Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Can u describe the feeling of disappointment of losing?

sigh... was really disappointed yesterday over the loss to RH... Think there were too many individualistic moves during the game. I felt that i could have contributed so much more...
if only i dint do this, if only i did tat.... SIGH...

felt really apologetic to the final yrs... I think they are even more disappointed than me cos it's their last IHG.. really wanted to give them the Champion trophy. If only I dint miss those shots...ARGH.... played like shit!!!
The only consolation i can have is that there's next yr for me.. BUT is it really the case? How many next yr is there? There's just too much uncertainty to leave everything to next yr... sigh...



To the handball team,

It's been really enjoyable training with u all.. really learnt a lot from all of u all. I always looked up to the seniors and the alumni for guidance and it's through all your kind guidance that i have developed into the level i am now. Thanks Qinghuan, Jieming, Chailong and the rest of the team for trusting in me. Really learned a lot from all of you. hope u all will come down next yr to train the future batches of KR handball team.

Lets all not forget each other. Got time i hope all of us can meet to play a game or 2 or else we will all be rusty.. Handball is a sport that you must be constantly thinking of how you can improve your game... Legends are all normal pple like all of us.. They are just pple who go the extra mile to improve their game....
in the meantime study hard and take lotsa care..

Saturday, January 28, 2006

MIA

HAVE ANYONE SEEN WILSON LATELY?


His frens have been complaining that he do not keep in contact with them and have been disappearing..

In fact he's sort of disappearing everywhere.. in hall, in block, in sch etc...

He's been really really busy recently juggling all the comms and activities that he join for fun or for frens.... Hall production ticketing, enterprise chair, KR bazaar, FLV, openhouse, handball, basketball.....
Not to mention that there's a lot of work involve for enterprise cos he's a chair...(not a table k u lame ass)


he's been miaing from some lecture cos he really cant wake up(pigging in his rm)

JIALAT!!!


After CNY, no more MIAing from School le...



TIme to show the world wat he can achieve if he pia...!

Friday, January 27, 2006

Been really busy recently doing all the rubbish in hall and outside... kinda tired from all that already... Couldnt really do all my role to the best i can as i have really too much committments to settle them... really grateful to those who understand and helped or are still helping me with reliefing my duties...

Excitement was turned into disappointment today but it's nobody's fault. Well.. too bad ..another time lor...


Turn out my IHG semis handball match with SH is postponed to 31th of january.. IRRITATING...it's a public holiday lar! Nvm.. still looking forward to meeting SH.. Nothing is stopping us from entering the finals...!

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

MEmories...

Was checking my msn juz now when i notice my fren's nick. "4 yrs ago i made a phonecall home... to indicate i was fine." the memories came rushing back....!!

yes i was enlist on this fateful day 4 yrs ago...


Haha since jianwei decides to update his blog for me i shall do the same and update this post juz for him...

I remember my first day of enlistment being one where i felt excited and scared at the same time.. i wanted to know what was installed for me and also scared cos i heard a lot of stories on how army was.....
remembered tat i was in section 1 of my platoon. a total of 20 pple in my bunk if i am not wrong... there is a no that ORD together with me.. pple like jianwei, wei jin, wut sing, joseph and Ivan etc...
first time i remembered about jianwei was that he perspire more than me!! hahaha... as it turns out we were buddy in a sense cos we were slping beside each other on the upper deck of the double deck bed... hahaa...

those memories.... about waking up at 4 plus and preparing for waterparade, and fearing the all too familar sound of slippers dragging along the corridor and getting tekan for no reasons at all...

Those were the days... sigh...


really long never meet up with my commandos frens le... miss them... why must most of them be in ntu and not nus...



















Anywya this was wat u always shouted during our water parade "SWIFT AND DEADLY, COMMANDO!!" And we sure live up to our company's motto! we were really swift and deadly during our missions... Best company for 2 yrs running... BEAT TAT! wat more BEST PLATOON for 2 yrs running!!


Miss company line sia.. miss my platoon...dunno y also... it just seems that we can achieve anything together...

