anyone miss this?? cant wait to go block outing... tat is if i got the money~ haha donations anyone??hahahaaa 

I shall play better this yr~!!! 

e day i broke my specs and officially retire from ibg or icbg or watever 2005... 

AN ZHUA~!!! BEH SONG AR~!!! hahaa..me and junli trying to act ah beng and ah lian~... who look more attitude? 

to my close fren

When defending yourself is a wasted effort, don’t even try. It’s too tiring.
I realized something. Some people just keep coming back, no matter how hard you swat them with a fly trap. But some people will never return, no matter how hard you scream for them to. That’s the irony of life, isn’t it?

If the person already implying u are a fly, why bother to ask anymore... this ger is juz not worth it.. treatin u like dirt now yar? there are much better gers out there more worthy of ur attention... no pt putting ur time into someone who dun even bother... true?

suddenly i am the love expert now sia.. i dunno wat the situation now between u and her but i juz think she's not worth it yar? DIU~!

Brothers~ Too bad YZ ... U not around tat time...=P 

jie jun and wan yun~~ (oppps... sorrie lester=P) 

haha.. so many gerSS~~~~ WOHAHAHAHA~ 

BURP~~

i really think the food in sheares is MUCH MUCH better than fong seng.. fong seng food juz sucks.. haha.. damn i am so bloated cos of the food now... burp~

anyway there's this particular fren of mine who is being "harrassed" by a guy now supposingly... all i can say that if u dun come clean with what ur doing of cos u will get harrased lar.... DUH~!! dun wan to say too much.. not my prob anyway haha...

my this dear dieting fren juz ended her dieting juz now.. haha... u c? i was right~! haha... nvm try again tmr yar?lol... i shall start to stop eating supper also.. jian fei... getting way outta shape.. haha...

anyway starting to feel the heat already of exams... i am like soo dead~! there's like so much to study.. hmmm.. better pia pia pia le... i mean study.. not the pia k? =P.. omg wat am i writing? haha...anyway thanks dinah and miaohui for sending me the photos.. i still have a lot more with pple but i dunno who also....

Someone is on Diet

Apparantly according to a very reliable source(me~), a certain fifth floor ger is officially starting her diet tmr... meaning THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END~!!!!
hahaa..

anyway juz celebrated janice's bday juz now.. it's quite fun.. like very long never c so many pple on the rooftop liao leh... haha... Janice, u rock~! Have a great bday yar??

where are all my photos?

hey pple.. i am trying to get my formal dinner photos and my hall bash photos... i asked a lot of pple to take for me but somehow no one seems to be sending me the photos.. so pls pls pls msn me to tell me u have the photos and pass me the photos yar?
thanks a lot..=P

my DATE~!! haha... pretty or not? haha...the dating game was really quite fun cos of her.. haha super crazy one.. =P 

HAPPY BDAY JANICE~

YA... forgot to post this yesterday but HAPPY BDAY JANICE~!!!!
U ROCK~!!! haha.. it's been great having u as a fren, as hallmates~! =)

rushing for class? try taking the express LORRY~ 

why no one write on my tagboard.. sob sobz~ WOHAHAHA 

i wan a dog...~  

Brothers~! We look like cock instead of looking hiphop.. haha.. but well... gd attempt lar.. haha..=P 

View from last yr... I need more photos like this to improve... let me know where my mistakes are.... but i think i was generally okay in this photo.. maybe my arms are a bit too low...hmmm.. comments? hahah 

missing my hp..

I miss my handphone... my nice nice samsung E700a~!!... okay.. maybe it's not TAT nice but i still miss it... It's still at the service centre and they have yet to call me to ask me to collect... hmm... I wan to take photos~!!!

CHangI ViLLAGe~

Went to send off Xun Yu juz now... hope she will adapt fast to the culture there and have lotsa of fun... most importantly hope she will find wat she wants in life while studying there ...


