks has really been a very busy one for me. IBG, school work and Design project. Super tiring sia. Sorta relief that i have more free time for myself now.

Going to start on my FYP already. Haven been touching it. Feel kinda paiseh as my partner in fyp has been getting some work done. Hopefully the SBS transit will reply me soon with e relavent information.

Last lap... Gg to have presentation later.. Frantic reading now to ensure that i do not pull my groupmates down... 5 min for one person during presentation is really quite little man.. Hopefully we can impress the lecturer enough to get our A =)


BBall later tonight... Last IBG sports in my NUS life le.. Really need to psych myself up for it.!

-end of chapter-

sigh.

GU DU QIU BAI...

Cant wait for this design project to be over.! REsearch Research!


At the same time, sometimes being busy is pretty good. keeps the mind occupied... Gonna start getting my appts in soon i guess.! been meaning to do it for a long long time!

Handball yesterday was really quite fun. Although i felt that overall it's very rough but well tat happens all the time when you have pple who have no experience in playing the game.

REally glad to c Martin back in action! hahaz.. i got a very good feeling about this coming IHG! my last IHG!
Also the look of joy and excitement when a freshie scored a goal is really priceless man! Their energy and aggressiveness is what some of the snrs are lacking.. think it's very refreshing and motivating for me.=)

but the sucky part of the playing hte match is after the match, i have to go back do project! Everyday project till a bit sian man. BUt really glad that the Prof appreciates our efforts and it's very obvious that we were the most detailed group among the others with less smoking involved.=)

I mean when ur prof ask you to allocated some time for other modules also and that we need to have a balanced life etc, it say a lot on how much we been working on right? hahaz

Blk initiation just ended. Missed most of it. But was really glad that i was able to c them undergo the pledge. I guess every year there will be a dif exp for all these blk events. But somehow this yr seems really meaningful as this marks a new era in which the young freshies will carry on the E blk culture, build strong bonds as well taking up responsibilities in time to come.

Still remember coming in Kr as a freshie. knowing nobody else but xiaoyun. then slowly getting to know the bunch of brothers and sisters such as huan, yaozong, ron, teckie, honjie. the 2nd floor gang where we form 2 gang when watching soccer. The man utd fans vs the liverpool fans. The flying ants attack during one of the rainy days where all of us have to put towels on our doors to prevents the insects from entering our rms. Waking up at 6 everyday for training. playing our hearts out for IBG.. the latenite jog with some of the golden gers.



Knowing good frens from hall production where i was roped in as marketing manager. Being lost and all. going to find all the way to little india to meet sponsor with elaine with Eugene leading us. 501 dollars and yet we must do so so much.. miss complaining about all those together. Really miss the comm of my first yr hall production team. The most happening comm there ever will be sia! Driving lorry with Eugene with 2 punctured tyre while looking for place to change the tyres. "spoiling"the door of the UCC while trying to find a shortcut to move about in the UCC. helping with the promotion booth. Singing the hall production song. ( with one sounding like a communist song). cleaning up the mess for elaine after the animals that she was entrusted to passed away. the white mice etc.



The handball gang(huan, hon etc) which allows me the chance to try out handball as a new sports. jioing me and the freshies of my batch down to practice shooting etc. really hope to carry this tradition and train up the freshies to be future legends..









All these and so many experiences n memories that can only be formed during our stay in KR. I still honestly think that my yr1 exp in Hall is probably one of the best that i ever had! kudos to all my snrs and fellow freshies(now final yrs) that make it such a fun place!

[MV] Jay Chou - A Secret I Cannot Tell (不能说的秘密)

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千
梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的世界
你用你的指尖
阻止我说再见
想象你在身边
在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋
这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

Dint managed to go to the bird park after all... kinda disappointed but was told that there is nothing interesting there at all. haha..



Presentation went by quite smoothly i feel . Think that the prof tot that we did okay... After resting for today, tmr shall be another round of preparation! Shall make sure i contribute more this time. Mass balance! my forte!(yar right)



Went out with Elaine and some of her Exchange friends today. Suddenly feel that i do not know Singapore at all. At a lost on where to bring the exchange students to. When Yaozong's fren from Sweden came, we just fed him with lotsa local delicacies and fruits. dun remember bringing him to much places( think yz handled all that). Anyway i finally found a place that have chicken rice balls though i dint get a chance to eat it. shall make a point to try it out when i go back office in the near future. Haven gotten the chance to go back recently due to design project. really need to update my software as well as prepare some policies man...

Gg to have a presentation tmr... Wish me luck pple!


