Can u describe the feeling of disappointment of losing?

sigh... was really disappointed yesterday over the loss to RH... Think there were too many individualistic moves during the game. I felt that i could have contributed so much more...
if only i dint do this, if only i did tat.... SIGH...

felt really apologetic to the final yrs... I think they are even more disappointed than me cos it's their last IHG.. really wanted to give them the Champion trophy. If only I dint miss those shots...ARGH.... played like shit!!!
The only consolation i can have is that there's next yr for me.. BUT is it really the case? How many next yr is there? There's just too much uncertainty to leave everything to next yr... sigh...



To the handball team,

It's been really enjoyable training with u all.. really learnt a lot from all of u all. I always looked up to the seniors and the alumni for guidance and it's through all your kind guidance that i have developed into the level i am now. Thanks Qinghuan, Jieming, Chailong and the rest of the team for trusting in me. Really learned a lot from all of you. hope u all will come down next yr to train the future batches of KR handball team.

Lets all not forget each other. Got time i hope all of us can meet to play a game or 2 or else we will all be rusty.. Handball is a sport that you must be constantly thinking of how you can improve your game... Legends are all normal pple like all of us.. They are just pple who go the extra mile to improve their game....
in the meantime study hard and take lotsa care..