Friday, February 04, 2005

Lonely Friday

it's friday again. wasted many hours of my time doing project for sociology waiting for people. Yesterday had a long night. had hall production meeting straight after my tuition. We discussed until about 140am. by the time i had supper and came back it was already 220 am. went to find xiaoyun because i saw her room door was ajar when i went up to fill water but she was already sound asleep. That girl always sleeps like a baby. so adorable and so blur when she's like half asleep half asleep like that... makes me really wanna kiss her .

anyway today after school i went up to fill water and found a different pair of shoes in her room. wonder who it is. know that i shouldnt be affected but i am slightly affected. I guess i am just insecured as i do not know for sure how she felt towards me. I mean she's not even my girlfriend or something. She have every right to bring guys to her room.

Asked her to eat dinner together but she said she had to go for meeting then go home le. sighz.
wanna ask her out tommorrow initially but i guess....guess i will msg her later asking her if she's going to Benny's 21th birthday. Then ask her maybe if she wanna meet me t go together as i have no idea where his place is...oh yar.. that means i must go buy a present for him.. wonder what i should buy.. really running low of budget le.

Anyway the only thing that i am really happy about is that i am finally debt free.~!! return the $860 that i owed today to alan and guoyong.. felt that a hugh burden had been removed from my bag. NO longer shall i have to have a hole in my pocket. finally i can make sure of the excess money that i had to better use such as save up for my driving test and stuff..

Really missed her now.... wonder if she even thought about me now...oh gosh~! i sound like some "hua chi"~!! but that really how i feel now.

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