I just cant wait to go birdpark for the first time tmr.! Kinda looking forward to it since last week. =)

dint update my blog for some time.. Life is as usual. Internship is still boring to me but i am glad that i took up the internship to some extent. It made me able to think clearly as to what do i wan in life. For that i am grateful.
Today, Stein came back .Apparently he's back in Singapore for a while so decided to come and talk to his colleagues. Heard him sharing with them some of his exp in his new job in the middle east(cant pronounce the name). Apparently it's pretty welfare. Imagine this.. If he were to come back to Stolt Nielsen Transport Group, he would have to take a pay cut, forgo his car, free accomodation, insurance policies, Free education for his kids. Also he will no longer have as much benefits in terms of travelling expenses. He travels biz class anywhere and on top of that he was given credit card with credit of US$50k.! Pretty happy for him. I guess the only downside of the job is that you have to uproot yourself and live in a new country and environment. But however if you are working in the Shipping industry, you travel around all the time and hardly at home. So i guess that isnt an issue for him.

Gonna end my internship on friday. Will i miss it? Of cos not! But i just kinda sad that i wasnt able to achieve more with my time over there in terms of mixing around with the pple there. But i am glad i made frens such as Shawn my fellow intern who is a joker. Going to have more time to hang out in the afternoon. But still have fwoc. There are some things that i really want to do and i will surely implement it after i end this internship. For now.. It's Hello Stolt Nielsen!

Just did a quick calculation on NUS CAP calculator to determine how i should fare in order to pull to my desired grade. Realised that I must really do the impossible.. Nevertherless i shall make sure i dun leave NUS regretting not fighting during my last year of studies!!

WIsh me luck pple!

Went out with PRU frens to celebrate Shan shan's bday. First time that i tried eating in Waraku. think the food is quite yummy. however some of my frens say okay only.. The thing is that i am not used to eating a NON buffet jap food sia.. SOOO wanted to order california roll and soft shell crap and unagi. =P


Pumproom was superb too! totally enjoyed the beer and the red wine.. the band was also quite good and the finger food were quite good too. Overall it was superb.



MS CHAN SHAN SHAN... I hope u enjoyed ur bday celebration that we prepared for u... May all your dreams come true..



* so many things that i wan to do but no time man.. Cant wait for Intern to end. Wan to meet so many pple.. wan to spend more time on my career. Wan to get my freaking license. *

First time i c so much hope in KR handball!!! =) pple are improving!! Some of the players are really improving alot.. really glad...

think i am lagging behind in terms of progress man.. cant qie, cant shoot, can defense properly yet.... very excited about the prospect of playing next yr! Next yr will be a challenging IHG sia!! =)

in the meanwhile it's training training training!!! gyming session on sat plus jogging on sunday.. superb!

Lifehouse - Everything

Lifehouse - Everything

find me here
speak to me
i want to feel you
i need to hear you
you are the light
that is leading me
to the place where
i find peace again

you are the strength
that keeps me walking
you are the hope
that keeps me trusting
you are the life to my soul
you are my purpose
you are everything
and how can i
stand here with you
and not be moved by you

would you tell me
how could it be
any better than this
you calm the storms
you give me rest
you hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
you still my heart
and you take my breath away
would you take me in
would you take me deeper now

'cause you're all i want
you are all i need
you are everything
everything

Obstacles after obstacles to clear the list of things i gotta do.. hmm.. nvm.. shall take it as it goes...

Gg to skip work tmr.. have to attend this "meeting Client's need" course or my license suspended.. lol... i welcome it totally man.. enough of spending all my time doing nothing in internship.. haha


I wan to buy new wallet any suggestion?

I seriously think there is a prob with Taxi allocation recently.. FOr some weird reason it's been so hard to get a cab recently!
Went to chan shan shan shan shan chan's convo today. Was told to be there at 113o.. was late so i decided to take a cab there... Waited like 20 mins for the cab. Reached there to realised that i am the first one there.. lol....
Therefore CHAN SHAN SHAN!! dun say i pangseh u lor.. Earliest one there!! super give u face liao lor!
Saw Elaine, jinxian, jinrui as well as a whole bunch from C blk over there. Small world.! Fanny graduating today, yi jia and Bao zhu too! Jeff too! NUS got one less capable person le.. CHERYL too... saw her there...

When the rest finally arrive at about 12 plus we took photso b4 gg off to crystal jade for lunch. Nothing special but just that singapore service is really bad....
Went Settlers cafe after that.. It's a cool place man!! played some funny card game that was really engaging! Time zoom by damn fast lar.. 3 hrs gone in a flash!

Went back office settle some policy stuff. Gg to have to go down tmr as well to tie down the deal.





Kinda have a mini reflection time during my trip back home..

I think that i have become more and more short tempered since last month. Told Shan about it and she totally agree with me..sigh.. She ask me whether there is something bothering me. I honestly cant put my finger to it... I mean there are issues that i do think about but.. hmm.. I duno man. Gotta have to control my temper man...


SPENT a lot recently.. Shall have to cut down le. SO many things that i need to do that requires that money. IPO, Driving, insurance, grad trip etc... Feel so motivated to pia and reach my target!