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Disappointment

Been really busy with enterprise recently... in between trying to organise the comm members to sell the CNY goodies, getting the enterprise rm ready, publicity for enterprise rm, making sure that the enterprise room is ready to be opened, there is also KR mini bazaar and KR bazaar.... SUper headache... to make thing worse there's FLV and also openhouse!!! BEen juggling all these with my studies.... I feel like a part time student...

to make thing worse there have been pple who have been chuing all sort of pattern with me..Their name whom i shall not reveal... AND DARE TO BLOODY SHOW ME ATTITUDE...

*censored*


Hai...

did i mention that the repair cost of my laptop is $1375? SO bloody expensive!!!! sigh.. looking for tuition and job lobang.. anyone?

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Sweet sweet win~!

Just had handball match in the morning against TH. We managed to win them 17-16.. close call?
actually no... i feel that our team is much better in terms of skills. I feel that we did not play to our max potential.. but I am still glad that we grew during hte training and managed to come back and win the match cos we were trailing behind by 1,2 goals for most of the game.

AND AND AND AND AND!!! i finally managed to lose my virginity(i mean for handball)!! Scored 2 goals today!!! yay!! yaozong had a good game too with many of his penetration beating the opponents. i must say the TH keeper is really quite something. he managed to save quite a lot of shots from yannick and company. However i think our keeper rocks! MArtin is the bomb sia.. he managed many spectacular saves !!!

very tired now after the match... played the whole match today.. haha.. I guess i will ask sheng xing to replace me and let me have some match experience in the coming match ba.. the year 1 needs the opportunity to experience how it is like to play in IHG.. they are the future of KR handball... i still remember being quite a blur pivot last yr.. juz running around into all the empty space that i can c, panicking when i get the ball to shoot.. This yr i think i am more calm when i get the ball in the 6 m area... shall make sure i score 100% of my shots in the 6m line...

Looking for to the next match...
KR WARRIORS!!!

Absent Minded and CAreless mE

Have been really busy these few weeks... n it's not helping that a lot of things cock up. FIrstly. spilled my maggi on my laptop, misplace my enterprise key for the dunno how many times le... ARGH!!!

i shall make an effort to finish watever i need to do and yet at the same time not forget about little little things....
GRRR....

Thursday, January 05, 2006


taken about 2-3 months ago.. steph and me.. haha..i look like a cock.. haha Posted by Picasa

PRU pple at NUSSU appreciation dinner Posted by Picasa

eating rochor beancurd in some ulu corner Posted by Picasa

04/00 gathering.. so many of us turned up!! haha Posted by Picasa

ROLEX OUTING!

it's been millions of yrs since i went out with my engin camp group" ROLEX". wat i can say is tat my engin camp freshies are the bomb!!! haha..i think most of them will agree with me that it's been a really fun day hanging out together..
they met for sentosa in the morning but as i was busy trying to settle my enterprise stuff, all the CNY stuff, i did not join them. I even had to skip handball training so that i can get some work done. SO i met them later in the afternoon in harbour front where we went to suntec to eat. been a while since i have been to the city area so it was pretty refreshing. WEnt Kenny rogers to consume our dinner. i think dinner was really the bomb cos all of us were like talking rubbish all the way, with pple like lester and you li wat do u expect?? We played this " i have never" game which totally rocks..!! hahaha.. many dark secrets were exposed but i shall leave out the content of them cos we promised not to tell.. haha. but it was a damn funny experience sia.. All the funny things that we said.. haha.. damn hilarious i tell u.. haha

We went to marina to play pool shortly after our meal. MY GOD!!! i am really out of practice sia.. haha couldnt even aim properly during the first few matches.. it was after some time that my form came back to me. haha.. ME and lee ching were unbeatable! hahaa.. =)

in all i really enjoyed meeting all of them today. feel really at home with them... haha.. i wish that my union camp pple were that close to me... sigh... my union camp pple are really separated into many small groups with a lot of them phamtomising themselves from the rest of the group..I dun know why sia. I think i should organise a FERVO outing soon... to eat or something...hmm..

dint have time for a lot of things lately. hopefully i can go out this weekend. the past few weeks i have been either too tired or too busy to go out..

Sunday, January 01, 2006

NEW YR RESOLUTION

hmm.. was too bored in my room waiting for the basketball meeting later at 11 so i decide to start thinking what my new year resolution is.

let's c... hmm...
1) i must place more emphasis on my studies.!! gonna make sure i c some As this sem..!!
2) Gonna save up and get my driving lessons during the long hols.
3) i want to be able to get back into shape in time for reservist.
4) I am going to make sure i go for all lessons unless i got valid reasons.


hahah.. tat's all i can think for now...

personality test!

Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.

You are very self-sufficient and methodical. You presume to know where you are going but need to find a person who will recognise the way you are, not be too demanding and who is, as they say in Italy, 'Simpatico'.

There are times of everyone's life when 'compromise' is the name of the game and this is the time, so you have no alternative but to forgo some pleasures for the time being. You are capable of achieving satisfaction through physical activity.

You are frustrated and stressed. You appreciate the finer things in life but at all times you appear to stay aloof, critical of everything and everyone about you. You will not be carried away by your emotions and you refuse to trust anyone or any situation unless genuineness and integrity can be absolutely vouched for. Therefore, you keep a strict and watchful control on your feelings as you must know exactly where you stand at all times. You demand complete sincerity as a protection against your own tendency to be too trusting.

You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.

http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

Friday, December 30, 2005

busy busy busy!!! have been meaning to update my blog but haven really had the chance.. training followed by meeting followed by training... kaoz.. now i am aching all over... I really need a massage now sia.. haha...

anyway anyone interested in setting up a store for KR bazaar which is on the 7th to 9th feb pls msg me..

dunno wat mod to choose. should i take econs together with junxing and siyong or should i clear my science gem and take heavenly maths with wanyun and whoever... hmm... wat should i take sia..

i think i need to organise another ROLEX outing soon cos i feel really bad for missing out on the outing tat day cos of friendly match. Perhaps i should organise a FERVO outing too.. hmm.. but i wonder how many pple will turn up sia...hmm...

Monday, December 26, 2005

Lonely christmas by Eason Chan

谁又骑著那鹿车飞过 
忘掉投下那礼物給我凝視那灯饰 
只有今晚最光最亮 
却照亮我的寂寞

#
谁又能善心亲一亲我 
由唇上来验证我幸福过头上那飘雪 
想要棲息我肩膊上 
到最后也別去么

@
Merry, Merry Christmas 
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
人浪中想真心告白 但妳只想听听笑话
Lonely, Lonely Christmas
Merry,Merry Christmas 
明日灯饰必须拆下 换到欢呼声不过一剎

Repeat # @

明晨遇到
亦记不到和谁在醉酒中偷偷拥抱仍然在傻笑 
但妳哪知道我想哭和谁撞到 亦怕’生保’ 
宁愿在醉酒中辛苦呕吐仍然在头痛 
合唱的诗歌听不到

Thursday, December 22, 2005

Lobang required..

HK liao... i think i should start looking for alternative routes liao..
Insurance agent? hahaa... NTI? hahaha... think i muz start looking around for gd biz opportunities and chiong le.. seh...

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

realised that i have not been updating my blog lately..
i had been super busy.. enterprise meeting, kr bazaar meetings, trainings etc.. and i haven even add my flv meetings and openhouse meetings... damn..! did i juz gave myself too much stuff to do again?
really glad i have competent pple in my enterprise comm and pple such as wei wen the ever so capable ger.. haha.. i was really impressed by her capabilities in yr1 when she was attached to me to help out in the finding of sponsors for hall production.

haven been catching up with a alot of pple... missed my guitar club frens and also my cdo frens outings due to trainings, dint have the time to meet up with my pru frens, my jc frens.. All that i have been doing is trainings, meetings n the remainding of the time slping cos too exhausted le.
Therefore i was really glad to go out on wine tasting with qinghuan, ron, yz, vincent and wenguang last sat . it was damn fun sia.. haha tried out 10 different types of wine.. for some reason the waiter there seem to like me a lot sia.. kept gaving a lot of wine each time we request to try a certain wine.. we were barely halfway done when we (or is it only me) start to feel a bit high le.. haha.. damn cool.. the atmosphere is good.. we went nuss at suntec area to watch soccer.. i think the ambience there is quite good also.haha a nice place to chill
Sunday i managed to find time to watch movie with qinghuan, yz and eileen.. haha. damn fun i think haha.. although we juz watch kingkong finish then go home le, but i enjoyed the company n the movie haha..cos i have been craving for movie since before the exams sia.. haha.. SHIOK!!!!

