i deserve to be kicked in the butt and condemned forever... why do i feel so pissed off still when i think about her? jialat lar.. i wan to move on~!!!
most prob she's having fun with zhiyou now so why should i feel so unhappy over her? She's not even sad that we have to end up like that so why should i care?
I feel like shit now... There are much better pple out there but why do i still have to have feelings lingering for her? it should be severed by now but i still get jealous... why is that so?
even when my heart feels like moving on?
WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF
why linger on to something when the stand is already so clear le? Why? sometimes i really wan to be able to cry out loud but i juz cant cry out... numb? dead? maybe...
I guess it will take some time before i can trust gers enough.. To be able to chase a ger anymore... Right now i dun feel like doing any steps to do anything..
ron say i was too idealistic when i told him for me now i dun wan to chase a ger until i know she's likes me.. but honestly tat's how i feel for now.. even though there might be pple out there whom i am really interested in, i am juz not ready to venture.. would much rather juz be friends first.. do not wan to bring myself to the stage where i can get hurted...
i bared my heart and soul to u totally but u destroyed it ... not once but thrice... how can i ever do the same to anybody? i really wonder... once bitten twice shy? i dumb enough to get bitten thrice...4th time u bet i be DAmn bloody careful...
i hope tat someday u realised wat a bitch u r....
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