Went out with my NPCC mates just now.. Ate at some chinese restaurant. Buffet where we can order different dishes... i think we are definately getting on the blacklist in tat restaurant. We prob ate easily 2-3 times more than what the other tables are eating...!

Love going out with my NPCC frens. There is no need to hide anything, no need to put on any front. Just can be yourself. Enjoyed all the rubbish we talk.. All the lame jokes that we said. All the silly comments we made. With them i jsut suddenly feel more like a kid. where i can just let go and enjoy..=)



Hope we can meet up soon..=)

Megan Fox.. Super hot!!

Got my pay finally! Been researching quite a bit on stocks and stuff like tat recently. gg to try buying IPO for now.. hopefully i can get it!

Quite excited by the prospect of buying IPO. Just went to SGX today to get my CDP account. Saw WeiWen there. Looks good as usual. Nu qiang ren! Working in SGX sia!! I think she's really capable sia-=)

Met up with jianwei, des, kwa, joseph, zhiwei and Daokua on monday. Been a long while since we met up. All of them went back reservist without me this year. Now i kinda wished i went back instead of deferring for my internship becos it sounds fun! hanging out with them is always fun. Checked out transformers.. It's really really cool!! all the special effects and action in the show. Apparently it takes 36 hours for each frame. Power...! the ger in the show is sizzling hot too! with sizzling hot babe, plus powerpacked actions, plus out of the world special effects as well as storyline that is adapted from such a popular cartoon.. THIS SHOW ROCKS!

SOOOOOOO going to watch it again man!

Transformers! More than meets the eye..

I am doing nothing in the office. facebook.com, channelnewasia.com, soccernet.com, ebuddy.com, Sgx.com, nus.edu.sg all day...
been trying to pick my fyp topic as well as teh design project.. Guess next sem will be a busy one for me. Well. I guess i rather be busy than slack~


I REALLY feel like gg timbre or somewhere to drink........

ARGGGGGHGHHHHHHH!!!!!

Queen - I Was Born To Love You

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

You are the one for me, I am the man for you,
You were made for me, you're my ecstasy
If I was given every opportunity I'd kill for your love
So take a chance with me
Let me romance with you
I'm caught in a dream, and my dreams come true
It's so hard to believe this is happening to me
An amazing feeling coming through...

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you
Every single day of my life

I wanna love you, I love evry little thing about you
I wanna love you, love you, love you
Born to love you, born to love you, yes I was born to love you
Born to love you, born to love you every single day of my life
I was born to take care of you every single day of my life

My life, Hay hay, every single day of my life

I was born to love you
With every single beat of my heart
Yes, I was born to take care of you, honey
Every single day of my life

blogging from the office

Trying to rush my VIP report now while working. Seems that i must hand it in by this week. But the thing is i dun have much to write... Kinda disappointed that i dint managed to do more useful stuff in office. always seems to be doing some stupid stuff or not dong anything at all.( which explains why i can blog while at work).

HAd a great training yesterday. Was feeling kinda pressured by some of them to go shanghai with them for handball. Dont feel like gg as i hate the feeling of sitting by the sideline and being unable to play. did that once during my term as KR captain(when i was injured). really dread doing it again. But i was kinda disappointed that nobody in KR is able to go shanghai for the competition. What is suckier is that some of them actually wanted to go just that it clashes with their committment. well.. i guess that's just too bad...




My fren asking me to go Double O celebrate her bday tonight.. hmm.. shall i go?





Looking forward to today since mondey. however there is a last min change of plans... well i guess i can always go drink another day......

View from my office window

I work on the 31th storey.. amazing view isnt it.. although my hp camera has lousy resolution... 2.0megapixels only.

bored in stolt nielsen

since i am damn bored in office, i decide to blog. haha..

Internship is boring. I finished my owrk long ago and eveyrbody is either too busy or too busy acting busy to guide us and give us work to do. i had probably asked my supervisor on 3 different occasion to brief us on some of the project that they assigned me but everytime he got some reasons to push it back.

However on the bright side, my fellow interns are pretty cool. If not for them i will be like super sian everytime i go work..
Already losing my motivation to go work man. Seems like my only reason gg to work is for th pay and to get my 6MC. Hopefully things will change in the near future.



Feels like pushing myself to the limit for training but however the motivation is lacking somewat. I need a jogging buddy man.. force me to push myself. Been only doing static exercise most of the time. Cant wait to get back my fitness!!



On a different note, feeling quite disappointed because nobody in KR will be gg to shanghai for the competition as from now.. There are pple with reason and pple with "reasons". Kinda disappointed because ireally enjoyed myself totally the other time and gain much experience from it. Really worried about the future of handball in KR right now. At our current level, i really dunno how we are gg to win the trophy. but well.. i guess things will happen eventually i hope. Hopefully all the things we talked and discussed about will happen. All of us need to improve. Esp me... I got no speed, no leap, lousy defense now...










Yay.. gg to Arab street on wednesday to try out some new food plus perhaps try shi sha..=P should be quite fun!