We WENT CHANGI VILLAGE~!!!!! hahah... damn shiok cos i damn long never go there eat le.. been meaning to go back to eat since i finished my reservist. haha... had my yummy chicken cutlet noodles(last time was much better) and my fav red tea longan... MMMM~ heavenly~!
haha.. yz, ron n pearlyn think so too..=)

We wanted to check out hte bapoks one but i guess we were out of luck... the only person tat remotely looks like a bapok is me lar!... Guess it's juz not sightseeing day..=P Too bad pearlyn tat u dun get to c them during ur first time in changi village~!

I miss my army days.. days where we can juz hang out in changi village and have fun.. days where we run to changi beach and back... DAMn... Where are my platoon mates~!! those were the days man~! I never regret sweating and bleeding during my time in army... yar.. sure all my platoon pple feel the same way too...

FOR HONOUR AND GLORY~!

OMG~!!!

i juz changed my setting to my blog and guess wat? MY TAGBOARD IS GONE GONE GONE!!!!
wah piang... sian diao sia... wth... now muz go find out how to put back the tagboard le... boo...
hahaa..

okay.. kingman u dont eat and eat and eat lar.. u juz keep wanting to eat... is tat better? haha.. like my block Ms blink blink... =P

have been at the engine bridge since about 1115am. supposed to study but up to now i have been fiddling with my blog and listening to songs.. haha... later muz hand up the stupid design shit... i hate AUTOCAD... haha...

later have to send off a fren who have been in hall only for a short period of time yet was quite close with us... Xun yu is going overseas to study!!! BYe ger... your presence will be misssed... No one is eating my oranges now tat u left.. haha... nvm .. more for myself then...=P

cute scenes.. haha...

i think our freshies are quite the bomb lar.. damn cute freshies around doing funny stuff..
haha... u all should c pearlyn sleeping on yz's or should i say janice's beanbag.. haha... look like a baby sia... dianah also.. anywhere also can sleep.. so amusing..


Juz got treated to supper by albert and king man.. not bad sia... simple but nice food.. haha we need more of this in our block man`! haha.. but i consider it funny cos we were like cooking maggi mee and frying eggs and luncheon meat at erm... 4 am? hahahaa.. but it's a fun experience no doubt..=) let's do it again~!


Another interesting thing is the carebear gummi bear game.. DID ALL of u see that hugh "poster" juz outside 6th floor lift for Ceying? Wah piang.. damn big can... All of a sudden it reminds me of dating game... last yr also never so kua zhang except for a certain senior who wrote this famous(or should i say infamous) quote for a certain freshman...

" TO THE WORLD YOU ARE JUZ A GER... BUT TO ME, YOU ARE THE WORLD..."

Glad to c a lot of freshies all very enthu about the game.. pple have been asking me where to place the letters to their bears and also already some of them are very active in writing letters to their bears le... HAHA...this is so FUN~!

i shall attempt to post something funny on my next blog... since i got "discovered" by yz and company tat i have a blog...

guess who's leg? which is ss leg? hahaa...no offense ss.... 

cheryl and me~ 

Cannon Ball

Still a little bit of your taste in my mouth
Still a little bit of you laced with my doubt
Still a little hard to say what's going on
Still a little bit of your ghost your witness
Still a little BIT of your face I haven't kissed
You step a little closer EACH DAY
Still I can't SAY what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannonball


Still a little bit of your song in my ear
Still a little bit of your words I long to hear
You step a little closer TO ME
So close that I can't see what's going on

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to lie
Life taught me to die
So it's not hard to fall
When you float like a cannon

Stones taught me to fly
Love taught me to cry
So come on courage!
Teach me to be shy
'Cause it's not hard to fall
And I don't WANNA scare her
It's not hard to fall
And I don't wanna lose
It's not hard to grow
When you know that you just don't know

xintian`!! haha i cant stop not doing tat silly look...=P 

this is really a wacky photo~! haha.. me and huiching~ 

the group photo!!! all of us juz look gd dun we?? 

i look like i am hugging xintian meh? haha .. tat's wat sy says... HMMMM.... 

wacky me~! 

Beer Addicts~! 