today jb trip was quite fun.. haha.. although it wasnt like wat i expect but it was still damn fun!
we went ktving in jb.. believe? haha.. its damn cheap can? juz show ur student pass and u only need to pay 5++ringgit!!! IS TAT CHEAP OR WAT!!! and the thing is the system is quite updated too.. i would say it is very similar to kbox. yup the standard is there one plus cheap rates.. PERFECT COMBI!! haha.. sang for a few hours and zao sia until i shiok.. haha`
after that we went to eat seafood.. haha.. although they complain that the crab is not very nice but i htink in general the seafood meal is damn nice.. haha.. maybe cos i am easily satisfied? haha... bought a bag and a tshirt after tat before coming back..

damn.. i should control my money expenditure.. been spending a lot lately. stocking up my rm, buying clothes and stuff haha..

Dun really have the christmas mood yet.. dunno why...

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

sick n tired..

I am getting quite pissed by pple's impression of me..
when i say tat i very sian.. all the pple all i dunno one in my camp group u know wat's the reply?
"nvm one lar.. u so hong.. sure can one.."

It's not the first time i hear tat le... it's pissing me off lor. Hong ur head lar.. NAbe.... FINE... Say all u wan... i Am too SICK N TIRED to care anyway...




In a grumpy mood.. Lack of slp, too much plannings, Obstacles hindering me from doing things that i want..
i shall just talk to myself only everything n preventing conversation to even guys if not they say i chee hong guys.. *grumble grumble*

Sunday, December 04, 2005

bits and pieces of my thoughts.

i shall attempt to write something lar stupid jianwei...

Hmm.. this sem have been quite the roller coaster ride... finally gave up on something... which is actually quite a good thing..3 sems le.. wat u wan me to do sia.. haha... It wasnt easy for me i guess but tat's life... have to get used to it n learn from the experience i guess...

told myself that my priority will be my studies this sem.. in the end dint really achieve that but at least i tried. there were stuffs tat i wanted to do but chose to postpone it or gave up on it due to exams.. Whether it's for better or for worse we shall c...

Dint have a mod that i am confident of scoring As..sigh... There are juz some pple that are way consistent and hardworking than i am... I have NEVER been consistent.. a bad habit picked up since sec sch...

Realised that i haven been meeting up with my frens. my cdo brothers, my npcc frens, and all the other frens whose frenship i hold dear in my heart cos i stay in hall. Hall seems to have this great power to make someone VERY lazy to go out and meet pple... cant remember when's the last time i went town sia... I Honestly wan to watch movie very very much but yet i dun feel like watching alone...

Went to meet up with my npcc frens juz now.. glad that i met them... i guessed everyone is busy with their own life during term time and only have time for one another during hols... hanging around in AMK with them gave me fond memories of the times we spent together in catholic high.

I dun really like guys who flirt around even if they got gf... dunno why but i feel if u are single and u wanna flirt around it's perfectly okay... but if u are attached it's a totally dif story all together... It juz my lao tu belief i think. It says alot about the person.

Ron commented that i am a different person altogether in front of the ger tat i like... hmm... thinking back i think so too.. i dunno why too... haha... pt noted...Hope i wont make the same mistake next time ba.. haha=P

To a certain fren.. are u sure u wan to be the third party in a relationship? hmm.. think about it ba.. worth it?

to jianwei. Lets meet up leh.. my hands are damn itchy for mahjong... and i really wan to go malaysia to eat and stuff.. jio ah kou cj they all..=) steady? haha

To another fren.. Be strong man... It's part and parcel of life i guess.. We will be behind u. honestly i think u deserve better.


To fren 3, pls dun make the same mistake again... she's not worth it... gd luck with ur project angel~ =P

To fren 4, Glad that u got together with her after 1 yr.. really admire ur patience... jiayou yar? try to pay more attention to ur studies lar... ur worse than me lar.. at least i go for SOME lectures.. haha

To myself.. WAKE UP UR IDEA!!! time to plan enterprise stuff le lar..!!! ur bloody aim is to get into NOC Leh.. ur grades like shit how u expect to get in.. Conc of studies next sem and make sure u do a good job in all that u signed up for... Get a hold of ur life dude... Driving license.. its time to start saving up for it!!!