Japanese dramas got a way of playing with your emotions.... Just watch finsih one drama in 2 nights. Totally glued to it.. Can really relate to some of the things in the show.. Shit man.. Very long since i felt so emo... Junli say i Ger... Nabe....

I think i really need to go travel to somewhere and relax.....










" i guess when one's heart is empty, it gets filled up easily...."


sigh....

It's been quite a while since i blogged. many things have happened..

basically internship is not bad.. there were a few days that i was assigned to the shipyard to help out in the dry docking of the ship STOLT VIKING. It's damn fun sia.. Imagine FREE CAB from your house all the way to PAn united shipyard.. Then Free lunch with icecream(magnum!) and drink. Then also have FREE beer and FREE transport back to ANY destination u wan( cab again!).. haha. damn welfare...

Anyway the assignment to STOLT VIKING is an experience! They are installing this new radar system into the parcel tanker and also adding 4 more deck tanks to increase the capacity of the current ship. Therefore experienced quite a lot of things. Was introduced to many cool things. Dint know SOO much considerations have to be considered in this industry.. wow! each ship is really a masterpiece... learnt many stuff about the ship.. things liek ballast tank etc.. really good experience. Anwyay life as a crew on board the ship is quite hard.. long period of time away from home.. sometimes dun even have much time to go ashore to party when the ship reaches a port.


Just saw the news that 2 person were killed today because they were crushed by falling trees... Life is really fragile sia.. It's events like this that make me think that one should really treasure the pple around him/her and also get properly insured so that when anything happens to you at least your families and loved ones are properly taken care of...

Send a msg to her.. hope she dun think i mean anything else. Was just really concerned about her safety as a fren...




There are certain pple out there who are going through bad patches in life now.. Just hope that all this turmoils and difficulties will pass soon and you will come out of it a better person.. more matured and stuff. but dun lose faith in life!

It's been quite a while since i blogged. many things have happened..

basically internship is not bad.. there were a few days that i was assigned to the shipyard to help out in the dry docking of the ship STOLT VIKING. It's damn fun sia.. Imagine FREE CAB from your house all the way to PAn united shipyard.. Then Free lunch with icecream(magnum!) and drink. Then also have FREE beer and FREE transport back to ANY destination u wan( cab again!).. haha. damn welfare...

Anyway the assignment to STOLT VIKING is an experience! They are installing this new radar system into the parcel tanker and also adding 4 more deck tanks to increase the capacity of the current ship. Therefore experienced quite a lot of things. Was introduced to many cool things. Dint know SOO much considerations have to be considered in this industry.. wow! each ship is really a masterpiece... learnt many stuff about the ship.. things liek ballast tank etc.. really good experience. Anwyay life as a crew on board the ship is quite hard.. long period of time away from home.. sometimes dun even have much time to go ashore to party when the ship reaches a port.


Just saw the news that 2 person were killed today because they were crushed by falling trees... Life is really fragile sia.. It's events like this that make me think that one should really treasure the pple around him/her and also get properly insured so that when anything happens to you at least your families and loved ones are properly taken care of...

Send a msg to her.. hope she dun think i mean anything else. Was just really concerned about her safety as a fren...




There are certain pple out there who are going through bad patches in life now.. Just hope that all this turmoils and difficulties will pass soon and you will come out of it a better person.. more matured and stuff. but dun lose faith in life!

Goodbye E603... ...

Packing my room on a weekend sucks.. esp when ur neighbours have all packed and left...

it's kinda hard to leave this room. had many great memories as well as sad memories.. In geography they call it "sense of place".. feel kinda attached to this room. kinda like my 2nd home and a safe haven for me... suddenly my rm feels so empty after i packed it.


funny how during yr 1 my room had the least things compared to my peers such as teckie, ron, robin and enwei who stayed in the same floor. Now it seems that i have all sort of rubbish stored in my room..

Saw some stuff that reminded me of the times i had during my first 2 years. things left over from orientation, dating game, postcards, the note from an ex. then suddenly i just feel old... The stark constrast in priorities and purpose of these 3 years in uni is just astonishing...


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End of examinations.. yet another sem have passed. dint put in effort at all initially.. distracted disturbed, just damn slack.... But somehow i managed to catch up during the last part though i knew i should have done better in some test but of well......


going to start internship on monday. Beening damn busy beats being too slack and have nothing to do i feel. duno whether i will say the opposite thing when internship starts though.. hahz. haven watch spiderman 3 yet... just realised that i only have a few groups of frens whom i go watch movie with... and most of the have watched it! DAMNIT!

3 down 1 to go...


So far so good.. I feel that i could have done better for some of the modules but well given the poor attendance plus the fact tat i am pretty slack as compared to last sem. I feel that i have done quite okay for the paper...
overall this sem is hell of a sem. Operation, IHG(though i dint play), Physio, Specialist Appt.. Blk issues, BGR issues, internship company halfway pangseh... Kinda lost my way halfway through the sem in which i dun feel like doing anything.