Damn nice song

Went to listen to this band sing at timbre today.. the band is called EIC and they totally rock~! i really enjoyed myself a lot alot... HAPPY BDAY HUICHING~!!!!




James Blunt - You're Beautiful Lyrics
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
Fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you.

The ExamA student comes to a young professor's office hours. She glances down the hall, closes his door, kneels pleadingly.

"I would do anything to pass this exam."
She leans closer to him, flips back her hair, gazes meaningfully into his eyes.

"I mean..." she whispers, "...I would do... anything!!!"



He returns her gaze. "Anything???"




"Yes,... Anything!!!"






His voice turns to a whisper.









"Would you........... study???"

advice for fren...

a certain fren of mine is having probs with his ex... he still cant give up on his ex... The thing is i can understand how he feels.. it's sucks when gers do not give u the reason why they have to enf the relationship... it's really unfair to the other party...

if one day i were to be in a relationship and break off i would wan my ger to tell me exactly wat is wrong... not tat kinda bullshit...

one word for that fren of mine.. u deserve better than someone who dun even care enough to tell u the reasons... why still harbour feelings for her....?

wat the fuck

i deserve to be kicked in the butt and condemned forever... why do i feel so pissed off still when i think about her? jialat lar.. i wan to move on~!!!


most prob she's having fun with zhiyou now so why should i feel so unhappy over her? She's not even sad that we have to end up like that so why should i care?

I feel like shit now... There are much better pple out there but why do i still have to have feelings lingering for her? it should be severed by now but i still get jealous... why is that so?
even when my heart feels like moving on?

WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF

why linger on to something when the stand is already so clear le? Why? sometimes i really wan to be able to cry out loud but i juz cant cry out... numb? dead? maybe...

I guess it will take some time before i can trust gers enough.. To be able to chase a ger anymore... Right now i dun feel like doing any steps to do anything..

ron say i was too idealistic when i told him for me now i dun wan to chase a ger until i know she's likes me.. but honestly tat's how i feel for now.. even though there might be pple out there whom i am really interested in, i am juz not ready to venture.. would much rather juz be friends first.. do not wan to bring myself to the stage where i can get hurted...

i bared my heart and soul to u totally but u destroyed it ... not once but thrice... how can i ever do the same to anybody? i really wonder... once bitten twice shy? i dumb enough to get bitten thrice...4th time u bet i be DAmn bloody careful...

i hope tat someday u realised wat a bitch u r....

hp

my hp chiu`! the screen damn screwed up.. keep having to open very little or else i wont be able to c hte image..
u dunno how hard it's to msg lar... irritating~! i need a new phone~!!!!

me and my cockster hair. 

me in elaine room to talk rubbish.. haha i look liek cock she look cute.. haha 

advice from other pple's blog

The Typical Two-Timing Scenario
A friend of mine is dating a girl who is attached. The girl said she like my friend more, but does not want to discuss about breaking up with her boyfriend. In their 'confusion', she ends up dating both guys for a period of time. Till now.My friend is tired. Staying on hurts. And hanging in mid-air like this doesn't seem to get him anywhere.Sometimes, giving an ultimatum helps. If the girl cannot bear to lose you, the 3rd party, she will break up with her boyfriend to be with you. If she cannot decide now, she will probably never be ready to decide about you. She may just want the best of both worlds. It is better to drop such a girl, because she may one day do same thing to you when you are together. That is, two-time you. At least, this has happened to some friends I know.You know, we often run into 'glitches' in our lives. The best person to listen to, may not be our friends, it may instead, be this little voice in all of us. Even during the darkest hour, we will sometimes hear a small voice inside, telling us what we should be doing instead.It could the 'missing' logical part of us. Our head.Magnifying the voice will sometimes lead us to the best solution to the problem at hand.Because I believe, that a relationship need not have so much pain before you enjoy the happiness. And inside us, we all know it. We just need to get around to do something about it.

copied from a block i saw.. haha somehow the guy sounds like me.... advice taken....i will start listening to myself..

WHy do i even CARE~!

