ate a lot a lot of ba gua lar~! yum!~ ate a lot from janice and mavis+ nikkis' ba gua... now feeling damn full and sinful now. dun know wat got over me juz now..maybe due to the fact that i am feeling a bit blue now...
sometimes it's best not to put your hopes too high cos u will end up not feeling that disapppointed..maybe i juz wanted more to happen today. something tat will make me feel that she really care about me. something to let me know that i am special in her eyes also... damn man ... y do i always feel so unsecure? probably due to the fact that someone gave her a digicam~!! how can i beat that.. that guy scored a jackpot somemore cos she loves to take photos.... guess the song ta de bei yin by wang jie is really quite affecting me now lar. Sometimes i get really sick feeling this way man. this is like soooo weak lar. wish i could be more like jianwei who is more bochap than me in terms of many things and not so wishy washy like me...
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