However i must say some of the things are actually blessing in disguise. like for my internship. If i got the one initially allocated to me, i wouldnt have got the one that i have now.. Ohh.. i dint mention that i got my intern with Stolt-Nielsen Transportation Group Pte Ltd a few days ago. Good news cos the working place is near my Dad's workplace, pay is much better than my original one and that it offers much more interesting stuff to do than my previous one.. YESH!!

other things such as IHG losing out during the semis is a good lessons to all in Kr that we need to work much much harder and improve our standard to via for the trophy next yr.



Last paper of the sem... gotta pia already.. got tons of readings to read.


Anyway just wan to thank Qingyou and Darren for making the special photo/cert thing for me. touched sia.... and also Ken for passing me the "secret manual" for handball.. will put it to good use!. Will miss all of your presence in hall next sem.. all the best in your careers.! All employed le! =)

Darren, PLS STOP SMOKING! (if you read this blog)

Dick Lee is PRO!!

I think this is really hilarious..! Thanks to yanjie who was boliao enough to send me the link....

Dick Lee's is quite talented sia... =P

I just have to post this!

impressive isnt it?


I miss playing billard and pool... been really a long long time since i played.. haven found my billard/pool buddy in NUS yet...

Anyway this yr is a tyco year for some team...

Oh shit! i just realised that it's my bro's EX!! broke up le.. jialat...


heard about it b4 from mom but my bro never confirm with me so i just assumed that they still tog... Really very long never catch up with my bro liao sia.. Always i go back for the weekend he not around. then weekdays i not around. guess will have more catching up time when i shift back home after the exams..

feel like gg blk trip.. gg this kelong in malaysia for a few days... but dunno if i can go cos if i get my intern i will have to start work really soon...





Anyway to those who are having exams.. JIAYOU PPLE! PIA finish then can enjoy during hols!

I just accepted a new tuition.. courtesy of my bro's gf=)

$35dollar/hour... ZAI!! but the down side is tat it's damn bloody far...!! Siglap area.. and damn ulu.. hopefully i can come to a agreement to have it on the weekend.=P

Been hooked on the show "200 pound beauty". I think i can watch the show over and over again sia... =P think the girl in the show is really pretty and teh songs are pretty good!! pple pls go watch!

Spiderman 3 coming out... Who wan to watch with me? Rat, Ape onz?

This is going to be a chui sem....

My ambition is to be a minister

You know what? I just decided that i want to be a minister.... =P

Reason?

I get 2.2 million buck per year! And no matter how good or bad the economy is doing, my salary is pegged with whoever is earning the most in private sector. SHiok! Therefore i hereby declare that i am embarking on a political journey =P

Best of all... I earn more than President George W. Bush =P

And of cos the most important reason is that i wan to serve the country and lead it to greater heights if you get wat i mean... ;)

Remember to vote for me okay? =)

ps: i know this is old news le..


*getting mad from mugging*

ranting in the library.

Taking a break from my mugging in the library...

Library is a scary place! Almost ALL of the seats are taken up and it's dead quiet.. (except for the irritating group of pple talking right outside of the exit.. Talk SO LOUD FOR WAT!)

Also it is interesting to note all the funny characters in the library

Interesting Sight no 1.
Girls with make up and miniskirt looking as though they are going Orchard or clubbing.

Interesting Sight no 2.
This uncle who is seated a few seats away from me. Siyong and I have come up with many explanation why he is here. Damn hilarious~
Theory 1 : He's the parent of some student who is mugging in the library(prob ger). Being protective of his son/daughter and going to fetch him/her back after he/she is done with studying.
Theory 2 : He's super Zai professor who have a burning passion for teaching. He's here so that his students can approach him for consultation.
Theory 3: He's waiting for 1am so that he can open his stall and sell food to the students mugging in the library.


had a lot of fun talking about him. Whenever he leave the library we will come up with all sort of funny thing like, "oh he's going to start cooking le" haha

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Received a call from Stolt-Nielsen Transportation Group Pte Ltd with regards to my internship application. Apparently NUS is kind enough to inform the HR side that examination is just around the corner and propose to them to hold a Phone interview instead of a face to face interview.(yesh lar!)
From what i gather from the phone interview, the company specialises in the shipping of chemicals, or anything liquid. The profile of what i am going to do is strictly non CE related. However as NUS does not offer any related Majors, Civil engineering is the closest they managed to get. It seems like a really interesting internship. (much better than attachment to some stupid structural company who pangseh halfway. pui!) Was told that if i am willing to learn and time permits, i might be able to sail with the ship and the head engineers to learn handon from them doing actual work on the field. Shiok lar! I think it's damn cool lor! anyway nothing is being confirmed yet as they still need to pass my CV to the head office to decide and they will get back to me shortly with regards to the confirmation of my attachment to their company for internship. Really hope i can get it. for various reasons.