I concluded.. she think i am some piece of shit that she can bloody kick me around and fucking lie to me... Sigh.. 1 yr plus of friendship... to think that i like her for so bloody long... in the end she chose to avoid me... to go to zhiyou's room. WTF~! u barely know him for 3 weeks in chatting? and you do tat to me? someone who u know for 1 yr plus? GO TO HELL...

You think you are really that beautiful and stuff and that the fucking world revolves around u?
No~! it's not true... U think the guys that chase you are after u? NO~! they are juz after your looks your body...if you dun wan to bloody value yourself as a girl then u can carry living your life this way. Maybe u just love the attention that they give u... U love the sweet talk but in fact the reason why they do tat is so that they can get into your pants...


I am utterly disappointed in you... It hurts so bad that i am getting numb... i feel like drowning myself in alcohol everyday.. i even have the urge to bloody slit my own hands... why do i have such feelings? i dun wan such feelings.~! everyday i am i like some walking zombie... WHY~!!! FOR WAT?/? i dunno... i dun wan such feelings.. i dun wan to make myself sooo bloody miserable for someone who will never treasure me.. who will never waste her time on me... maybe if i were to disappear tmr u wont even know that i am gone...

Y cant you open ur bloody eyes and c wat's really going on?? U really think junjie liked you last time? you really think lawrance liked u for who u are ? why do u think zhiyou is interested in you? Is it cos of the momo incident or is it he likes u for who u are? DO you really know him after chatting with him for wat? 3 weeks max? I am nOT gonna wish u happiness.. cos i know you are not gonna get it...


i hope someday u will understand how hurted i am but i guess u will never know.. there will always be guy A.B.C chasing after you.. To you i am juz a diaposable softtoy...


Stop giving me all you lies and excuses.. i have gave you the benefit of the doubt for too long...

this is gonna be the last time i am ever gonna write anything about u.. this is the last time i am gonna shred my heart into 1 million pieces because of u...how silly can i get..? get myself heartbroken cos of u for 3 times~!! i muz be the silliest guy on earth....
y do i ever bother liking someone who never cares for me... who juz treat me like filth...?

i never ever wanna feel this way anymore... enough of my suicidal thoughts.... i mustnt lose the dignity of a guy... i have my ego too...there's only so much hurt i can take....

UnResolved`

finally i finally went to her room and confront her with the issue... she told me she isnt together with him yet.. but is it true ? i dun know... halfway throughout the conversation she msg someone on hp n she told me it's replying her mom. which i give the benefit of the doubt to cos her mom is really looking for her.i finally told her about my unhappiness that she does not trust me enough to share things with me. i dint told her exactly but i really hate it when she dun tell me stuff tat involves me... I told her how worried i was how jealous i was.. i dunno why i tell her all that shit but yar i just let it off my chest.. perhaps it's not a wise thing to do... perhaps i shouldnt have told her all that stuff.. but i really really am very hurted now... i no longer care the consequences. maybe i will never talk to her again after this and we cant even be friends. but once thing i am sure...


i was never friends with her. i wanted her to be my everything.


maybe i just cant say sweet things about you all the time but everything that i have ever spoken to you i really mean it. maybe i dun have enough experience in relationship and stuff that's why i do really have the habit of telling someone that i miss her a lot and stuff.. maybe i am just this weird idiot that is just a passerby in your life.


Anyway this matter is still unresolved from your side. although i can try to understand and give you the benefit of the doubt that you fell asleep cos of medication. i wonder if u are juz pretending to sleep so that you do not tackle the issue. i hope it's not the latter although i choose the believe the first one.


you got to think it over and i cant tell you what to do. but i guess wanna you to be happy. i have felt enough hurt tat i no longer want to be hurt anymore. to allow pple to attack my weak side. to show my weak side to pple. but i dunno whenever it comes to you, i cant help it.. sighz...
relaly hope taht she can really spend time to think it over.

maybe we aint gonna be friends anymore but i still wish you all the best. be matured and be please be honest with me.i want to resolve this shit..

photo from the past..sigh 

rag day... ron, yaozong qingyou and me~