the best thing that happened in my life...

went for lessons today... realised that i have a lot of work to catch up on... sigh..

suddenly just felt that i signed up for too much things le... initially i wanted to be NUS openhouse PD. lucky thing i dint or else look at my present state now... HAven attended ANY meeting at all... mostly cos i was too busy with other projects or hall stuffs....

felt quite burned out about joining comms... decide NOT to join any comms next yr and juz focus totally on sch work and sports... probably join a culture thing or something..

feel tat i dint contribute as much as i wan to towards ALL my comms due to my busy schedule.. should not sign up so many things in the future.... should just conc on stuff that either benefits my pocket or towards my sch work or passion...


Anyway feel so lucky and blessed to be with u ger... u really brighten up my day everytime i c u...

Kr open was held succesfully at RP !!!

went to play handball with my hall pple in RP this morning... the alumni came along too.. It's supposed to be some kind of interaction between the alumni and the current KR residents and also a chance for all to play some good old handball.~

In my honest opinion i think that the KR wonderkids played quite well... hahaha... The KR wonderkids comprises of talents such as zackie, ron, jingxian, jing rui, gerrald and not forgetting huan chao... think all of them play quite well today. Initially there were some bad passes but as we start to warm up we can c much better cooperation blah blah blah...
However i tot i was very selfish during the last game.. juz kept trying to do the 2nd right move then shoot and stuff... dint allow the wave to proceed.. sigh... one tracked mind sia... perhaps i should juz be content being juz a pivot... but i really wan to learn how to play on the outside to bring in more dimension to my game n contribute more to the team... if yannick is not playing next yr( cross fingers) there is a lack of shooters around that can blast the ball past the keeper at 9 m or further...

really hope the yr1s and even the seniors can step up and improve on their gameplay for next yr.. hopefully we can achieve gold next yr...

damn... gotta do enterprise stuff again... i realised i hate to do accounts... should have gotten someone to do it for me....
=(

at long last flv is over... hall production is also gonna be over tonight... quite relieved that i am only left with one more project - nus openhouse-

just have to endure a bit more....



things are starting to look better... hahaa.. for tat i am really glad... yay!!!

computer

hmmm.. went pass my friendly neighbourhood computer shop yesterday then just out of impulse i went in to ask whether my laptop can be repair.. IT can!!! for about 500 plus... hmmm.. but i dunno can trust one or not leh... hmmm...

Wat should i do? sounds quite reasonable to me? perhaps i should go Sim lim to check out the situation...

I dunno what to expect.. sigh.. well... i think just let things flow by themselves n c how it goes..

Can u describe the feeling of disappointment of losing?

sigh... was really disappointed yesterday over the loss to RH... Think there were too many individualistic moves during the game. I felt that i could have contributed so much more...
if only i dint do this, if only i did tat.... SIGH...

felt really apologetic to the final yrs... I think they are even more disappointed than me cos it's their last IHG.. really wanted to give them the Champion trophy. If only I dint miss those shots...ARGH.... played like shit!!!
The only consolation i can have is that there's next yr for me.. BUT is it really the case? How many next yr is there? There's just too much uncertainty to leave everything to next yr... sigh...



To the handball team,

It's been really enjoyable training with u all.. really learnt a lot from all of u all. I always looked up to the seniors and the alumni for guidance and it's through all your kind guidance that i have developed into the level i am now. Thanks Qinghuan, Jieming, Chailong and the rest of the team for trusting in me. Really learned a lot from all of you. hope u all will come down next yr to train the future batches of KR handball team.

Lets all not forget each other. Got time i hope all of us can meet to play a game or 2 or else we will all be rusty.. Handball is a sport that you must be constantly thinking of how you can improve your game... Legends are all normal pple like all of us.. They are just pple who go the extra mile to improve their game....
in the meantime study hard and take lotsa care..