1. i wan to try out something new.

2. I wan to siam reservist. Paiseh Rat and Ape and Ah Gou( notice all of them have animal nick? i also dunno why). I cant go back this year as i am fighting fit yet. i still need to get back my fitness after my operation. I cant afford to go back this year as if i were to go back, i will need to report my injury which means that i will be downgraded. I want to have the option to access for myself whether my fitness still can make it or not.

3. I want to get modular credit and experience life as a civil engineer(okay if i get this one not exactly civil related) or at the bare minimum apply some of what i learned from NUS to my work. If i were to get a part time job( which i will confirm choose Sales side), i am not able to get the same experience.

4. I want to keep myself busy during the holidays. I dun wan to nua too much during holiday. Nua will equate to me having nothing to do and start to think about stupid things.

5. I want to force myself to work in a 9-5pm environment to convince me even more that i do not want to do a 9-5pm job. To further enhance my belief and convince myself even more that i had made a right choice in working in the financial and risk industry.





Therefore pple wish me luck that will get the intern!! =)


oh yar.

thanks zhenyi for you note and snack.( though i doubt you will have my blog or read blogs in the first place)

Thanks ron for the maxwell porriedge.( gou brother!)

and Elaine, nice meeting you on tuesday for a short lunch. hope you had a safe trip back to hongkong. dun fret. I am sure you will do fine for your work and that your fren will get better. i will be praying for his speedy recovery. Have a smashing time in hongkong! =)


and YZ... happy 3rd year anniversary with junli... haha.. Really glad that you all got together and managed to stay so much in love after 3 years. do i hear wedding bells soon? haha

Johann Lippowitz - Don't Look back in Anger

the more i watch this the more i think tat guy is amazing!

interview for internship

Dear Tham Wei Zheng:
Thank you for your interest in the project. Please come to an interview on Friday, 27/04/07 at 3.30pm in ITVSlab (E1-08-20). The lab is just opposite the EIT lab and Multimedia room.
Please brush up your C programming skill
before you come as there will be a simple quiz question for you to try on. Please note that the compiler that we used is Microsoft Visual C++. Thank you.


Best Regards,
Khoo Hooi Ling
Research Scholar
Intelligent Transport & Vehicle System Laboratory (ITVS lab)
E1-08-20
Department of Civil Engineering
65165035

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OMG.... must go study C programming again? Everything also forget le lor...this is bad... real bad.....

The Middle
Written by by Jimmy Eat World

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just try your best, try everything you can
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey, you know they're all the same
You know you're doing better on your own
So don't buy in, live right now
Yeah, just be yourself
It doesn't matter if that's good enough for someone else

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head
You feel left out or looked down on
Just do your best, do everything you can
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

It just takes some time, little girl
You're in the middle of the ride
Everything, everything will be just fine
Everything, everything will be all right, all right

Wat a pleasant surprise~ totally made my day!!! =)


okay.. back to serious mugging.. lacking behind by a lot...

Been greatly disturbed by certain issues in hall... though i do not want to be involved in the politics and conspiracy, i was still caught into it....

many things said, many tried.

outcome is still the same.

Many "reasons" offered. Many bitching by many pple behind back. Even yr1 and yr2 s are bitching.

First time in my 3 years of staying have i encountered such sheer volume of politics and bitching. Y does hall stay have to transform into a courthouse?


lesser and lesser incentive to stay my final year in KR... Grass is greener on the other side perhaps?




Just some food for tot about leadership

A true leader is one who set by example and who puts others before himself.
If every leader like Capt John(prob Maj John by now... still managed to be 4th Coy OC recently? puis! ) who was in charge of our boat mission but was the first one to sit down and grab food after coming back from the boat mission; even taking extra helping for himself(one person one helping one lor... nabe cb) when some of his man is stranded in sea. He dint even bother to count the number of boats and ensure everybody comes back. Puis...

I strive to be like Captain Lien who treat his man as his blood brothers and comrades. Always willing to go all out to protect his men and to help them in their issues. Always set A high standard and a good example to his man and officers.

I cant say that i managed to be a damn zai leader. but i hope at the end of the day, i managed to inspire some of my "man" and forge Strong bonds. Essentially when all things are over, what important are the frens forged. Hopefully that i managed to set a good example for others to follow in my short term as handball captain.

Being a leader does not mean that you will be respected. You wan to be respected? Learn to respect pple first...

Check out the number of drinks we drank last friday...(good fri) 10 bottles of assorted beers, plus martell.. 4 of us finish all these!! hahz. fun!


the bottle caps.. hahaz.

Wish that more of our khakis were around to drink together.. miss drinking with some of my frens..( u know who u all are.. ) the "score goal" guy esp... and the pungoll park chill out session =P

really feel like gg hongkong for holiday...
guess if i really cant get my internship i will just go holiday le..


