Since i was helping elaine with her tagboard i decided to do something with my blog...

i gave it a new skin~!
hahaz..


since it's the day after my bday, it's a new year for me.. the 24th year of my existence in this world... have u all wondered what is your purpose of your existence?

think bout it...




Anyway just like to thank all those who remembered my bday and bothered to at least msg me to wish me happy bday. really appreciate it. must thank guoyong for his "girly" present.. hahz.. feels weird getting it from you but well. i still like it a lot..

also special thanks for zhen yi for your nice note and sweets. though you tot i am yr 4 i shall forgive u...

And Dilys for the macdonald's breakfast.! cheer up okay?

the Kr E blkers for the squashed up cake.. hahz.

lishe for specially coming up to wish me happy bday.

Junli and yz for the snowman that u all still owe me.. hohoho

chen chen, ronson and des for the bday wish.

Ron and shanny for the late balestier supper porriedge treat. hahz.

the bunch of pru pple for "remembering" my bday. =P

and of cos my CE khakis , junxing, siyong diona for the bday wishes.

Feels weird to be thanking pple on my blog but who cares! this is MY BLOG and i shall do wat i like with it!








hope that my bday wish will come true...

Sweet victory

Kudos to all my handballers and the supporters during our match against TH yesterday. Although it's a last min arrangement to play TH instead of SH ( lots of reasons), we managed to emerge victorious.. Personally i feel that the atmosphere was good despite the initial sian diaoness when we cant seem to find the court.
This year's team is showing a lot of potential in their teamwork although in terms of technical skill wise, i feel that the previous batches were better. Now i think i just have to work out a few minor issues beforewhich we will be really scary...~

oh yar. and i forgot all about my bday till Dinah came by to wish me happy bday..! blur me.. hahz.. i think as one ages, u will really appreciate those who remember ur bday and bother to msg to say a happy bday. Cos i feel really touched when Guoyong came over to find me to pass me a present, who he say is quite girly(i agree) but it's damn cute.. not the typical guy give guy present but well... I like it! it's the thought that counts i guess.

So what m i gg to do for my bday? nothing.. been resting a lot cos i really walked a lot yesterday which i shouldnt and i stand for very long ago. Therefore trying my best to limit the amt of distance that i should walk and also to lie in bed more.( It's not an excuse to just slack in bed cos of the weather.. although.....)

Hope that all of my frens will be happy and have a smooth sailing year... For myself i just wish that i can recover soon and this yr will be a good year for me and all the bad luck is washed away~

Hospital food.. not the bomb at all.. i barely touched it... MOM's cooking beat it anytime!
Hall food is tasty as compared to this!

Me when i was damn groggy due to the anaestatic... HATE TO STAY HOSPITAL.. 

My "bracelet" during my short stay in the hospital. I got 2 cos transferred from one department to the other. 

knee operation

Just after the operation. Look at the Swelling!!

taken 2 weeks after... much better.. but still......
Taken about 1 week after my operation. Still swollen...



knee operation is definately not fun... It's really suffering man...=(

In the Shadow...

No sleep,
No sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop,
Won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer

Sometimes, I feel like going down, I'm so disconnected
Somehow, I know that I am haunted to be wanted

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life
In the shadows
In the shadows

They say, that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave

Sometimes, I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Somehow, I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

Lately, I've been walking, walking in circles
Watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me
Come take me higher

I've been watching, I've been waiting
In the shadows for my time
I've been searching, I've been living
For tomorrows all my life

I've been watching,
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been living,
for tomorrows....

In the shadows....

In the shadows.....

I've been waiting.....

a particular fren of mine is under a lot of stress now due to her mother's condition. As a friend i really want to do something for her but well.. there isnt much tat i can do or most of us can do as a whole.. Just have to pray for her and her mother, pray that everything will be fine for her family.
If u are reading this blog just know that you can call me anytime(24/7) if u need a listening ear or u need any assistance of any kind. I will try my very best to help.

staying at home

had my operation on the 10th jan... Second time that i had such a operation.. was quite sian diao about it....

Anyway from previous experience, after the operation, i will feel like vomitting and so i requested to stay over in NUH. just wanna thank those who came over to visit me when i was feeling very sian diao. ShanShan, Huiching, Siyong, Jeff, Darren and Yaozong.. Really appreciate it... Thanks those who send me well wishes also.

Anyway after a week of rehab, i am able to walk without my crutches le. just that it's not stable. For those who know, i was supposed to have a operation on my knee to reconstruct my ACL ligament but during the operation, my menicus was also repaired which makes the rehab process slower than for normal ACL cases... There is also this numbness on certain parts of my knee and calves... Hope that this numbness goes away soon. Apparantly it's because the nerves were "disturbed" during the operation.

This operation bring back bad memories during my time in army where i had to go for this same operation on my right knee. All the things that was taken from me just because of that and the struggle to get them back. Just hope that i can recover fully so that i can "jog at will". Like what i told SHanshan, It's about having the OPTION to do that... When tat option is taken away from you it's damn miserable.

Anyway just wanna complain about the inefficiency of NUS. I appealed for 2 modules, Microeconomics analysis 1(EC2101) and Macroeconomics analysis 1(EC2102) a few weeks ago.. Up till now there isnt any reply of ANY sort. They could have at least reply me to indicate what's the status of my appeal. I had already emailed the dean of economics, lecturers for the modules, Appeal through IVLE. KAOZ. I really need to clear this 2 modules this semester in order for me to minor in Economics. That's the problem with OPEN minor, you dun get to get the module for 1 pts.. u must bid with the rest of the world for the module. Both EC2101 and EC2102 bidding points were >1000 GENERAL ACC PTS.. how to get both? how to get even one when my general account points is just slightly above 1000... kaoz.

kinda miss hall life le.. hope to be back soon.

04/00 outing

tired of staying at my bed and nuaing.. decided to hobble my way to the computer table to write some stuff..

On the 9th of jan, a group of old frens from 04/00 met up. They include Siyong, Guozheng, Huahui, Kevin, Wei Zhong, junxing Zinc and Junjie. Been a long time since we met up already. anyway we went to Taka's Crystal jade xiao long bao to have our dinner. Why we chose tat place puzzled me cos Kevin is gg shanghai for NOC!! he will be eating similar food for 1 more yr! haha

anyway these are some of the photos we took tat day.

Guozheng and Wei Zheng

The Gang of 04/00.. some of them not around of cos... hahz..

Kevin in the middle who is gg Shanghai for NOC... take care man!

shouldnt have watched "The Break Up" just now....sighz


anyway guys i am fine.. still cant walk without crutches but still alive and kicking...

Somehow the song on my blog is making me feel depressed... kaoz...


I need a hug....

Top 10 reason why i should go for the operation.
1. so that i wil not injure myself so easily just like that when i dint even run
2. so that i will be able to go for slow jogs to explore the region around NUS again.
3. So that i can rely on buddies to help me dabao food for me? =)
4. So that i will be able to play IBG with YZ and Ron next semester.
5. So that i will be able to walk around NUS instead of Limping around
6. So that i can settle the issue with my knee getting injured once and for all.. Getting irritated of me injuring my knee just like tat.
7. Cant think of anymore.. do I need that much reason to do the operation?


Countdown 6 days to operation...

just hope that the swelling will subside tml...