Next sem in hall seems so different. Change in floor, change in style of management. Many of my good frens are leaving already, either due to graduation or cant stay... Super inflation of points this year. All the seniors that i looked up to all graduate le... hopefully i can get my room which is nearest to Yz and Ron if not sian diao. Shall miss my old room E603. Such a pity that i cant spend my last year in KR staying in tat room. It holds so many sweet and bitter memories... Though i am already resigned to changing my room le but still loathe the idea of leaving my room.


hmm... duno if Boss can "employ" me for internship during the holiday then give me the modular credit sia since i wan to go back office in the holidays anyway.. hahaz.


Okay.. shall get back to my webcasting le.. So much stuff to catch up. Wan to meet up with many of my frens whom i dint have much of a chance to meet up this semester.

Chen Chen let me knoe wat's ur blog again.. I deleted it accidentally...

$400 added... ;p


yay~~~


tat was the good news. the bad news is tat my internship is cancelled becos Prime Structures Pte Ltd withdraw from NUS internship program. KAOZ... and that stupid NUS did bother to let me know about it. all along i tot i was selected le. just waiting for the details to be given to me.. WHERE AM I GG TO FIND A NEW PLACE FOR MY VIP?
so pple, if you have any lobang pls help this poor soul here. he wants to do VIP a lot...

muse unintended

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

Had a really enjoyable time during NUS training just now. It's been TOO long... TOO long since i played in a handball match plus join in the training. I think this injury has only just fueled me to want to play handball even more..!
Although i was the weakess link as i can only run straight( no side steps, no sprints, no jumpshots etc), it was exciting to be able to play again. The adrealine run that you get from scoring or creating goals is just Sweet~ It's also fun because the level of Handball is at a level where everybody is of a certain standard.. Not much mispass, misshot, wrong timing etc. The passes were mostly precise and a lot of creativity were in the game. Good keeping by the keepers and also good shots by most of the players! THIS IS HANDBALL!!

Honestly i feel that KR handball is too well stagant in terms of progress. We are too comfortable with just doing training only when there is IHG coming along and pretending that we are contenders for the trophy when the effort put in is so much lesser than what other halls put in... We have a lot a lot of very good potentials every year but somehow we lack the KEy factor. A burning desire to be the Best handball player ever produced in KR. There are still a lot to be improved if we want to win the trophy next yr. I m burning with desire to win it! i WIL WIN IT I MUST WIN IT!!

Shall try to grab hold of the potentials star players and hopefully they will have amount of passion for the sports like some of us... Hopefully more of the players will be able to come for recre handball at the very least. Hopefully the senior players will be able to go for NUS training to build up on our skills.



Thinking back i think that QingHuan did an excellent job in influencing my batch of handballers to have the passion for the sports. I hoped that i had done/can do the same for this current batch of year 1s... For our sweet victory next year, I shall make sure that i get my fitness to a level where i am satisfied with!



One month away from the Exams.. CRUnch time! Feels great that a single game of handball makes me very motivated to Pursue excellence once more~


HANDBALL ROCKS!

The last song (Xjapan)

music & words: Yoshiki

Watching the stars till they're gone
Like an actor all alone
Who never knew the story he was in
Who never knew the story ends
Like the sky reflecting my heart
All the colors become visible
When the morning begins
I'll read last line

owaranai ame dakishimeta yoru ga asa o mukaeru
kokoro wa mada nuretamama

In endless rain I've been walking
Like a poet feeling pain
Trying to find the answers
Trying to hide the tears
But it was just a circle
That never ends
When the rain stops, I'll turn the page
The page of the first chapter

kizutsuku dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu no kotaeo
doshite mada toikaketeru

Am I wrong to be hurt
Am I wrong to feel pain
Am I wrong to be in the rain
Am I wrong to wish the night won't end
Am I wrong to cry
But I know, It's not wrong to sing the last song
Cause forever fades

kigatsukeba mata hitori yoru no sora o mitsumeteru
sukoshi tzutsukiete yuku our memories
kizutsuk dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu no kotaeo
doshiite mada toikaketeru

I see red
I see blue
But the silver lining gradually takes over
When the morning begins
I'll be in the next chapter

owaranai ame dakishimeta yoru ga asa o mukaeru
kokoro wa mada nuretamama
kizutsuku dake kizutsuite wakatta hazu no kotaeo
doshite mada toikaketeru

The awkward silence of the night slowly creeps up upon the troubled heart. there is nothing to look forward in staying up but yet insomonia forces him to stay awake... There are much work to be done but yet the frustrations of recent events deter him from doing them. the confused mind keep seeking to find out what he truely desires...



I long for the days where things were simpler... Where i truely know wat i wan. Where i had the drive to achieve wat my heart desires... Is it just an moment of weakness? I long to know the answer to the thing bugging me...

Dance to Inspire, Inspire to Dance

DAmn cool~~

just went to shoot some ball in the B blk area.. It's really a good feeling to be shooting balls... Felt so much better after shooting the balls.. almost seems like all my frustrations etc are shot away with every shot... Spent a good 1 hour just doing some accuracy training and also training up my secret weapon for next year...

Shiok! i shall do it everyday if i can..=) Day 1 of training for my secret weapon... I guess visualisation really helps.. been visualising how to do it and i succeeded today! The thing is it's not as hard or as precise as i want it to be.. but i guess with a lot of training it will come to me!

One of my shot hit the bar and the ball fell behind the fence on the side of the goalpost... Felt almost helpless man.. luckily for Colin who came to my rescue by climbing over to get the ball for me.. Things like this keeps me in check that i still have long way to go before i regain my full fitness...



SHIOK AR!!! i love to shoot ball!!

why am i blogging at 4plus am? i also duno.. for some reason, i just cant get to slp at night... anyway was just blog surfing when i saw this.. i htink it's very funny so shall share it..




Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex:


The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex.

This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both
have sex until you are blue in the face.


The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex.

This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and
you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen.


The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex.

This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your
sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom.


The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex.

is is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you
pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you."


The 5th kind of sex is called: Catholic Sex,

This means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun
at night.


The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex:

This is when you cannot stand your husband any more. He takes you to
court and screws you in front of everyone.


And last, but not least, the 7th kind of sex is called: Social
Security Sex. You get a little from time-to-time, but not enough to
live on.

to hit my target within 3 months... Can i do it?



Anyway very glad for shimin who led her KR steppers to a 2nd in cheerobics!! you all rock man!! very glad that the effort put in is being rewarded. keep aiming for a higher level pple! Keep improving and very soon KR steppers will be a household name!


Good performance by our Dancers in DAnce uncensored today.. It's my first time attending this performance due to the many stuffs( tuition etc) that i had. Very glad that i went there. The hot dances, Silky moves by the dancers from all the halls... Impressive!! Although i must say there are some dances that i cant really appreciate yet me being a brute and all... Haha. I think the sexy dance by KR really steamed up the whole place!! I almost bleed to death..(just joking.) Good performance, good company.... Shiok! KR rocks.!


Anyway went guild house on friday to lim jiu as i have been craving for a drink for quite some time... thanks vincent for the tickets..! ( though i supposingly had the tickets myself but somehow i tot we werent gg so dint collect). Although the crowd was like DAMN old, but the place is pretty good with good music, good company of Ron and Dilys. There were also this promoter who is damn amusing.. hahz. anyway i supposed if next time there are such events, we should really get the whole block if not hte whole hall to go.. Firstly, it's near. 2nd, atmosphere is not bad. 3rd, cheap beer and wines. SUPERB!

Nightwish - Phantom of the Opera LIVE

Nightwish Version of Phantom of the Opera..~

COool!! I like the rock feel of the song~

Les Miserables - On my own

I think that this song rocks manz....
Never watched Les Miserables or any other musicals before...
Heard that Phantom of the Opera is coming soon.. Anyone who is interested in watching with me? hahaz

Had this funny conversation with my fren today who suggested that perhaps Songs can be used as a psychology test as many of these tests can be faked... Do u think that it can work? cos in my opinion i dun think so.. Personally i feel the type of songs that you listen depends on ur current mood and life experience...


When 2 person liked the same song does it mean that they have the same personality? I doubt so...



Current songs that i been listening to these few days....

Somewhere only we know - lifehouse( original is by Keane but i prefer lifehouse's version)
I dont know you anymore- Savage garden
Cannonball- Damien Rice
Er Wo zhi dao - Mayday
Complicated Heart - Michael learns to rock( i know.. damn pri sch...)
Wave Goodbye - Steadman
You and me - Lifehouse
Deep and meaningless- Rooster

And of cos my favourite Xjapan Songs....


So wat's my personality?

went out to watch 300 with my jc frens today.. needed to go out for a breather though i haven been doing much work these 2 days...

After watching it twice i still feel that it's a very good show... I especially like the fact tat every spartan warriors protect the person on his left and his right. to fight as one...

totally enjoyed talking rubbish to my jc frens after the movie.. ate at this thai food place in Wisma which is quite the bomb... the green curry is really very nice!! plus the tom yam soup... *drool*


Hopefully i can have more outings... Haven been going out for a long time...

I knew it....





Only got one thing to say.....
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Fuck you.....................

got this from a fren's blog.

When things are available in small quantitiy, limited edition, they are usually very valuable. However, when it comes in bulk like pasar malam, its cheap and even worthless.



what do you think?

I had a dream yesterday. Cant remember the last time that i dreamt sia. must have been ages ago.
Dreamt about handball match, me scoring lotsa goals, tweety as my teammate, Ron, Dinner with Adele...

dunno wat the dream meant but it was a good dream. It feels good to be scoring goals.. hahaz.. even in my dream...=)